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NOVEMBER 1, 2005 @ 09:41 AM | 10 COMMENTS


I finally got to respond to all the comments from my previous entry, sorry it took so long, kids.
I spent yesterday drugged up and in pain. I had my tooth pulled at like 1pm, and spent the rest of the afternoon regretting it. I'm still regretting it. Also, I'm missing 2 lortabs, which makes me sad, because my mouth hurts and all I want is my two missing lortabs. Hmph. Crap.
Happy Halloween (late, cause I didn't make a journal entry) and happy Samhain to all my pagan friends lurking. smile I hope you all had a nice night.
I sat in my living room browsing the naked girls. Had one small group of trick or treaters. I didn't have candy so I gave them popsicles. Hahhah. Awesome.
I have a photoshoot this weekend. Much fun. I wish I still had my pink hair, it would have been much better witht he pink hair.
Now I'm just rambling, I guess thats what happens when I try to update in a drug induced stupor. Thanks for all your comments on my short lived halloween costume. Its definitely an awesome dress, albeit short as hell. I'm off to take a nap and hope some of the pain my mouth goes away. love

Edited to add:
My eyes look fucking awesome in this picture...
OCTOBER 30, 2005 @ 01:30 PM | 11 COMMENTS


I was supposed to attend halloween festivities last night. So I dressed up. I look horrible. Hooray. I looked much cuter in real life, than in pictures.



At any rate, things happened, and I did not attend any Halloween festivities, which makes me very sad. frown
Instead, I went to see Saw 2. (I changed out of the costume.. fyi) We got there a little late, as that wasn't our original plan... however.. we went anyway. We got there about ten minutes into it, the guy selling tickets told us that some guy had freaked out and they had to call an ambulance. So as we were walking in, there was a guy laying on a stretcher with paramedics all around him, and a big gob of blood dripping out of his eye. It was rather disgusting.
I enjoyed the movie, actually, a lot of people have said it was horrible, but I liked it. I think the acting was a lot better this time around. It didn't have me on the edge of my seat the whole time like the last one did, but I did enjoy it. Go watch it.
I've gotta go make dinner and do other fun stuff. love
OCTOBER 27, 2005 @ 04:57 PM | 8 COMMENTS


There are too many buttons on the update page, I just wrote an entire entry, and when I finished, I accidentally hit the "save favorite girls" button. Dammit. Here I go again.
My appointment with the devil went okay. He gave me Lortabs for pain, which is weird cause every other time I've needed pain meds for dental stuff, they've given me Tylenol 3. Oh well, I'm not complaining. At any rate, on Monday, they are going to painfully rip the tooth out of my head. Yay.
So before the awesome dentist gave me pain meds, I had been taking tylenol for the pain. When the bottle says do not take more than 6 in 24 hours, its not kidding. I exceeded that by 1, and spent my entire day worshipping the porcelain goddess. I also bruised my knee in the process. Yay again.
My updates have been pretty picture-less lately. This is mainly because I've been sick and feeling like crap. However, I have festivities to attend this weekend, so I'm sure pictures will be posted from said festivities.
I have an insane headache, so I'm going to shut off this damn laptop and take a nap. Hot damn, I've been sleeping a lot lately.
OCTOBER 25, 2005 @ 09:53 PM | 8 COMMENTS


I have a dentist appointment in the morning. I am not looking forward to it. I am, however, looking forward to being rid of the pain that is emanating from my mouth. I know they won't remove the tooth tomorrow, but I can ask for pain meds. Mwahah. I wish I could somehow get lucky and they would pull it out tomorrow, though, because it really hurts. I can't chew things, so I had to eat cream of chicken soup for dinner. Ick. Not very appetizing, or healthy either.
When I started writing this entry, I had a lot of stuff to write about, now, I can't remember what any of it was.
I'll update tomorrow after I go to visit the devi... errr... dentist.
OCTOBER 24, 2005 @ 12:23 PM | 5 COMMENTS


I was tagged by Lior...
20 random things about me!

1. I'm actually a huge nerd. I code webpages and play video games in my spare time. Yep.

2. I love to cook, but a year ago, when I still lived with my mother, I was afraid that I would move in with a guy and not be able to cook and he would have to eat horrible food.

3. When I was younger, I wanted to be a forensic psychologist.

4. I love Court TV.

5. I also frequent crimelibrary.com. Its actually in my favorites.

6. My favorite books are true crime books. Like, The Devil's Knot, and Manson in his own words.

7. I'm really not morbid, I promise.

8. I was carjacked in broad daylight back in April.

9. I lost my job soon after that and have been unemployed since May. It sucks.

10. I have no idea what my natural hair color is. I haven't seen more than an inch of my roots since I was 14.

11. Sometimes, I sing along with Britney Spears songs. I have no idea why, I don't even listen to that type of music, nor do I know how I came to know the lyrics.

12. I am addicted to A&W Cream Soda.

13. My ears were once 00 gauge. I took them out one day, and they totally closed up within a couple hours. I'm finally restretching them again.

