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And #2: I should be working right now. But I legitimately am in love with sioo at this point and I just think you all should know...Dwam has outdone herself...
and now, back to the laundry list of shit I need to do before I go to NYC to see Spliff, perhaps Brooklyn, Payton, and Auriga? And some other gorgeous peeps tomorrow.
p.s.
keep loving this video:
God knows I do. Big props to RoadieShow for always making me and the other local girlies look stunning.
You guys are NOT prepared to see what he does with ZoelieLynn and I. ;3
and if anyone is interested, I've got a new set coming to zivity soon and I still have a shitton of free invites so you can come see all the goodness that me and other girls have been putting out over there. It's so sexyyy!
or if not, just keep up with me. I'm not always on my computer, but I ALWAYS have my phone ;3
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And thanks to everyone who's checked out my StalkBook page. It's almost 150 likes and that makes me feel so special.
Remember dears, Pesky Loves You.
Aniston for Paradigm Magazine.
We're accepting photos for our new take on Topless Tuesday: 1 photo will be featured every week on our blog and Instagram pages.
MODELS: Write Paradigm/Paradigm Magazine on your knuckles, hands or forearm and have a very sharp, high quality photo taken of this body part covering your chest and email it to us over at paradigmmagazine@gmail.com for your chance to be featured. Please include your instagram and tumblr links as well as your modeling name (if applicable). We are most likely not going to feature photos with full face shots and if we accept your image, know that your face will be cropped but we will give you recognition. We just like the anonymity and look of shots with nose-lip and down.
EDIT: someone asked on our IG (@ParadigmMagazine) if we'd feature guys. Why not? If you can make it work, please submit to us.
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All else to add is that Pretty in Punk was a success last night and I can't wait to dance that scene again. lazarus_ made the best cupcakes and is always the number one stunner on stage!
Speaking of, I just want to take this time to thank all the girls here in Philly/NJ that come out and dance and hang out with me personally when you guys can. I know everyone's busy and has their own life so it really makes me happy that you guys have gone out of your way to build friendships with me:
elodyKat, Squeak, Smurfasaur, ZoelieLynn, Luxlee, Aniston, and now lazarus_ too.
Squeak and I briefly discussed it last night, but it would be so kickass if we could have a unified alt-girl scene here in Philly. There are lots of girls that aren't on the site (mostly by choice) but live the same pro-mod, adventurous lifestyles we do and some of them like me and some don't but I respect them and am happy to be in association with this scene. It's kinda what I always wanted and it just makes me feel incredibly fulfilled. <3
/end super feelings mode haha
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that finally came and I danced in my SG logo undies allllllll night! represent!
been home at my mom's trying to feel better and I think it's finally paying off.
2 boxes of tissues and a bruised nose later... :/
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So what else is on deck for me this week?
+Shooting with Rigor Mortis Studios!
+taking my mom out since I'm not broke
+sending shots to Creep Street and Le Purr Magazine to get featured by them (*fingers crossed*)
+meeting with my student mag editors to start the new and busiest time of year for us
+figuring out what piece is going to be entered in a Philly Tattoo Convention contest alongside artist extraordinaire Shanrock Assault (Muse Tattoo)
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I'm thinking it's time to change my hair up a bit though.
Opting for a shorter 'do in a different hue.
Katherine's set was FP'd yesterday and I loooooved her hair so maybe something like that? We shall see. :3
I've kinda been flirting with idea of pink for my next major hair color too. Dunno yet. We'll see. I've always hated pink (and don't want to garner anyyymore fucking comparisons to skin diamond... -___-)
meanwhile, I'm going to go devour these yummy morsels I just ordered.
catch you lovelies on the flip side. ;3
And remember, Pesky loves you.
catch all my adventures as they happen out on the interwebz:
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Live fast, love hard.
Ciao!
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and now, the blog you've all been waiting for!
featuring:
The long awaited coverage of my trip to LA!!!!
photos from Vagina Jam, December's Dirty Wasted Thursday and the infamous Get Rich or Die Mayan New Years Eve extravaganzaaaa!
so first things first, LOS ANGELES:
thanks again to Milloux, Ackley, Kurosune, and Slamm. Best vacation of my lifetime
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Rorschach and I spent the day together and checked out the Huntington Beach Library, as well as Amoeba Records:
And there are more photos of the library itself in the link! So that was dope. Thanks again, dude!
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spent some time my hometown (ATLANTA) and this is where I found out I was pink, just barely a day after leaving LA. crazy!
and we went to a drag show and this strip club called Onyx and I couldn't take photos at either one ><
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PHILLY
featuring the lovely RoadieShow, Eveski, Aniston, ZoelieLynn, Luxlee, lazarus_, Sassie, Bogs and others
+Vagina Jam
+Dirty Wasted Thursday!
^the birthday boy, Mike Hans!
+Festivus
+Get Rich or Die Mayan:
EDIT: Eveski sent these afterward since they were on her fancy cam:
you're welcome.
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**also, can I add one of my signature rants really quickly? OKAY.
Why do people think that just because you have tattoos and piercings that you can't get jobs in professional areas? My sister was up for Christmas and legitimately told me that I would NEVER be able to work in the corporate world with as many piercings and tattoos as I have.
