SuicideGirl: Phoenix
suicidegirl

Phoenix I want all of my cells to touch all of your cells.

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JUNE 30, 2010 @ 10:41 AM


Yes, yes, momentary ego crisis is over. Today I went and had a little critique over cappuccinos with Choplogik to lay out things that I could improve on in my work. I'm not planning on forcing anything or making sudden changes to what I do, but it was good to have some steps laid out. I've actually been feeling a little complacent since my show, which was really only 2 weeks ago, but now I've got a fire under my ass to get better, like, NOW! Nothing like a good punch in the stomach to get me inspired to work harder. biggrin I say that in all honesty. I like to be challenged. This is a challenge that I can overcome!
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Cherry

Cherry

SUICIDEGIRL

British Columbia, Canada

JUN 30, 2010 11:37 AM

I missed your last entry, but just went back to take a look. The art world is SO HARD. I don't think people outside of it really understand that as an industry and profession it's not exactly something you can do without working really hard at it. I personally find it so hard because while in one circle people will be telling you how talented you are and how amazing your work is (thus building up enormous amounts of confidence) there'll be another circle that will completely dismiss everything we've ever done as "not good enough."

This probably comes from there being SO many different forms of art and so many different styles that it's just natural that what is genius to one person is crap to another. I know myself and all of my creative friends have such fragile egos, though, so it can be difficult to pick yourself up after each and every total K.O.

I'm so glad you have the support you need to keep on picking yourself up though, remember... we can only ever get better than what we are.

PISSED

PISSED

Billings, MT
December 2003

JUN 30, 2010 06:38 PM

I agree with Cherry & could not have said it better. You go girl!oink

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