hmmm....im up bout 4:30 every morning....

that happens to me all the time waking up before the alarm. i in ventura, where do you do tattoos???

You're totally right. lol I didn't think about all that... Thank you

I totally understand what you mean about being the parent towards your brother. I have two younger sisters and thats exactly how i feel most of the time. I really hate it. Its not fun for me lol. My parents don't seem to understand why I feel that way. Its just like whenever they aren't around or only one of them is around I'm the one who has to take care of all the other responsibilities. I get what you're saying.. I hope it works out for you though. xoxo

Don't go to the gym too much you'll hurt yourself!! Thanks again for the advice.

I wish I had that kinda motivation that you have (or your OCD with the gym lolz) because lately, I'm in the middle of finals & all I've been feeling is sooooo incomplete. I've lost inspiration, motivation, & anything else that one needs in order to wake up for the morning. I just feel emotionless (so to say).

Ah sorry to comment something so emo, but I think it's a good thing that you're a little obsessed with working out. You mentioned that it help clears your mind & it's healthy! Can't get better than that xo

Nawww, just try to be there as a big sister should and try to guide him through it, thats all you can do.
Kids are going to do what they want, how were you as a teen?
I know I was never the perfect apple lol

And as for the gym thing I'm becoming pretty darn addicted to my cross fitness so I feel you there
It feels good to get that stress off my shoulders!
And working out hard definitely does it lol

Hi there pretty lady =) Thanks for the friend request!! xx

Well unfortunately i have a brother that I feel incredibly responsible for because he has alway looked up to me. I didn't talk to him nearly enough, but that has all changed especially since he has mentioned suicide as an option with dealing with his problems. Anyway your blog made me think about my brother and i figured i'd share. Take care!

Thanks! If you're going to be obsessive about something, gym isn't so bad It sounds like you just have way too much on your plate! Try to find a day or two just for you! Relax work on your tat....whatever...just something to completely relax! On another note; Get some Pro-Nos too. Its a great tasting protein that really helps with recovery if you're going to be in the gym a lot!

Where do you work? I need to find a good artist for my half sleeve! I make it into Travis AFB in Fairfield fairly often!

I'd like to schedule an appointment for a tatto so i can cancel it. j/k. i love harely quinn! make sure you let me know when you post a pic of it. i'd love to see it.

best advice i have about your brother is to just be honest with him. if he does something you disaprove of, let him know. that is all the disaplin (spelling?) you should try to impose. anything more will just alienate him. his knowing of your disaproval should at least put a tiny voice in his head. maybe your dad said something similar? i don't know, just speaking from experience.

i wish i could wake up at 9am. i go to work at 7am everyday. i'm sure you don't get off 'til late though. i wouldn't be able to handle that. i get off work at 3:30. too much later and i'd shoot up the whole office!

-b

a few years ago I had such a bad fever, layed up in bed, and I woke up and told my ex that George Bush was the devil... the ACTUAL devil.. true story.. it's only a coincidence that I was right.
I hope things calm down and fall into place a bit for you.

Well thats good that your hearing from your father seems like you are really close to him so thats good. You are right gotta be there for your family as well its important to balance out things in your life other wise if one is more overwhelming than the other then you will be stressed out and neglecting the other things in your life i believe that you are capable of balancing out life hope to hear more good things from you soon take care gorgeous.

Thanks for the advice. I did get some bactine and i've been cleaning it with that.

I don't think it's the ring though. I mean, if it were new then that would make sense but what i'm confused about, is i've had the same ring in for 9 years. I've never had problems with it before. I just woke up one day and my ear hurt...?