How about that SG Canada East Gala????

Summer rush

So yeah.

You know when you come home from something amazing and your mind is still overly excited and your heart is pounding so fast and you know you need to go to bed but you wish you could just run back to what you were doing half an hour ago.
I've been feeling like that since 2 days.

I had the most amazing time in NY plus everything I had been planning and waiting for since January has been done and is now over but my mind isn't calm yet.

I woke up early today, which never happens after work, and couldn't go back to sleep so I got up and I am now sipping coffee after coffee in a café waiting for work to start and answering emails.

I always need/want to do more exciting and unprecedented things to feel alive. It's my birthday soon and we are going to go paracliding, I'm going to the SG gala in a few weeks, going back to NY for the gay pride and I have the Uh Huh Her concert in a few days. All of this in the next five weeks and my mind keeps on telling me "run, run, there is something much more exciting somewhere, you are going to miss it"

maybe I just need sex...

So :

I finally got tattooed,



by the oh so gorgeous Safwan



I celebrated my best friend's birthday,



I went back to New York





and my mom won a price for Canada's best teacher and I will spend the rest of the week following her around. Tonight we met the prime minister's wife, tomorrow we are meeting him...

Hey! Long time no see...

I've obviously dissaperead from the net this last month. It feels good to see my connection is suddenly back!!!

I,ve quit my old job! Yeah! Party, milkshake and pop corn!!!

I have a great new fun and entertaining job; I waitress in a strip club just on the corner of my firend's hair salon. It's great! I'm gonna have so many insane stories!

I'm also moving in to my friend's condo which is great because for the first time i'll have girls as roommates, it's gonna be a change.


Random : has anyone loved Mr Mongorium's Wonder Imperium as much as me? I've watched it 4 times this weekend; instant new favorite!!!

My hair is brownish green! It feels soooo good!



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I think I found a solution for my life so, I'm excited! It means a lot of work and it scares me. I'll give it a try!

I'm gonna have 2 places. During the week I'll stay at my parents, to study and to save on rent + food and for the week ends, I'll pay a small fee to sleep on my friend's coutch downtown.

It sounds silly and simple, but it took me one whole year to figure that one out. You don't know how many nightmares I had.


I was always asking myself how come I made this much money and spend it all. I figured it out. I spent 2500 $ on concerts last year! That's insane!!! And I didn't even see that many, I just always pay for everyone who comes with me... That's so silly! I really don't own that many stuff but I spend all my time buying things for my friends. I think this partly explains why I'm always broke.

I need a study buddy.

I need a girl.

And I'm going to have to finish my cegep in less then a year. It's gonna be insane. I can do it.

One year from now, I'll be able to tell you all how I just got accepted to minor in Sexology. Watch me!

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The draft for my next tattoo, by Safwan!





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WOUAH! My new set is in the hopefulls!!!





I'm sooo proud of it! This set just feels perfectly right! I shot it with my best friends around me so, It means a lot...

I MADE MEL B LAUGH; I can die peacefully now that I have fulfilled my purpose in life.



I just saw the Spice Girls for the second time yesturday. It couldn't have been better. I had the best seats you could get: just one row in front of the nannies of all the Spice babies and I totally made Mel B crack up and laugh 3 times because she saw how shy I became when whe looked me in the eyes...

IT WAS GREAT!

I have a photo shoot for SG later today and I just wish I could leave work and exercise, but I can't. I think I'm gonna try to locate an empty office and do it there...

Mind losses...

I loose memories every once in a while.

When something bad happens to me. My mind erases it all.
It always cuts too much though.

Nothing happened today and, still, I just lost everything again. It gets to me like once a year.

I try to keep a straight face, but inside, I wish I could just get up, scream and start runing.

I don't know what it is. Usually, it's when something really bad happens. Now, nothing happened.
I forget everything. I'm trying to point out exactly what I forgot this time, but obviously I can't.

When it happens, I'm just like a person out of a car crash. I know all the basics (what's a tomato and how to get to a precise street), but about my life and people or actions its completly blur.

I'm cold and I wish I could sleep...my friends aren''t picking up.

Tales of me ; first and final part : New York, GPS and princesses.



First of all, I didn't want to leave Montreal because of the people I was traveling with.
One of them is a girl I went to high school with. She is dorky (in the bad way), she is unatractive, she has been in love with me for over 7 years (who loves someone who doesn't love them back for that long?) and she doesn't TALK.
The other one is my best friend's boy friend. He is full of himself and way too aggressive for me.

At five in the morning, the girl comes to my place to pick us up. I've slept a good half hour next to the guy who's been talking, farting and pulling the covers.
I get my stuff. We get in the car. We are late. She plays some kind of gettho rap music (remember, its five in the morning).

We drive and drive and I end up changing the music.
I had been informed that, from Montreal to New York; it's a 6 hour drive. So when 4 hours have gone by, we stop to eat.

- So, how far are we?
- heum. Well, I wasn't driving too fast because of the snow.
- ok. So...
- Well, we should be there in 6 hours.
- ??!!@@##!!!@@??

It finally took us 12 hours to get to NY. After the diner, I stared at the speed thing, she was driving at 40 because there is snow and she doesn't want us to crash!

New York is great. I love the ads. I wish I could sleep in the middle of Time Square, right in front of the police thing.

I cried in front of the Marilyn Manson billboard. I was too late, the show was last week.
I started screaming, threw myself to the Tegan and Sara posters to take pictures of me kissing paper and therefore caused some traffic on 5th.

It's so warm in New York. We were disoriented from the cold of Montreal, so we spent the week wearing T-Shirts.

We discovered that americans don't like canadian money. They don't even want to take our quarters. For their information, we graciously take american money in Canada, even if it is sometimes lower then ours (this statement won't be accurate for long).

There were no cockroaches in our bedroom, but I am certain showering "with socks" was a good idea.

I saw Avenue Q on broadway and am curently listening to "it's only for now" over and over hoping my brain will memorize it's meaning.

The second day of our trip, the girl left at 6 in the morning to return to Canada, without waking us up.
She left with all my IDs and some of my money.
I joyfully called the canadian consulate. Spoke to a nice woman who explained I might just be deported back, but I should try to pass the borders anyway.

I got to the canadian customs and, as a well raised canadian, spoke the truth when asked questions :

- What is the total value of the purchases you are taking back with you?
- 1500 $ !!!
- Bob!!! We have an I-19!, she screamed to the other guy with a badge.

My face turned whiter.

- Heum. Wh...?
- I'll ask the questions!
- You are only aloud to a total of 400 $ for a 3 days stay. You said you have 1500 $. You will have to pay the taxes on 1500 $.

She then started adding my bills. Luckly, I always lose everything, and we only found some of them. My total official purchases were clear under the limit. I was safe.

I have bought enough stuff to survive the whole summer; I kind of lost myself at the Armani stores, and am now broke but well dressed because of it.

I had a wonderful trip, met amazing people and went to the Disney Store everyday to take pictures with each Disney princess.

I am happy (for now)!