I feel strange these days. I really don't know why.



I'm both all tense and jelly.

Me head is down and my shoulders up.

The only thing I feel like is lying in a bed with my boyfriend and my cat. Sleeping. Nothing more.

Or just meeting new people and have fun with girls.

Tonight I spent the evening with my boyfriend I'm happy, I love being with him. I'll be gone for the week-end, I love having sex with him but I'm afraid I'm not able to do anything at all..... I feel sad and I really don't see any reason to be...