I got sick and it made me lose weight. I dont like it. Its too much. At least I get to buy new clothes haha

For some reason I cant use apostrophes without this thing freaking out.

I got a new laptop.

And a new job.


And..some other stuff.

And Ive been working on this novel ive been writing i wish it would hurry up and finish itself.

Right now im writing an essay on Prison Break for uni. That show is pretty cool. Also trying to finish off a piece on Jack Kerouacs Beat Generation. As you can probably tell though, Im getting distracted haha

I wish my set that has been waiting for like 5 months would hurry up and get queued ive got another one to send in!

also think im getting a llil tattoo in a couple weeks that is if i can get an appointment

how are you all?
xoxo

I really need to update this thing.

hahaha I just love it when i find out that people have taken the time to write about me on the internet.

Here's a picture from the weekend.


i love my hairdresser.


went to death by stereo on thursday night. Good times.

Proper update soon i promise

xx

what have you been up to?

ok so tonight at a party I got not one but TWO random guys coming up and being all are you pandie? ive seen you naked etc.
Show yourself.

thanks.

One word.

FUCK


Why is he doing this??



Sorry, I will update this thing properly when I finish with all the drama.

Right now I would like to get pretty fucking drunk. But that's what Thursday's for.A bourbon and coke would be sooo good right now...

xx

Hope you are all well.

This last week or so has been amazing. Ahaha I fucken love my life.
I've –
been to Melbourne, drunk bourbon for pretty much 15 hours straight, Watched my friends steal a tour bus haha, posed for photos, met some amazing people, seen some of my favourite local bands play, been chemical tested at the airport for explosives, wreaked internet havoc with my best friend whilst really fucking drunk, Watched Aiden music videos over and over again haha, been accused of being a lesbian (and I haven’t even kissed any girls in months!), Spent all my money, met a bunch of suicidegirls (including NixonReagan Fanny and RavenIsis ) stagehanded at a SGburlesque show, made a new friend on a plane, watched far too many family guy episodes, put off doing university assignments, written some amazing things, stayed in the most random places, and developed a little crush on a boy.

haha my legs are covered in bruises from the metal gig i went to the other night, i was right up the front of course and got shoved into the stage/other people haha it was great! The bands playing were a couple of local bands + Auckland bands - Gomorrah, New Way Home and some others. haha i seem to be covered in random cuts and scratches and stuff as well and I have no idea where they came from. the sign of a good night!haha

Anyway here are some photos from a shoot I did the other day by the awesome jennatools









And here's me with the super cute MadDame who I met in Melbourne she is lovely!


and some photos from the burlesque show


that was beforehand


with Reagan (she is so cute!)


haha i had been awake for nearly 24hours straight by this point and most of my makeup had melted off running round on stage. HOT EH?




Met some cool people in Melbourne.

Argh I'm so tired. SLeep now. I'm going to see Darkest Hour play on THursday! so excited.

oh and this girl here is like one of my best friends ever.


I think I have forgotten a whole lot of interesting stuff. But that is ok

xx

Life lately has been CRAZY. It's all gone by in a whirlwind of working, partying, shows, hot nights, drinking with goths, drinking with emo kids, book launches, bellydancing classes, auditions, going to uni, not going to uni, bronchitis, weddings, cocktail parties at parliament, writing writing writing, pills and that fucking cigarette I smoked last night. Oh and of course my set with the HOTT as Chilli went up! Check it out if you haven't already

I saw the Misfits play the other night and they were pretty much awesome. The other week it was NZ bands Shihad, and the Bleeders, then some crazy German electro outfit called räuberhöhle which featured a puppet show and a person dressed in a bear suit ha and then some skinhead complete with homemade tats and a tough nickname follows my friend and I into the girl's bathroom of this dingy little bar and proceeds to cut up lines of free speed for us. Fucking weird. I didn't do any though, I kind of like to take my drugs off clean surfaces/not from men with more than 3 teeth missing.

I have sooooooo many photos from the last couple of weeks so this should be fun for those of you with dial-up.




with a couple of my favourite bitches at our friends Dekline's gig


ha this was before Shihad


I have no idea who these girls are but I met them in the bathroom and they were really impressed that they had got Shihad's signatures on their arms so I took this picture.


