PICS
It was my birthday yesterday and though my love is sick i n bed i ventured out to pacify the masses with drink and laughter and hugs and other such things. Twas quite nice
I got a cake with star wars font and blue and black stars
it was delicious too:
and sparklers
and presents
and a secret present that i will receive only at the end of January. oh the mystery!
and i'm getting tattooed on monday.
yay good birthday!
hope you're all doing well
also my friend made me this:
I got a cake with star wars font and blue and black stars
it was delicious too:and sparklers
and presents
and a secret present that i will receive only at the end of January. oh the mystery!
and i'm getting tattooed on monday.
yay good birthday!
hope you're all doing well
also my friend made me this:
i watch the wire. i go to work.
i deal with stupid and boring people and make a millionth latte "but with half an espresso". i wish i had their awful, mundane lives of sitting in coffee shops wasting money on cake they leave half eaten, going to parties and meeting friends to discuss their "amazing" careers. No scratch that, just writing that out is painful. I want something else though. than i have. the wire. work. anger. frustration. my body hurts a lot. maybe not everywhere all the time. it's probably not serious, 'just' overtiredness. maybe. Trying not to slip into the black hole is taking up a lot of energy i don't replenish because i get a good nights sleep about once a week. maybe. if im lucky i don't have dreams.
this is not what i wanted.
i deal with stupid and boring people and make a millionth latte "but with half an espresso". i wish i had their awful, mundane lives of sitting in coffee shops wasting money on cake they leave half eaten, going to parties and meeting friends to discuss their "amazing" careers. No scratch that, just writing that out is painful. I want something else though. than i have. the wire. work. anger. frustration. my body hurts a lot. maybe not everywhere all the time. it's probably not serious, 'just' overtiredness. maybe. Trying not to slip into the black hole is taking up a lot of energy i don't replenish because i get a good nights sleep about once a week. maybe. if im lucky i don't have dreams.
this is not what i wanted.
So
this is a short informative post:
i am moving out of the lovely apartment.
reasons are unpleasant and we end on a bad note
i havent been sleeping well [mostly, at all] for weeks
i've learnt the difference between prescribed sleeping pills and over the counter ones
also anxiety and panic attacks
i am going to Edinburgh for a week, starting on tuesday. if anyone wants to meet up, let me know. i leave on the 6th.
i have to move back with my parents and i am stressed to get everything done before tuesday.
i'm tired.
my iphone is too old an none of my applications, like instagram, work anymore
sad panda. instagram is one of the main reasons i wanted the iphone
fml
life fail
death
this is a short informative post:
i am moving out of the lovely apartment.
reasons are unpleasant and we end on a bad note
i havent been sleeping well [mostly, at all] for weeks
i've learnt the difference between prescribed sleeping pills and over the counter ones
also anxiety and panic attacks
i am going to Edinburgh for a week, starting on tuesday. if anyone wants to meet up, let me know. i leave on the 6th.
i have to move back with my parents and i am stressed to get everything done before tuesday.
i'm tired.
my iphone is too old an none of my applications, like instagram, work anymore
sad panda. instagram is one of the main reasons i wanted the iphonefml
life fail
death
things stuff. ugh.
This summer has been short and not very summery. a couple of days of heat wave do not a summer make. as they say. maybe they say that.
the last few months have been a frenzy of work. unfortunately not my work. Chris has been finishing his bachelors degree in philosophy, this being Poland there was a LOT of bureaucracy to deal with, a lot of extra work and a lot of extra money. But he has managed, he has written his thesis (in like a week!) and 'defended it', which is something that apparently only happens in Poland, so i'm told.
and now he's leaving.
for a year.
to do his masters at Edinburgh University.
and i am stuck, i think. here. i'm pretty sure i've mentioned it over the 6 years i've been on this site but i hate it here.
well.
because of all that extra work and rushing to finish, he didn't have much of a summer, and a lot of things had to be cancelled last minute. like boats.
so last minute that i still went on boats without Chris, just with the rest of the gang. These were actually pretty much the best boats.
i put some photos from that on instagram, i'm: fishlemoon
so
it's a difficult time for me i guess.
also my summer job is ending next week leaving me.. unemployed?
yeah
that's all for now
.
This summer has been short and not very summery. a couple of days of heat wave do not a summer make. as they say. maybe they say that.
the last few months have been a frenzy of work. unfortunately not my work. Chris has been finishing his bachelors degree in philosophy, this being Poland there was a LOT of bureaucracy to deal with, a lot of extra work and a lot of extra money. But he has managed, he has written his thesis (in like a week!) and 'defended it', which is something that apparently only happens in Poland, so i'm told.
and now he's leaving.
for a year.
to do his masters at Edinburgh University.
and i am stuck, i think. here. i'm pretty sure i've mentioned it over the 6 years i've been on this site but i hate it here.
well.
because of all that extra work and rushing to finish, he didn't have much of a summer, and a lot of things had to be cancelled last minute. like boats.
so last minute that i still went on boats without Chris, just with the rest of the gang. These were actually pretty much the best boats.
i put some photos from that on instagram, i'm: fishlemoon
so
it's a difficult time for me i guess.
also my summer job is ending next week leaving me.. unemployed?
yeah
that's all for now
.
Guys!
I am so so overwhelmed by the positive response on the new set!
and the comments!
I really did not expect it to go down so well
The story:
I am so so overwhelmed by the positive response on the new set!
and the comments!
I really did not expect it to go down so well
The story:
Just a reminder for you monkeys that my set The Other Woman hits member review tomorrow 26th June!
Hello!
SG
SG
Life
I got taken on a surprise and impromptu road trip to the seaside! i miss the ocean a lot and i haven't seen the Polish Baltic since i was a child.
It was great, and so good to get away from the city and my problems. I need more things like this in my life, i think we all do.
Now it's back home and hopefully figuring stuff out.
don't forget to check member review on the 26th!
i shot a set about a year ago
but it didnt get accepted and i felt it wasnt strong enough for member review
that said it had a few good shots so i thought now that time has passed and i've distanced myself from it that i'd share a couple
my life is a mess and i can't figure out how to fix it. So i'm not very good at writing back to people and keeping it touch at the moment. eh
Also add me on instagram: fishlemoon
i finally have an iphone
but it didnt get accepted and i felt it wasnt strong enough for member review
that said it had a few good shots so i thought now that time has passed and i've distanced myself from it that i'd share a couple
my life is a mess and i can't figure out how to fix it. So i'm not very good at writing back to people and keeping it touch at the moment. eh
Also add me on instagram: fishlemoon
i finally have an iphone
