hello
i am updating you like Jaybugg asked

i ended up going to a Mongolian lady, kind of by chance, and now im having acupuncture treatment and also have to drink gross bitter herbs. acupuncture is really weird, it was my 3rd visit today and she even burnt the moxa on me.
i cant tell if its helping yet. [mostly its for my back and apparently the circulation to my legs is bad, and i never thought having cold feet was caused by anything :/ ]

i quit my job, did i mention that already? i quit but i was still working there til Saturday. tomorrow i go get my money, i hope she wont cause problems and try pay me less.

im really happy about being unemployed and not having to work. i am unhappy about not having money coming to me anymore :/ especially since iv recently been feeling huge pressure to get tattooed. one of the big ones i have planned. not tiny bullshit hidden behind my ear

my family is driving me up the waaaallllssss. as always. i would stab them all if i could get away with it.

i found out today that Deerhoof will play in Warsaw next month and that makes me happy.

it almost feels like spring. i keep day dreaming about warm days and bike riding and wearing short skirts/dresses/shorts im so sick of long-sleeves hoodies and coats!

im reading Dune for the first time, and i REALLY like it that was foreseeable, but still. its awesome.

on Saturday night our friend picked us up and our other friend and along with his girlfriend the 5 of us drove out to where he lives outside of Warsaw in the forest. he has built a studio in the basement and recently finished a room for recording drums. and we all just jammed and it was amazingly fun. i surprised myself by sitting alone in the drum room hitting everything for a really long time and not getting bored! hahahaha. then we smoked some weed stuff stuff and jammed some more. good times
we also watched shutter island... bad so, just.. bad





bed!