Today, after another hard run, I let my mind wander while I was having a shower. Very constructive and forward-thinking thoughts came to me. I was planning my steps towards my goals. Suddenly I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and saw this look on my face. At first I felt fear and immediately said to myself "Hello ego," but then I realized this was all wrong. That look that I saw on my face, it was so alien. It was powerful and animalistic. It reminded me of my drawings. I realized it was consciousness. I realized that I was open in those moments. I was manifesting. The Universe was guiding me. My ego was trying to reign me in by deceiving me into being fearful of this state.

After realizing this and allowing that open state to continue, I sat down at my computer to find that I had 2 emails for commissions! Definitely a positive state to be in.