SuicideGirl: Peaches
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Peaches I don't always smile because I'm happy, but because I'm strong :)

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JUNE 12, 2009 @ 11:04 AM


My Dad didn't call last night like he said frown probably got caught up with something. Yesturday was the usual routine, i'm pretty sore. I have been running everyday and doing a couple strength exsercises. So my body is ACHING! but my mind is saying "not enough". I noticed that even though i'm tired, i can keep on going. The only thing that slows me down is my breathing. I feel short of breath. I learned to control my breathing but recently i feel like i can't take in much air. Which keeps me from being able to breathe in and out in a controlled manner in order to control my heart rate. Its really wierd. Might be the pills i'm taking but i'll stop taking them for a while and see if that's it or if its something else.

Well after the cardio i went to my appartment to do my strength and took a shower then stayed up till 11 or so with Pookey watching Seinfield and the Simpsons. Then i went to bed. I actually slept throughout the night without waking up! I didn't have any wierd thoughts roaming through my head. But i did have some wierd dreams. First i dreamt that Ebay was producing a product for me. It was Peaches' Ice Cream and they gave me a free sample. I look and i told Pookey, "Honey! I got strawberry swirl!" lol. He later told me i woke him up in the middle of the night and told him that but i dnt remember lol. Then i dreamt i adopted a baby and that he was kidnapped and i accidently pushed a lady down the stairs because she didn't want to tell me where he was and the kids who took my baby said they lost him and i bought a huge haunted house. Well 7 months later Pookey and i go to the mall and he says its ok and we go to where we adopted the baby and saw another baby just like him. It turned out to be him! He was now 10 months old and i started to cry. It felt so real that Pookey had to wake me up because he said i was crying. And i was! Tears were running down my eyes. lol wow, that was intense lol.

Anywho, i was thinking of shooting another set but i want your guys' opinions. Like after viewing my last sets (if you already haven't could u plz if you get the chance?) what do you guys want to see more of and less of? What would you like to see that you haven't seen yet? I'd like to hear from you guys smile i will try my best to please as many of you as possible, if not i will roll those ideas down to the following set biggrin but i will squeez all of you in smile I just have so many ideas and i dont know which one to lean towards to. I thougth this might help smile thanx!

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Merkaba72

Merkaba72

Grafton, MA
October 2003

JUN 15, 2009 10:38 AM

Nice! I LOVE crazy dreams...to me it's a reassurance that my creative mind is alive and well even when I am at "rest'!! As far as pic suggestions....I can't think of anything you could post that would look bad. wink

Looking forward to see whats next!

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