Just took this cute little quiz. Here's my results & the link to the quiz:


Slutty McSlutterton

40% knowledge and 73% ability!

Slutty McSlutterton

Well, there's good news and bad news.

The good news is that you are really good at sex! The bad news is you have no idea what the hell you're doing.

That's okay, though. Who cares, really? The fact is, you are going to get laid a lot. And people will keep coming back for more. That can't be a bad thing. Just don't try to teach anyone.

You know when you really like a musician and you think they are doing amazing stuff musically and then you see an interview with them and lose all respect? That's you. Just don't talk about it, and everyone will go on thinking you are a sexual genius.


http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-are-you-doing-it-wrong-test

Got two new tattoos done. The butterfly I will be adding on to-to have it turned into a for arm piece. I have also decided that I will be coloring all my previous tattoos as well, which may take some time-since now getting my first color tat we may think that I have an allergy to color ink. Not sure, oh well.

Got them done @ Mastermind Ink. It's a new shop in Chicago that my buddy just opened. It will be opening to the public shortly. Located @ 4407 N. Clark Chicago (773)754-0842





What do you think, y'all? The guy that tatted me is named Yeska. Check him out.

Hi there,
Okie dokie, so I finally finished my DUI treatment & will be starting my aftercare & community service soon. I'm hoping that I'll be able to finish my community service fast enough though so that hopefully i can head to Alaska in the late summer/early fall for a couple weeks. Fingers crossed. Either way it's one thing knocked out of the way on the list of things I have to do, right.

I've been dating again. I am now currently seeing two people (they both know about each other & are ok w/ it), one of them I have been involved w/ on & off for years & the other is new (we actually did not like each other when we first met though). Things have been going pretty smooth although I do realize that I want one much more than the other & I am really afraid of now hurting the one that I've had all this history (not a pleasant history w/ for the most part, but a history w/ none the less) w/. He has changed alot now that he is happier w/ his life and himself. Unfortunately, I also realize I can't have the one that I want or at least not all in the senses that I want I think. Been thinking about the new one much more and way too often (I miss him alot when he's not around).So confusing. I have realized though from the past & diff areas of life that I really shouldn't think on it that much because everything has a way of working itself out & what is meant to be is what is meant to be. Oh well, guess I'll just have to see how it goes.

Money has still been hard, but getting better. So thats a bright note. Still trying to work the bankruptcy out. My lawyer has informed me that I might have to take a credit counseling course or something to get this to go through.

I have also learned that when I start my aftercare that all of us in group will be subject to random breathalyser & saliva tests now (as well as my random urine drops 2 a year that I already receive through my social services officer) so this is really going to interfere w/ my days off unfortunately. Sux that it has to be like this, considering its my first offense. Ugh.

Hopefully, will be working on a new set for this site sometime this month. Fingers crossed.

Yes! My internet is now back on! Woooo Hooooo!

Okay, so I moved into my new apartment. Sorry, if I wasn't on the net for awhile during that-was just to busy. Ugh-haveing to buy more furniture now-since this apt is alot bigger. i like it though-as soon as I get everything set up & nice looking-I'm gonna try to throw a dinner party. I love to cook, btw.

I'm now over the breakup. If anything I'm just more pissed at him now for being so childish, manipulative, controlling & untrusting ingeneral. I don't even know what to believe & what not to believe now whenever he opens his mouth. Grrr! No more younger men for me-can't tolerate it!

I'm also hoping to do another set as soon as possible-just need to try a land the location. Still very disappointed about my rejected set-thought that it was very classy in a fetish way....

Have decided to stop going out for awhile & maybe go through a hermitty phase.

Lost my new lip ring that I just got done-so it closed up. Now I have to wait for awhile before I can get it repierced.

And already planning my new hairstyle for when I get bored w/ the dreads


Gee....did I miss anything? LOL!