14. I have a nail-biting habit. I'm trying hard to overcome it. Its sort of working.

15. 95% of my friends are at least 4 years older than me. I don't get along with most people around my age.

16. I spent the first four years of my life living on one of the Aleutian Islands in Alaska.

17. I've also lived in Utah, Oregon, California, and now Florida.

18. Oregon was my favorite place to live.

19. I'm going to cosmetology school in January. I'm very fucking excited about this.

20. I'm a compulsive lingerie purchaser. I, at one time, had three drawers in a dresser filled with underwear. Crazy.

I'm tagging... norma_jean, lovesome, Luz, Kore, Ael, and Brighton.

Now, I'm gonna go deep condition my hair. kiss
OCTOBER 22, 2005 @ 08:39 PM | 10 COMMENTS


Black hair picture:

It looks horrible cause I need to deep condition it. Also, the black didn't stick in my hair as well as normal, which makes me cry. frown I miss my pink hair already, however, I know that to get a job, I'm gonna have to keep it black for a while. I do, however, need a hair cut, badly. A big portion of my hair is broken off pretty badly from when I got in a fight with that girl at Ozzfest and she pulled my hair, I had just dyed my hair the day before, so the second she grabbed hold, it snapped. Ick. I still need to fix it.
I saw my life flash before my eyes earlier tonight. The boyfriend and I were going to go to the Avenged Sevenfold show. (which was sold out when we got there frown) Anyhow, we were on I-4, and traffic was pretty backed up, and we were coming up to a group of cars that were stopped, and when he started breaking, he hydroplaned and lost control of the car. Thank god for anti-lock brakes. He was able to narrowly miss the car that was stopped in front of us, and stopped in the grass in the intersection. My heart was pounding for like 20 minutes.
Uhm... so we got to House of Blues to find out that the show was sold out, so we wandered for a little bit. Went to Virgin Megastore and bought the SG dvd and the In Flames dvd. I wasn't able to buy the SG dvd before cause my credit card was maxed out and I'm broke, but my boyfriend bought it for me. Yay. I just finished watching it.
Now, I'm gonna go watch In Flames. love
OCTOBER 21, 2005 @ 12:52 PM | 6 COMMENTS


Random picture update...

Random picture in my mom's house. I look crazy.

My mom took this picture of me at my sister's Orchestra concert, because those flowers matched my hair. Mmmhm.

I was at my mom's house last night and there was a gorgeous sunset. The quality of this picture sucks, so I'll fix it later when I get on my laptop.


I dyed my hair black again. Time to find a temp job to tide me over until I can start school. Wish me luck.
Uhm, I really don't have a lot to say, I'm really tired. I didn't get to sleep till 4 am last night, then was woken up at 6:30. Bleh. I'm sure I can find something worthwhile to write about later. For now, enjoy the gorgeous sunset.
OCTOBER 19, 2005 @ 12:16 PM | 5 COMMENTS


I came to my mom's house today, for my younger sister's Orchestra concert, and no one was home. So I'm updating. Fun times.
This concert she is playing in tonight is an annual thing. Last year, kids were terrified of me. Then, I only had my labret pierced and stretched lobes. Hopefully I don't send any children running away crying or something. Heh.
Come January, I will be starting school. Cosmetology school. Fun stuff. I'm excited. I wish I could start in November. frown
I'm gonna end this update here and sign off, because my mom's boyfriend's two young boys will be here soon, and I don't really think I should be on an internet porn site with little boys running around. I'm off for now, I'll make a post later with pictures.
OCTOBER 18, 2005 @ 07:02 PM | 5 COMMENTS


I am so relieved right now. Well, somewhat. I met with the admissions leader from school today, and everything went very well. I wanted to start in November, but because I need $1500 to start (for books and supplies, and it has to be payed before my first day) it looks like its not gonna happen till January. Its all good though, I'm still super excited.
Now, I need to find a temp job to last me through the holidays. Wish me luck!
I'm gonna go watch Batman Begins, then I'll come back and return comments. <3
OCTOBER 16, 2005 @ 05:59 PM | 13 COMMENTS


Hmmm. Updating.
Financial aid forms are irritating. I wish the woman would have agreed to my applying online. However, she said it was better for the school if I filled out the form and gave it to them. *sigh* I had to drive an hour today so I could have my mom sign the damn thing.
I'm getting a cold again. Which sucks greatly since I have a healing septum piercing. *sigh* I'm also very very tired.
I want to go to a show. I haven't been in so long. Last one was Hellraiser's Ball. I guess it wasn't too long ago, but longer than I'd like. I really really want to go see Opeth and Nevermore. 30 minutes of Opeth at Sounds Of The Underground wasn't nearly enough.
I need a haircut, badly. Unfortunately, I have zero money at the moment.
I want to go see a movie. However, the boyfriend is in the livingroom playing Resident Evil 4 with the roommate and two other dudes.
I'm off to go work out now, and then to play WoW. love
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