heyyy so here is a fast blog cause i am beat. chicago was nice. a lot of walking and stuff. nice city . i personally dont think i could ever live there though. my heart still feels at home at colorado. so we will see.

i have well over 500 pics to go through, i went pic crazy.

i already unpacked and uploaded the pics and started to pack for the weekend.

i have not been in the best of moods not quite sure why. i am super sensitive and get irritated easier then normal.

i have an idea of one thing on my mind.

i miss my salem soooo bad. he hasn't been home w me at all this month. and he prob wont be

i cant wait to see his face this weekend.

anyway im off to bed. ill post one pic tonight

hey all.

count down to vaca!!!

super excited. i dont know what to do or where to go 1st. i know once i land im hitting the town.

paid all the bills so anything extra is ok to spend. not like there is whole lot hahha

after paying all my bills i am so anxious to move back to ny. how much money i waste on electric, rent and tv. sick.

two months feels like an eternity.


anyway. i will miss all of you while im away.

for those i spoke to about meeting up ill post what the plans are once i know.


have a great weekend everyone xoxoxoxox

tonight's shoot went well for nat geo.

and i think im all packed up for vaca.
work tomorrow then off to chicagooooo.. cant wait. im so excited i dont know where to visit 1st. i wanna see everything. this will be awesome for sure....

anyway here is a good night pick-

hello,

so today isnt as bad. but i can be speaking too soon

i think i am done packing for my Chicago trip tomorrow.

i cant wait to get away.

i have another shoot with national geographic tonight. I hope its a fast shoot. i have so much i need to do still.
also tomorrow i get paid and can pay some bills. yay

this weekend one of the big issues i am dealing with should be dealt with while im away. so excited to see the out come of that.

i have written on the SG Chicago group and the SG group notifying that i will be in chi town if anyone wanted to try to get together and maybe two ppl answered lo. owell. guess they dont wanna meet up.

also for info if anyone knew a really good but inexpensive spot to get piercings. crickets still..


but u know what its my vaca and i have plenty i wanna see and do. so maybe meeting up w them would hold me back/. we will see..

anyway. have a great day and i hope to blog a little tomorrow before i take off.

hello everyone..

not having a good day.
some people are ass holes and need to get bitch slapped..

ugh.

i really wish it was oct already


i leave for chicago thurs night thank god. i need ot get away for a little. i swear im going to lose my mind.

i need huge changes and fast

okay here are some pics all from this weekend

enjoy

heyyy its been a long time since i have been on here.

my weekend was ok. i am a little disappointed cause i change all my plans around due to the "rain" and it never came. gerr. but still had a nice time. I got my dermal redone and a new little tattoo. i will post pics tonight.

Friday i did go to cony island and saw great fireworks, had a Nathans hot dog and ice cream. saw my friends for a while- over all a great night.

sat i hung out with my friends got pierced and tatted. went and bought myself some clothes.
then hung out w my dad and watched movies and had ice-cream..... if u didnt know i love ice cream.

Sunday i ran errands and went to the mall.. got myself some clothes for my trip to Chicago. and some bras and what not.
then i went to my girls house to visit her and her baby Emma. we had a BBQ and then and guess what... got more ice cream hahaha. my diet is not going to ever happen :/

but over all it was great. i spent too much money but i needed some clothes and i didnt buy expensive stuff so its ok..... i hope lol

work today was ok. same old.

i have to get my nails done and start to pack for vacation-
i hope to make it to the gym tomorrow.... i need motivation. lol

any who. i must run. i will prob post pics up tonight when im done w my nails.

xoxooxoxx

hello all.

well last night was eventful. i won a two night stay in miami sooo i will be going back soon lol yay

had a good time though.

today was so umm boring.. im still fighting trying to get my energy back and get to the gym. i have to and i know the big issue is work. i am not being challenged its repetitive boring and killing me. so tomorrow i will talk to my boss and tell her i need the next step. i need a challenge. i need to be constantly stimulated or i turn to mush and i become lazy and unproductive in life.

i hope they give me something consistent and challenging


who in the world complains that their job is too easy?? i do. lol. its killing my whole persona and i need my self back to being crazy active. and it all starts at work. keep me busyyyyyy

lol

tomorrow i will go to cony island to watch fire works and have a Nathans hot dog and just enjoy the night.

sat i hope to get more work done on my back.
hope i get to meet up w some friends i dont always see and sunday beach

hope everyone has a great weekend as well. xoxoxooxoxo

here are a few pics from the event


and here is an old school pic of me and my friend from way back

heyyy. wow today felt like 4 days in one.

work was ummm tiring but we did get free ice cream from the building owner!!!
i love ice cream. not good for the diet but owell

the video shoot for nat geo went great. it was fast and easy. its for brain games. i am not sure when it will be out but when i find out i will let you know.


i did get to go rock climbing tonight as well.. was great. damn i love it. i wish i could be real good like the pros lol but its ok. i am having fun at my level lol.

i got a new pic to show everyone. and i will post it for all to see

oh i came up w a new tattoo and piercing combo... yup combo.. i will be getting it asap and you will all see.


super excited lol.


anyway. i have a few tings going on but cant get into it due to the stalker. i am slowly going through my friends list and deleting anyone who i think might be the one lol. but then again who cares cause u know what i have nothing to hide.

anywayyy. i have a few things to do before bed.

tomorrow is the dinner after work w my co workers. will be a long day

heyyy.

so i decided to write tonight cause im sure my stalker and jealous haters are waiting to see what i write next lol.

silly losers. i cant wait for the weekend. lol.

tomorrow i have the filming for nat geo and i hope to rock climb as well. i havent gone in a while. and i really wanna go.

then i have this dinner on wed w my co workers. at least the crazy Nazi jealous one wont be there. yay

but there was some more bad news for my family. more sickness and hospitals.. not good. dont wanna get into it.


anyway i must go to bed soon. big day tomorrow.

here are a few pics i been playing around with and from kayaking


and here is the section in the magazine i was published in, Vocess magazine-