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Pariah likes Bloodbath, Nip / Tuck, Guitar Hero 1 & 2, Nile.

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MARCH 12, 2006 @ 10:22 AM | 22 COMMENTS


You know, why is it that when everything is going great, something shitty has to pop in and ruin it?
My boyfriend and I were in a car accident the other night. Fortunately, we're okay, but since the bulk of the impact was on my side, I've been really sore. Mostly just in my left wrist, and my shoulders. And um, my teeth are all jacked up. When the airbag came out, my labret smacked into my teeth really hard, and now i have a HUGE break in them. So, now I look like a redneck. Excuse me while I go to a hairstylist and have my hair cut into a joe dirt style mullet. I'll be hawt.
The accident was crazy, and it all happened so fucking fast. We had just come from wal-mart, I had a potluck thing at school the next day, so we had gone to buy some cookies for it. We were driving down this street, which is residential, but there are stop lights. We had a green light, and this woman was sitting in the turn lane to make a left turn across the lane we were in. She was stopped, then all of a sudden she pulled out into our lane, going super, super slow.. probably like 10mph or less. There wasn't anywhere to swerve, so we had no choice but to brake, and brace ourselves for the impact. It could have been a lot worse than it was, so I'm just glad that both of us, and the driver of the other car, are okay. Even though it sucks that my boyfriend's car is all smashed up, and we thought our financial difficulties were over. Bleh.
So uh, we've been playing phone tag with insurance companies since yesterday. Trying to get a rental car, because right now, we've got... my grand prix... and very, very conflicting schedules.
So, in good news, I absolutely love school. I'm having a lot of fun, and learning a lot of stuff.
I dyed my hair red again. It came out fucking awesome, but I do need to touch up the ends, and, deep condition it, heh.
I'll edit this post and add some pictures later, ones not including my smile, cause I have jacked up redneck teef!
<333
Pictures as promised:


As you can see, my new hair color is awesome. So is the flat iron from my kit for school, bwahaha. <3333
FEBRUARY 27, 2006 @ 01:32 PM | 12 COMMENTS


I've been a lurker this past week. Its not that I've been busy, moreso, just kinda lazy. Its not totally due to lazyness, as a) I have class from 9:30 am to 5 pm on Tuesday through Saturday) and b) I've got bronchitis. I've pretty much been trying to relax and get as much sleep as possible to get over this shit. I haven't been this sick in a long time. Sorry if I'm a bum and don't respond to your comments!
I want a new profile picture, I hate this one, it doesn't really look too much like me. I'm shooting again fairly soon though, so hopefully it'll turn out alright and some amazing pictures will come from it. This time, I won't be fighting with the wind.
I just came back from a five minute interruption to my update from coughing my lungs up. Joy! Bronchitis is fun stuff.
Despite my sickness, I went out to see In Flames, Devil Driver, Trivium, and Zao, last night. Fucking amazing show! Zao played a pretty short set, but they're always good live, pretty energetic. Devil Driver is just.. wow, I've seen these guys a couple times live, and they amaze me every time, so fucking good. Trivium was awesome, as always, really energetic and really hooked the crowd, but that could be because they were playing for their hometown. :X In Flames, if you're into metal, and you haven't seen this band live yet, you need to. Seriously, they put on one of the best live shows ever. Anyhow, awesome show, even though I was sick and wanted to lay down and sleep. I've also taken it upon myself to singlehandedly teach metal fans some manners. We're starting with the phrase "excuse me" then maybe we'll move onto putting deodorant on before lifting your arms and shoving your disgusting armpit in my face. puke Also, guy who I elbowed in the spine last night, whining for 5 minutes was totally not necessary, maybe if you had quit rubbing your greasy leather jacket all over my hair, you wouldn't have recieved such a sharp blow to your spine. Thats all.
Oh hey! Heres some pictures! This is what Pariah looks like sick, unphotoshopped, and makeupless. Hooray!


Yes, I need to pluck my eyebrows. Yes, I need to dye my roots. Who cares? Ahah. Oh, and listen to Psyopus because they are 3,000 times more awesome than you.
I'm gonna go play WoW now, kids. <3
FEBRUARY 19, 2006 @ 06:22 PM | 7 COMMENTS


Tomorrow is my last day of freedom. Meaning, I start classes on Tuesday. I'm excited, but really, really nervous. I haven't been in a school setting in like 2 years. Yay? However, I briefly met the instructor of my first course the other day, and he seems pretty awesome. Yay again.
I ordered prints from some of my favorite pictures from my rejected set, if they come out well, I may be selling some in the near future. Anyone interested??
I saw Nile and Soilent Green the other day. They also played with a band called With Passion that I'd never heard of before. It was an amazing show. The pit was definitely interesting that night, I saw two young really dirty looking boys humping each other, it was strange. At any rate, the music was amazing, and all the bands put on a really good performance. Ah, I love live shows. <3
I don't have any pictures for you this entry. Feel free to go back an entry (or in my pictures folder) and ogle my tits. Yep.
I'm probably gonna suck at updating here pretty soon. I'll be at school 5 days a week from 9:30am - 5pm. I'll try my best to make regular updates, hopefully with pictures!
I'm gonna go try to respond to all the comments from my last entry now, I had a lot to write about when I first started writing this entry, but when I opened the update page, it faded from my memory. Oh well. kiss
FEBRUARY 9, 2006 @ 11:32 AM | 24 COMMENTS






My rejected set is in my pics folder. I had to skimp on quality to get them to fit the under 100kb thing for SG. I'll try to find a different place to host them, but for now, deal with their grainy-ness.

