SuicideGirl: Pesky
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MARCH 4, 2013 @ 07:51 AM


A really good friend of mine, Joe, committed suicide yesterday morning. I knew she was really troubled but I had no idea it would ever come to this. The details are few as its too soon for all of us non-family members to know more than that she extinguished her life light.

I am devastated and filled with an endless amount of sadness.

Please, anyone who has my number, as much as I appreciate your concern, please don't call or text me right now. All of us here who knew her are giving each other so much support and I really just want to be with my close friends and family until my head and heart feel less heavy. I just wante to update somewhere so you'd all understand why I'm not going to be using any social networking for the next few days as we prepare for Joe's funeral/wake. It will be shit circumstances to travel to Baltimore since I've never been but that's life, right?

I'm just really thankful that I do have friends, family and so many outlets to relieve stress and pain. I wish I could've shared them with her.

I'll be in touch as soon as I feel more up to it.
x0!

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Tactical

Tactical

I'm lost
August 2009

MAR 04, 2013 07:54 AM

Unfortunately this happens, take care, heal quickly and fully

Babel

Babel

SUICIDEGIRL

Argentina

MAR 04, 2013 07:55 AM

I hope she has left at least a note...it happened to me with my loved cousin and the imposibility of knowing WHY is terrible.

Be strong lady! Remember her with a smile for all the nice things lived.

HUGS kiss

Sif

Sif

HOPEFUL

Canada

MAR 04, 2013 08:00 AM

So sorry to hear that.i lost a couple of friends that way,it is the worst way of loosing a person.and I don't belief it's posible to ever truly understand why someone does it.
I wish you all the strength in the world,I think you'll need it.and lots of love and positive energy!hugs sif

Asio

Asio

SUICIDEGIRL

Germany

MAR 04, 2013 08:02 AM

I recently almost lost a friend to suicide, too but she luckily decided against it and returned to her family safe and sound. I'm so sorry for your loss, it's just horrible. Hugs for you, my love! <3

Danger_Diabolik

Danger_Diabolik

Tucson, AZ
September 2006

MAR 04, 2013 08:08 AM

I am so terribly sorry for your loss. frown

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ZoelieLynn

ZoelieLynn

HOPEFUL

Cherry Hill, NJ

MAR 04, 2013 08:21 AM

I love you hun, I'll be here for you when/if you need me. Be strong <3

TheMainMan

TheMainMan

United Kingdom
December 2012

MAR 04, 2013 08:31 AM

So sorry for your loss, we're always here for you whenever you need.

Panther289

Panther289

Sayreville, NJ
May 2004

MAR 04, 2013 08:54 AM

Always sad, stay strong.

nycstreetpoet

nycstreetpoet

Brooklyn, NY
March 2011

MAR 04, 2013 09:05 AM

My condolences, Pesky. My heart goes out to you, it truly does; I know what it's like to lose someone close to you. You feel like the world has the audacity to keep turning, despite it no longer having that special someone still among the living. That's how it felt for me, at first. I found that writing an elegy helped. (An elegy, if you don't know, is a poem for the dead.) Mourning is never easy, and you're never quite the same, but we are resilient, and can get through this. It may seem ghoulish, but I would probably take comfort in the fact that your friend is in a place or state where troubles do not exist. Maybe I'm not as good at empathizing as I thought, but all I can do for you is all I was able to do for myself: try to comfort yourself in this time of profound loss and sadness.
Take care.

ericwine

ericwine

Charlotte Hall, MD
January 2007

MAR 04, 2013 09:07 AM

I'm sorry for your loss. frown

StCyr

StCyr

Louisville, KY
March 2007

MAR 04, 2013 09:25 AM

frownfrownfrown

Zebrah

Zebrah

HOPEFUL

Columbus, OH

MAR 04, 2013 09:36 AM

im so sorry babygirl keep your head up , i love you

Stiles

Stiles

Philadelphia, PA
November 2002

MAR 04, 2013 09:43 AM

I feel for you. Been there. Hope you're surrounded by good people who can give you support while you cope.

Jozsef

Jozsef

Toronto, ON
July 2007

MAR 04, 2013 09:59 AM

I'm so sorry. It's more common than any of us would wish and we're powerless to prevent it beyond being the best friends we know how to be. I've been there and it surely hurts.

death_groove

death_groove

Philadelphia, PA
January 2012

MAR 04, 2013 10:07 AM

so sorry for your loss.frown
lovelove

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