Matt is awesome. I have no idea where this picture was taken. Some bar somewhere...


MURDER or something...


ahh the wind


this picture is hot no?


ha you would make this face too if Jerry Only picked you up from behind with one arm


ha






that crazy band I was telling you about..


I think I thought I was a gangster or something...


Robo

ahh The Fanatics are playing this week. I can't wait to see them.

Hmm so this boy I met last night keeps texting me and I think he wants to like go out on a date or whatever. He is nice but so young. ha well 21, and yes I realise I am 20, but I haven't dated anyone under 25 since I was like 16 ha. I can't decide if I want to go or not. I mean daing? It just sounds like hard work.

I think I should go to bed now considering I got home at like 8am and was wayyy too wired to sleep.

Tell me something interesting.

FUck I still want to dance.

x

alsoo check it out


EDIT: I JUST BOOKED A PLANE TICKET TO MELBOURNE FOR THE SECOND SG BURLESQUE SHOW. I AM SO EXCITED/POOR! (hence the capitals sorry)

Saturday night...



ha and work on Sunday. Well that was interesting. I went home 2 hours early from work. Naughty ha.

Fuckk. How bout a rant?
First off, boys.
Boys boys everywhere. But I don't want a fucking boy, I want a man! Actually I'm not even sure I want one of those half the time haha.

Second, myspace
Some dude hacked my myspace and changed only one thing, the tagline, to something along the lines of 'Rusty is the best lover in the world' ha COOL man. I don't even think I know a rusty. Getting hacked is kind of scary but I guess that's what you put up with being so FAMOUS and all ha. yeah right.

Third
my job.
I am totally over it. 3 or 4 months in and i think it's already time to leave. This is basically because I think they are fucking me around (i.e. I am not working the job they said I would be and that I agreed to do on acceptance of the job offer) but there is a solution to that...a new job! haha So i am currently looking for a new part-time job, preferably in an area related to my degree which is in media and film, though makeup artist jobs and medical reception might be possibilities as well.

ha I have lots more to rant about but I will leave it at three and talk about awesome stuff instead.

There's a bunch of really rad shows coming up. I am quite excited by it all. The motherfucking Misfits are coming to my town in like 3 or 4 weeks! Hopefully I will be able to get a ticket before they sell out. The Rolling Stones are coming too! and Deep Purple haha plus there's heaps of Orientation gigs. I went to one last night to see a band called Alabaster Theatre play. A band called 'The Bats' were headlining, they've been around a long time. I don't think they were quite my thing, still had fun though.
I am saving up for a trip to America at the end of the year. It is going to be amazing.
first day of uni for the year tomorrow. Can't wait to learn new stuff. Probably going to join the gym as well. I have been working out ab it lately it's soo good. It's hard work but I love it.
Here is a photo by Jennatools

The skirt in the photo is from Siara's clothing line beserk. I love it!
Oh I almost forgot I am planning on getting tattooed very soon, just got to find someone to help design it I can't wait. Ha better put some money aside, I spent like $90 on Saturday night and lots of money going out and getting drunk during the week with my friends haha. But I did have an awesome time which is what makes it all worth it right?
What exciting things have you been up to?
What's your dream job?

and finally, another pic by the awesome Jennatools.



xxxxxx

haha
I am a pinup extreme


photo by Jennatools


So the other night I went to a belly dancing lesson it was hot soon I will be a belly dancer hhaa.
Then after that I met one of my best friends and we drank bourbon and got trashed. It was an awful lot of fun. We ran round to bars and I have memory blanks.
Boys were sleazy. Ended up at a friend's flat then home again at like 4 or 5 am
I had a whole AIM conversation with my friend in New York and yeah I don't remember any of it. Haha sooo bad but I had the best time. Dj Pointdexter was DJing haha. He played us Motley Crue. I am so over my day job I think I'm going to quit and be a writer haha. I wish.
Uni starts again soon. Soooo exciting. lots of shows coming up. Lots of debt to pay off. I lusted after $650 shoes today. I want to hit Melbourne in April but not sure if it's going to happen, we shall see. Cuz I also want to go to Auckland to get tattooed and do some work. hmmmm decisions eh?
What have you been up to?
Where do you want to go in life?
What's more important, love, career, family, money, fame, possessions, friends? What do you value?

xx

Pandie