Say it with me now:
FUCK THAT.
Number one I DON'T WANT TO GET A JOB IN CORPORATE FUCKING AMERICA.
She also expressed super disdain over me being a SuicideGirl since I was outted by my cousin not too long ago as well as some crazy facebook feed shit that happened (my brother-in-law had a seriously questionable run in with facebook while his mother and boss were around. UHM...OKAY. When did it become socially acceptable for you to have facebook open near work or your parents anyway? If I liked him, I would've felt bad but I could give a shit. He had several extra-marital affairs so I'm like fuck you, you're lucky you can see any semblance of my tits anyway, you pig). But I was happy that my mom told me she simply didn't care. Her stance has been and always will be, it's her life and she's an adult; I can't tell her what to do. The end.
She isn't disappointed.
She told me that if SG had been around in the 70s and 80s, she'd have done it herself because...fuck playboy.
So my mom trumps your mom, just in case you were wondering.
It's just hard. Me and my sister have always had a difficult relationship and I've really tried to be there for her in the past year with her shitty life and it just sucks that she can't be happy for me let alone keep her goddamn conservative mindlessness to herself.
Read more about this on my tumblr. I did freak out a bit last week. :/
Regardless...I don't think people should be allowed to be judgmental but that's just me.
GOSH GUISE. I don't even know what else to do or say.
'Cept...anyone looking for a roommate?
I'll be in need of an apartment in like 7 months so just throwing it out there for PHILLY PEOPLE ONLY. haha
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and actually, would anyone like to be invited to Zivity where I'm trying to win the new model prize?
hit my inbox then.
the set is HOT. and check like 3 blogs ago for spoilers because I'm just too lazy to do that right now. haha
but I do have this:
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meanwhile, stay cozy guys.
It's getting damn cold out there.
Love to you all.
Just remember loves, Pesky LOVES YOU!
catch all my adventures as they happen out on the interwebz:
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Live fast, love hard.
Ciao!
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but Slamm and Kurosune did some great mini blogs and so I'm sure you can fill in the gaps with my, Milloux's, Kurosune's and Slamm's instagram posts...
that being said, I felt the need to write something.
here.
right now.
so I will write about what you guys know me best for: a detailed account of my shambled romantic life.
How is it possible that I'm crushing on one boy that's pretty into me but also completely smitten with a guy who I can't tell if he's into me--save for others telling me that he thinks I'm attractive? We have many mutual acquaintances, some of which are better friends with him than I am but it's still so frustrating. Every time we talk, he just has this poker face. This indiscernible shield of sexy, possibly brooding, possibly insane veil of doom that I just can't get through. And it's not like we talk often to begin with. I can count on one hand how many times we've talked in person, though facebook might say otherwise....
Maybe I just think about him too much.
And that's where the other kid came in. He was supposed to be the distraction! But the distance of my trip to California definitely helped and hurt both relationships. I started talking to the distraction while I was there and from that point on, allll I wanted was to meet him (THANKS AGAIN LET'S DATE/Sean). That may or may not happen this weekend.
But he got supremely weird after a phone call the other night and still hasn't explained what happened. I'm not one for dramatics of that sort. honesty really would suit me fine. It's not like I don't know he works late. but then too, one of the last things we talked about before the magically abrupt ending was his ex. Which I didn't want to know anything about except how long ago they'd broken up. Which has only been like 4 months tops.
So that already seems like not enough time lapsing for how much of a cunt she was...
But he's so adorable. He keeps a dream journal and plays drums. His band is actually pretty decent and the music snob in me was pleased by that fact.
But with the one I'm actually hardcore smitten with...
I think it's that I like the idea that he's unobtainable so it gives me something to fantasize over. And not even sexually. But literally like creating entire mental cinematic masterpieces of us drinking coffee (or whiskey) and laughing about Kerouac and Bukowski, listening to the Distillers, holding hands and my head falling against his shoulder on the way home in a taxi.
Alternate planes of existence where I am happy with him and he's happy with me.
WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF?!!! ><
Can I kill the hopeless romantic in me? I hate this agony. Unrequited love isn't my fucking jam.
UGH.
I have so much other stuff to think about (but not worry about--thankfully, I'm far from that path). I dunno. You guys weigh in.
What is my little wayward bunny soul to do?
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on a happy note, I just want to thank everyone for voting on Dopeness and in turn making me a SuicideGirl. Is it weird that I kinda feel like now that I have it, I don't deserve it? :/
Especially since so many of my babely friends can't completely share it with me since they're still hopefuls
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I just got a text from that hideous fucking leech, S.
Clearly it's time to go night night.
I stopped talking to him after he insinuated that fucking him was more important than my safety or sanity during Hurricane Sandy...yeah...that happened.
he's text me twice in the last week or so now. I think he thinks that it's been enough time and I've "forgiven" him by now. L-O-L if only I could tell him to go lick the asshole he crawled out of but I'm literally NOT responding to anything he says.
Especially texts that only read "hey" at 2:30 in the fucking morning...ugh. what a bastard. kill yourself.
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I will take my leave now, lovelies.
I'm starting to lose track of everything and probably won't make too much more sense soon.
Hope all is well with you all.
good night.
creep awayyy:
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