SuicideGirl: Pekoe
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Pekoe ...Is hiding in dark corners where all the fun is...

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MARCH 13, 2005 @ 12:59 AM


There goes my good night sleep in my own bed before moving more shat to the cities. I try and spend a good weekend at home and instead I'm up like a mama cub, mad at the crazy crack head that threatened my fams. life. YUP, our house-mate has a crazy ex who has been calling every 30min. to check up on her ex-bo. and she is all hyped up on whatever drugs and threatning to come here and shoot us all up with a shot-gun. All it took was me gettin' on the line to tell her I would appreciate her not calling while I try to get shut-eye and if she obliges I will not call the cops. I'm too hyped to sleep right now. Funny...heres the first draft of something I'm working on. Hear dat, FIRST draft and excuse the irony...

Good women leave scars
they can open you...so slight
pulp and juice will trickle
from core and pore
leaving hot trails of
blood, sweat...honey for
the journey these good women take round your flesh
These two-tongued lizard women
so dark they make macabre
sound like a nursery rhyme
Women laced in piss, blood, bile, and the dirt
they've been fed
Laced in the allys, dumpsters, stairwells and flop houses
they've been bred
They have been opened and filled with disease
Learned their saliva was coated in poison
and with it they can thrill you to the brink of
a cunt-attack and breath you back into dead-life
like only a woman can
Women and disease
are the only things that truely multi-task
and good women live in the darkest armpit's of sin
scouring at the artificial light
gadgets, guise and guy's
who promise them protection
They travel alone, picking their scalps
till they bleed
They travel in packs with mad canine's
teething and cutting
cutting...
stockings, fishnets, slips, garters, bows
jewels, they eat
eyeliner, they lick
bodices, they pierce
cunts, they cut...up
...everything
every symbol and anti-symbol of their
sin-sational selves
they do it
in the darkest, sickest,
hottest, wettest places
In your head, in your bed
they live
like worms, lizards, wolves, magicians, witches, devils
horned beasts
dick-less, dick-willding horned beasts
spinning you on one hand
while the other hand does the worlds work
Loving you with the precision of a scalpul
Hating you with the softness of a rabbits fur
cause they come clothed in the skins of dead beasts
hiding...hyde, blood and more hyde
hide and seek
sick as sin to a world dull as dick
born that way
Good women are scard
Good women leave scars
and I got mine skull
Comments
Snottlebocket

Snottlebocket

Netherlands
March 2004

MAR 13, 2005 01:13 AM

someone that crazy must be stupid, just dig a spiked pit in your garden and lay a trail of whatever drugs she's on.

if you hear a thud followed by a grisly sound and a scream it probably worked.

Z

Z

SUICIDEGIRL

Minnesota, USA

MAR 13, 2005 10:03 AM

Holy shit, I can't wait to read the second draft. It makes me want to be a good woman mad biggrin

PunkNiteMike

PunkNiteMike

Piqua, OH
OLD SKOOL

MAR 13, 2005 10:03 AM

hey you, been missing ya & wondering how ya been...hope things are going okay, minus the psycho girl harrassing ya! so lemme know how you are doing & what you been up to when ya get a chance, ok?

remuemenage

remuemenage

Albany, NY
February 2004

MAR 13, 2005 04:04 PM

I like your wildviolent stream-of-consciousness womanity

darkjuan

darkjuan

Minneapolis, MN
OLD SKOOL

MAR 13, 2005 11:06 PM

I like biggrin

Autopsy

Autopsy

SUICIDEGIRL

Australia

MAR 15, 2005 05:32 PM

sO incredibly visceral and moving, your cunted-up, scar- ridden self makes me cry and howl.
I wear my scarification on my left breast as proof of my survival, as a shining jewled residue of my strength.
I also wear my scars like the cape they are, wrapped in keloid bliss I stomp the streets and think of our Beat-Box scar-clan grrrl gang.
Don't know if you've read Clarrisa Pinkola Estes' 'Women who Run With the Wolves'?
It marked me like the scars of incidence and deliberation when I was living in Sydney about 10 years ago now. She talks of women as a scarclan and how they wear their scars like the battle wounds of survival they are, and how we to return to the she-wolf self when we fuck off all the imposed 'frailities'.
Restraints of hyena freedom ripped at with canines so sharp they move through the restraints like it's paper.
We share this paper as one of our tools, the tongue and vicious words as the others.
Scarred by you and your words... beautiful to love someone through the core of word inscriptions, I just added a peice on my journal before I came to see you and suck-prise my kindred slut... I mention scars
surreal kiss

Cinder

Cinder

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

MAR 15, 2005 06:12 PM

Aw you are a sweetheart. kiss

Wow, such good writing. I was just getting ready to post some of my own. smile

battlin_albright

battlin_albright

Dayton, OH
June 2004

MAR 15, 2005 06:16 PM

No problem dear. You are forgiven. winkkiss

doll_parts2727

doll_parts2727

Mankato, MN
September 2003

MAR 16, 2005 09:04 AM

you know I'm not sure. You look vaugely familiar.

xoxo. miao!!

ShannonBlowtorch

ShannonBlowtorch

Minneapolis, MN
January 2005

MAR 16, 2005 12:00 PM

Chicks dig scars

ClearBrightFire

ClearBrightFire

United Kingdom
November 2003

MAR 18, 2005 11:57 AM

aaah,I hear that, I cherish my war wounds


blush thank you, after your sweet comment if I could I would chop the clouds up into little pieces so you could build a snowman, but I can't and snow machines are expensive

x

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