Thats all I have to say. I have to go clean my apartment for the SGFL shindig that will be at my house tomorrow night. Hooray.
FEBRUARY 3, 2006 @ 07:56 AM | 20 COMMENTS


My life is insanely uneventful as of late, I had planned on updating when we first got internet, but I've been busy. (busy means I've been juggling my time between Second Life and WoW) ahaha no, not really, mostly I've been trying to put my apartment together and get rid of all the boxes. Its taking forever frown
Hmmm.. funny story, yesterday, I was in the mall to get Nile tickets. (hell fucking yes, btw) and we went into Hot Topic. *gasp* Yes, I buy things at Hot Topic. Shoot me. Anyway, when we were coming out, this blonde, typical florida looking girl, was standing at the entrance with her boyfriend. And she goes " No, I'm not going in there!" and he asked why, and she says "That store is for freaks!" and she said all of this with a straight, pissed off face. I laughed out loud, a little. She shot me a dirty look. Oh well.
And now for a crazy story! I don't know about you guys, but when I was a kid, I never once contemplated smacking another kid with a hammer. (I'm talking like 11 years old kid, not one who is too young to comprehend pain) Anyhow, while we were in the process of moving, we pulled up to our building, and there were 2 cop cars, and ambulance, and a fire truck blocking our way to the majority of the parking spaces. So we had to park far away, as we were walking up and into our building, we saw this little kid wearing a blood soaked shirt. When we were coming back down, we overheard a cop say something about the little kid being hit over the head with a hammer. Wtf? Where are these childrens' parents?! I've also sat and watched these kids throw HUGE rocks (bigger than my fist) at each other / cars, and I saw a kid humping a table. It certainly is an interesting place.
I'm out of things to ramble about. Next time I update, maybe I'll post a couple pictures from my rejected set. *pout* Right now, I think I'm gonna attempt to return some comments for once!
JANUARY 20, 2006 @ 05:35 PM | 18 COMMENTS


Tonight is my last night in this house. Tomorrow is my last day at work. As I'm sure you've already guessed, I'm very excited. I cannot wait. I move into my new apartment on Monday in the afternoon. I get my waterbed back. biggrin biggrin Also, the new apartment has a 24 hour gym, which makes me very excited.
I had a lot of things to update about, but once I opened the update page, I can't remember what they were. I'll post pictures instead!!!
Cleavage! (and my crazy weird looking eye...)

Btw, this is what I wear to work. Or, I wear whatever the hell I want, mostly.
JANUARY 10, 2006 @ 02:30 PM | 14 COMMENTS


There is waaaay too much drama in this house. Every day I come home to at least one reminder of why I left in the first place. They usually have something to do with my mother's boyfriend.
Today, he was blaming me for my little sister swearing. Now, I was moved out for almost an entire year, and she didn't swear when I left. So if she's swearing now, I'm pretty sure it isn't my fault. His specific words were something about my "suicide girl attitude" Someone tell me, what does getting naked on the internet have to do with cussing? Nothing, thats what.
At any rate, my new apartment is open on the 23rd, and I can't fucking wait to move in. Hooooray. Please go by quickly, next two weeks.
Which means I have two more weeks of the hell that is known as work. Don't get me wrong, I love my job... I hate the customers. They're all either rich and prissy and rude, or old and rude. For example, yesterday a woman came in, and wanted to buy oranges, so I told her the price, she made a nasty face, but asked if she could bag them herself, so I said sure. She sat and jiggled the bag around for like 20 minutes trying to fit a shitload of oranges in there (wasn't happening) and I told her, that if she couldn't tie it, she had to take some out. So she takes a couple out, ties it, then brings it over, makes a nasty face at me, pays for it, then walks outside and gets in her brand new Lincoln Navigator that still has temp tags on it. I wanted to walk outside and punch her.
I also have some cutesy awesome customers, though. Like this 102 year old man (I didn't believe him, so he showed me his ID, sure enough, he's 102) who comes in every Tuesday. He's the cutest old man ever. I heart him.
I've become addicted to WoW again. I switched servers, (I now play on Tichondrius) and made a little hordie, and I love it. I've been playing in 75% of my free time. Haha. (Which would be why none of you are getting responses to your comments. oops. Sorry!
I'm off to play some WoW and also to avoid my mother's boyfriend and his ranting. kiss

Edit: I did some friends' list cleaning. If I deleted you, its not because I hate you, or I think you smell bad and dress funny, or anything like that, but for one of these reasons.
a) we never talk/ed
b) i never find myself reading more than a couple sentences of your journal entries
c) you've never written a journal entry
d) whatever random reason I found to delete you.
JANUARY 2, 2006 @ 02:00 PM | 9 COMMENTS


