SuicideGirl: Pariah
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Pariah is a 25 year-old SuicideGirl in Florida, USA.

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MAY 24, 2007 @ 12:06 PM


I realized today, that I probably look like a dirty old pervert. It occurred to me that the only photos I have hosted here on SG are of naked boobs. That, my dearies, is because I have all my actual photos hosted on my domain. So, I'm only partially a perv. wink
I'm exhausted and I should probably try to sleep, but I'm on the internet instead. I haven't slept for more than 3 hours in over a week, and as much as I try, it just doesn't work. Eventually, the lack of sleep will catch up with me, and I'll just lie down and sleep... for days. I hope. smile
Today, I was unpacking some boxes that we had never unpacked from when we moved in; they were full of random crap. Upon doing this, I realized I was a giant asshole, because, in one of them, I found the "thank you" cards from my wedding. Apparently, I never sent them... my wedding was almost a year ago. blackeyed However, I did get our computer room nearly cleaned out; with the exception the big huge antique desk my mom gave me that is absolutely hideous and needs lots of love. I think I'll stick it in the garage. I'm already trying to sand down and repaint my dining room table and chairs; I don't need another project like that. Mostly it just sucks because I don't have a power sander, so I'm doing it all by hand, and it takes a LOT of time. The fact that it's super hot in Florida right now doesn't help.
After spending $16,000 to get my cosmetology license, I have concluded that I'm not so sure I even want to do hair anymore. The drama and cattiness and overall know-it-all attitudes of younger people in the industry has really, really turned me off to it. I'm still going to finish school and get my license, just in case I someday decide that I want to do it again. I do have the advantage though that I don't really need to make a lot of money, so once I finish my hours, I'm going to look for a job that doesn't involve doing hair in a salon. Right now, I have absolutely no motivation and it gets increasingly harder every day to even want to go to school, but, I'm getting there.
While I was in New Orleans, I bought new foundation. Apparently, my face didn't like it. Underneath my eyes turned all red and itchy and gross. It looked like this: (beware, no makeup)


Covering it up proved difficult, because, it only looked worse when I tried. At least my eye shadow looks cute in this one. It kind of distracts from the scaly yucky stuff.


More no makeup pictures! Or, pictures of me just waking up getting puppy kisses. biggrin


I guess I'll leave you with that, I have a lot of stuff I need to do around the house, and I made the giant mistake of drinking a soda after not having one for over a month, and I don't feel so good. frown

Comments
Adaline

Adaline

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

MAY 24, 2007 12:36 PM

perverts unite! (haha!) Gotta love the boobies! Who could blame you?

I have insomnia all the time, I like to count 10 things I overcame in the day, 10 times I laughed and felt whole - thank you nietzsche! It really works for me.

Good luck with the refinishing, it's hard work, but it will look so nice when you're done!

you look cute without make-up! Even with the red! tongue

and yes, yes, I am a smut peddler! Well, it pays the bills! I like helping couples and young women with their sexuallity but I hate hate hate the prostitutes and drug heads. frown

have a good one!
xoxoxAddy

Campbell

Campbell

SUICIDEGIRL

Antarctica

MAY 24, 2007 01:09 PM

evvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvverybody on sg is a perve, including me.
=D BEWBZ.

Jersey

Jersey

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

MAY 24, 2007 01:15 PM

I know im a perv. and happy feet is an adorable movie. You look really nice in the pic with makeup on

Alecks

Alecks

Visalia, CA
October 2004

MAY 24, 2007 04:44 PM

i totally noticed that hahaha

<3 Alecks

shadowd

shadowd

Houston, TX
October 2005

MAY 27, 2007 06:10 AM

You make it sound like being a Perv is a bad thing. biggrin I hope your allergic reaction subsided quickly.

As for your license and the next generation - depending on what type of people you do like, you should be able to find an old salon that you'd be comfortable in. If you just hate people in general now, then I'm sorry you'll have to go into Pet Grooming. wink

Do you have a power sander on your wishlist? tongue

Khalista

Khalista

Wesley Chapel, FL
February 2004

JUN 02, 2007 05:55 PM

Thanks for the comment on my hair. I am really enjoying it. It'll only be blonde for a few more months though cause its too expensive to get the touch-ups done every month.

I had the same thing happen to my face after using some of those acne facial pads. It looked like I got burnt. It itched and burned... I hope your skin is doing better now.

Casper

Casper

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

JUN 04, 2007 07:55 PM

mmhmmm spank you darling....

Jersey

Jersey

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

JUN 05, 2007 04:56 PM

my eye is still making me 1/2 a zombie.... how long did yours take to get better...

Osmose

Osmose

Atlanta, GA
December 2005

JUN 11, 2007 12:04 PM

Boob pics are the best anyway...that little old man dog is giving you a big smooch!

Sound

Sound

I'm lost
January 2004

JUN 11, 2007 05:41 PM

puppy kisses are very healthy..even for dirty old pervs.

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