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Good news! I have the report back from the MRI that I paid for, stupid public health care would have taken 10 times as long, literally. It shows that "the torn stump of the ACL is lying on the tybial plateau" (lovely medical jargon) preventing my knee from straightening and bending. It also showes that I now only have 1 intact ligament out of 4 and my meniscus is a munched piece of crap. I can't walk. I have to wait until I get surgery, which is to be decided whether or not I am a special case and can get bumped up in line.
I think I am losing my optimism. I have become so low that I would steal candy from a baby just because I thought I was karmically justified. The world owes me a huge favor... or it is trying to tell me to get the fuck off of it.
I think I am losing my optimism. I have become so low that I would steal candy from a baby just because I thought I was karmically justified. The world owes me a huge favor... or it is trying to tell me to get the fuck off of it.
OCT 22, 2007 10:00 AM
i know what your feeling or some what i kinda went thru a slight depression last week and i wasnt doing to good :-x
OCT 22, 2007 10:17 AM
OCT 22, 2007 10:39 AM
Oosh, been there, done that. I hope you bump up in the line. I spent a full year on crutches because they couldn't figure out WHY I couldn't walk. I love doctors.
I'm sure you're going to be fine, just take it easy and wait. Get yourself a fluffy cat to make you feel better. 
OCT 22, 2007 07:12 PM
If you didn't live so far away, I'd give you mine. But you'd probably give her back, anyways. 
OCT 22, 2007 11:09 PM
Well if it is any consolation I gotta SLAP Lesion of the left shoulder that needs surgery. FuCKeR.
OCT 23, 2007 04:08 PM
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OCT 25, 2007 02:47 PM
I'm sorry to hear that,Phoenix.
Damn insurance people must get a special degree in fucking things up.