Its that time again... beware, tons of pictures lie ahead.
New years was excellent. Actually, the entire weekend was.
I spent my entire weekend in Orlando, which was fucking awesome, mainly, because it meant I didn't have to work.
Friday night was the "Fuck New Years" / Wedding of ex-sg member Pyro / Birthday of MarinaDenise, who is adorable, by the way. It was excellent. There was lots of booze, and microwavable burritos, and cake.. and homemade apple pie liquor, which was very yummy. Unfortunately, I was rather drunk and forgot to take pictures that night. Well, I did take a few during the wedding, but in my drunken stupor they came out blurry and dark. Bwahaha.
And then there was New Years Eve at norma_jean's. She is by far one of my favorite ladies EVER.
Where I got my first ever "New Years Kiss" Thats right, kids, I've never gotten a kiss at midnight on New Years until this year. blackeyed

I'm sure you can guess whats about to happen here... if not, well, check out norma_jean's entry for a more detailed picture...

norma_jean makes the cutest facial expressions EVER.

Arist at work... annnd...

The art, or, Satan Doritos. Eeeeh.

There were also chips with random dirty phrases...

And drunken-faced pictures with the lover..

Annd.. Jack Daniels shots.. yum.

norma_jean and I finally succeeded in taking a picture where I don't look like a psycho crack addict bitch. Hooray.
Thus concludes my picture filled entry. I'll try to start updating regularly again soon. kiss
DECEMBER 23, 2005 @ 08:43 PM | 26 COMMENTS


Happy Holidays, you fucks.
No, I'm kidding. But I've been dealing with grumpy "why the fuck isn't my fruit here, its only a couple days until Christmas and I ordered it on the 21st!!!!" type people alll day. Fuck you, old man, fuck you for ruining my day, asswhipe.
Here is the newest, most recent hair:

Also, I'm missing a ball for my septum, as you can see. I need to buy some new ones.
My boyfriend got me awesome Christmas presents. I got Nip/Tuck seasons 1 & 2 on dvd, and the Zao dvd. I also got a subscription to Cosmo and money to spend on clothes. Yay. With that money, I bought, a cute bra that fits my titties. Cute bras aren't made in my size very often, and I hate wearing bras that look like something your 60 year old grandmother would wear. Screw big boobs. We gave each other our gifts early, because he's spending Christmas with his family in Pennsylvania.
My family is doing Christmas early this year too, because my mom's boyfriends kids aren't going to be here Christmas day. However, I'll be working from 8 to 5 on Christmas Eve. So everyone gets to open their wonderful gifts from me when I'm not here. Fuck that noise.
I have absofuckinlutely nothing to write about. I'm gonna go respond to comments. *love* kiss
I hope you all have a wonderful holiday smile

Also, Inkt1 made this awesome banner of me, which I like, a whole hell of a lot.
DECEMBER 15, 2005 @ 09:29 PM | 11 COMMENTS


Uhm, wow, its been a while. I've been working 9 1/2 hours a day, then coming home and feeling like a fuckin bum.
I like my job, though, I make good money. I also get some of the most interesting customers that you could ever get in a retail position. Selling fruit is fun.
Today, the little kids from the school across the street came to work and brought us fudge and sang us christmas carols. It was adorable. They even wore little elf hats and such, it was cute. I gave them tangerines. biggrin
Also, I've had some cockass customers this week. One man, called me on Monday, asking about his shipment, I told him it was being sent out that afternoon. He called Tuesday, asking if it had been sent, I told him yes, and it was being delivered that night. Then he bitched about how it was supposed to be shipped a week ago. (He ordered on the 8th, it was shipped the 12th, thats NOT a long wait at all). So then he calls me again today, and tells me it never arrived. I track it, and what do ya know? It was delivered. Fuck him, fucking fuckface.
You know what else bothers me? Old ladies who think they should be able to pay prices from 20 years ago. I would like a raise, so they really should quit being so stingy with their money.
My boss never maintains her computer. It hasn't been defragged, or anything, since I left back in April. Wtf? It kept crashing on me today, and took me 2 hours to fix it. Oh well, I was getting payed to sit on my butt at the computer, its all good.
There were prisoners working on the road across the street from my work today. Every time I walked outside, they yelled things at me. They kept staring. I guess I probably would too, if I was a prisoner, and all. It'd suck to not get any
This will be my last note about work, for this journal entry, and its a cool one, I promise. We have grapefruits at work that weigh 5-7 lbs. They are fucking awesome. They are as big as my head. My boss calls them "Dollies" as in.. Dolly Parton. Ahahaha. She's a silly little Samoan woman, I adore her.
I'm finally done with Christmas. I feel better. I got people awesome presents, they are going to love me.
Its official. I start school in February. I am uber excited. Does anyone want to let me fuck u.. I mean, do their hair? Hahah jp.
Oooh and I got my apartment!!! Unfortunately, it doesn't open until the end of January, so I'm here at the parents' even longer, but its okay, I will survive.
Its bedtime. I've got to work at 8am. Oh joy!
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