Ok, so unfortunately me & the bf broke up a few days ago-he flipped out on me a couple dif times (nothing violent-so no worries). It makes me so sad, but I know that it's for the best because it just wouldn't have worked. He was younger than me also so that prob didn't help. The last two weeks of the relationship I was pretty unhappy & unnerved anyways so it was just a matter of time. I'm just starting to wonder though, when I'm gonna be able to have a healthy relationship too, like other people. I mean I know that is pretty hard already w/ me being a stripper and all, but it is a dream of mine. He treated me so good too, was always such a gentlemen, caring, sensitive & emotional. Unfortunately, though, too much of the later two-it was too much for me. Also because he is younger he was prone to being jealous, insecure & little controlling-unfortunately my past followed me to his ears from other people (toxic people) lips. It's not fair that way I suppose-but everything happens for a reason-it just sux that I have to feel this horrible. I do miss him & care very much-even though I always knew that it wouldn't work. & I hate the fact that I'm breaking his heart right now-it eats me up inside in such a horrible way. I just hope he won't hate me later on down the road, that would kill me. I've never been good w/ breakups-always unbearably sad whether I'm the dumper or the dumpee-somehow I always feel like a bad person. I miss him so much, but I hope the best for him.

Made a myspace for my SG stuffie. The Display name is Papina Suicide. Check it out ppl & leave me nicey comments & stuff & also what you think of the song-it's kinda like poetry by a Native American artist I've met. Good soup!

Ok, I think Dr. Lizardo is right-it's time for another blog, I've been alittle behind. But I figured that I had to at least wait until my life got alittle more interesting than just your average blah, blah, blah, blah......he he!
So currently I will be claiming bankruptcy as soon as possible. Really gotten myself in over my head & can't dig myself out (have been trying to dig myself out for alittle over year now w/ no success whatsoever) & I need a clean new slate. So no matter what anybody says I'm excited about this. Hopefully, I can start saving money again once this is done and over. I have been working my ass off as well, but work has been pretty rough on us girls what w/ the weather & the economy & all.
I also have a new live in boy now. I've never lived w/ anyone I've been involved w/ before, so this seems to be going rather swimmingly. At first I was alittle cold & not always so nice to him (but I tend to wall myself up alot), but I've finally decided to claim him & be a little sweeter. It's funny how it happened too- I had taken him out on a date about a month & half to 2 months ago & he sorta just never left. Lol! I've always lived this kinda unconventional bohemian lifestyle. Hey, if it works it works, if it doesn't it doesn't. Besides, he's really sweet to me & treats me good (I haven't had a good guy or a healthy relationship since high school, ugh.). He's a couple years younger than me-but got his act more together than I do-lol!
I want to start traveling again soon, but i think that that is gonna have to wait alittle aleast until I've finished my DUI treatment time-ugh. Miss traveling & dancing in strange places... *sniff sniff*
The Admiral is doing pretty well for me as well, & for the most part i have been able to control my drinking alot more, now that I'm not around booze 24/7, w/ the occasional slip up of course. I still drink-I just don't get hammered out of control like I used to.
I also decided to set my anxieties aside & join the SGChicago group again. Hopefully, things will work out alittle better this time around, huh. Sometimes, i can be alittle oversensitive and all. Dunno, fingers crossed.....
Oooo, I also got myself a big fat goldfish too, I want to get more as well w/ alittle mini aquarium & a couple live plants for them. I love big fat goldfish-they're so pretty & soothing to watch.
Well, that's all for now folks!

Okie dokie-so yeah, I have dreadlocks now! yay! I've been wanting them for awhile & finally just built up the courage a couple weeks ago to get them done. I'm really happy w/ the way they turned out & look. So tell me what ya think?

Oooo! I'm so excited! i just got my ankle piece finished & my belly button pierced again-it's fucking awesome! My finished piece wraps around my ankle-it says in Cherokee "Simplicity is happiness" and it is surrounded by an Eskimo eagle-I'm so happy w/ it. I was also supposed to get a butterfly on my wrist, but there wasn't enough time. So I will have to go back Jan 3rd-was also thinking of getting yet another piercing when I go back. So I have been a very happy girl lately.