PICS
YES... ONCE AGAIN.. MORE FUCKING PICTURES.. DEAL WITH IT!!!
okay.. so I got some finals of the pictures Im gonna use.. the picture below is my main headshot picture..
and.. lets see.. okay.. im gonna upload this not so hot but not so 'not' picture i took with my phone.. muh her b crazay
yeah.. thats all for the moment..
x
Onie
okay.. so I got some finals of the pictures Im gonna use.. the picture below is my main headshot picture..
and.. lets see.. okay.. im gonna upload this not so hot but not so 'not' picture i took with my phone.. muh her b crazay
yeah.. thats all for the moment..
x
Onie
NEW UPDATE.. MORE PIX
okay.. from the last comments i took the ones i agreed with and made some changes.. thanks for your opinions thus far... here are some ideas and changes Ive made..
here are 3 different versions of the first style.. I cropped out some of the background since I thought it was distracting from the get-go for something like a head-shot.. but yeah.. Im not sure if it can be cropped down this much and still work as a head shot.. anyways.. here they are.
im gonna start with number 0.. cause i forgot to load this bitch and im not renumbering them all.. so yeah..
0.
1.
2.
3.
4.
and.. a new idea..
5.
6.
yeah... more thoughts.. thanks
x
Onie
okay.. from the last comments i took the ones i agreed with and made some changes.. thanks for your opinions thus far... here are some ideas and changes Ive made..
here are 3 different versions of the first style.. I cropped out some of the background since I thought it was distracting from the get-go for something like a head-shot.. but yeah.. Im not sure if it can be cropped down this much and still work as a head shot.. anyways.. here they are.
im gonna start with number 0.. cause i forgot to load this bitch and im not renumbering them all.. so yeah..
0.
1.
2.
3.
4.
and.. a new idea..
5.
6.
yeah... more thoughts.. thanks
x
Onie
I need your help with the following pix!
which do you think would make a better headshot of the black and whites.. and of the colours???
thanks..
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2.
3.
4.
5.
or D. none of the above
yeah.. there they are.
x
Onie
which do you think would make a better headshot of the black and whites.. and of the colours???
thanks..
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
or D. none of the above
yeah.. there they are.
x
Onie
I went thru some old ass pix and wanted to post some pix from when i first started SG to now.. here they are...
kitten ears are a fashion statement when ur well intoxicated (me and the beautiful Llona)
Onie for Pope
I sexually harass people when Ive been drinking.. what of it
even i dont trust that smirk.. that shit is dangerous.. (can someone please edit this photo to have lazer beams coming out of my eyes burning a hole into Llonas breast, please??)
where the hell am i off at in my mind.. who knows..
this has been a summary of some past SG events Ive attended or hosted.. yeah.. youll get new pix when i get a battery for my cam.. till then.. you have this..
xoxo
Onie
kitten ears are a fashion statement when ur well intoxicated (me and the beautiful Llona)
Onie for Pope
I sexually harass people when Ive been drinking.. what of it
even i dont trust that smirk.. that shit is dangerous.. (can someone please edit this photo to have lazer beams coming out of my eyes burning a hole into Llonas breast, please??)
where the hell am i off at in my mind.. who knows..
this has been a summary of some past SG events Ive attended or hosted.. yeah.. youll get new pix when i get a battery for my cam.. till then.. you have this..
xoxo
Onie
Sometimes Irony Is Stranger Than Fiction
So me and Steven are breaking up. Its become this weird and awkward drawn out process and under any other circumstances having the knowledge that my bf is niether attracted to me or in love with me would be plenty enough reason to break up with him... buttttttttttt... E-baby is in love with him (which really is an understatement since at any moment in the day that the two are in eachothers company they are running around like to crazy.. chasing eachother and othewise acting like mad scientist. If I had to guess the reasons why he has been around this long I would say it has something to do with how much he loves Ethan.. He will still be a part of Ethans life (I imagine till he gets a new gf as I have my doubts about her approval of him spending a lot of time with his exgf's son).
some of the ironic points...
1. I finallly have a relationship with a man that is calm and relaxed (no yelling no fighting). I was finally really happy.. (mildly ironic).
2. its kind of ironic in its self my bf isnt attracted to me nor is he in love with me (mildly ironic)
3. In my life I finally love myself, and my bf doesnt.. (heh.. id say thats really fucking ironic)
4. Ive been saying for a while now that E-baby and Steven are the 2 most important people in my life, and while Steven and I are breaking up, my ex-husband cuts back on how much time I can spend with my son.. both.. at once.. well.. that might be more than i can accept as just ironic.
5. after an almost year long relationship (and living together for 10+ months I finally change my myspace page to say Im in a relationship.. and guess what.. within days the breakup starts.. (again.. way too ironic to be just chance.. )
so while Ive been working to create peace and happiness in my inner world my outer world has crashed. My entire outer world isnt to shit at the moment, but the 2 most important parts just took a nose dive. dang...
p.s... i really hate the whole 'getting back out there' thing.. dating is such a drag. i need someone who knows my life history to keep around so I dont have to invest any energy in telling my life story again maybe i can get them to do the whole 'geting to know you part for me too'..
p.p.s. Im really tired.. but Im enjoying watching E-baby eat his breakfast while he watches Dora The Explorer.. good stuff!
x
Onie
most fitting song for the occassion: Ugly Casanova 'Barnacles'
So me and Steven are breaking up. Its become this weird and awkward drawn out process and under any other circumstances having the knowledge that my bf is niether attracted to me or in love with me would be plenty enough reason to break up with him... buttttttttttt... E-baby is in love with him (which really is an understatement since at any moment in the day that the two are in eachothers company they are running around like to crazy.. chasing eachother and othewise acting like mad scientist. If I had to guess the reasons why he has been around this long I would say it has something to do with how much he loves Ethan.. He will still be a part of Ethans life (I imagine till he gets a new gf as I have my doubts about her approval of him spending a lot of time with his exgf's son).
some of the ironic points...
1. I finallly have a relationship with a man that is calm and relaxed (no yelling no fighting). I was finally really happy.. (mildly ironic).
2. its kind of ironic in its self my bf isnt attracted to me nor is he in love with me (mildly ironic)
3. In my life I finally love myself, and my bf doesnt.. (heh.. id say thats really fucking ironic)
4. Ive been saying for a while now that E-baby and Steven are the 2 most important people in my life, and while Steven and I are breaking up, my ex-husband cuts back on how much time I can spend with my son.. both.. at once.. well.. that might be more than i can accept as just ironic.
5. after an almost year long relationship (and living together for 10+ months I finally change my myspace page to say Im in a relationship.. and guess what.. within days the breakup starts.. (again.. way too ironic to be just chance.. )
so while Ive been working to create peace and happiness in my inner world my outer world has crashed. My entire outer world isnt to shit at the moment, but the 2 most important parts just took a nose dive. dang...
p.s... i really hate the whole 'getting back out there' thing.. dating is such a drag. i need someone who knows my life history to keep around so I dont have to invest any energy in telling my life story again maybe i can get them to do the whole 'geting to know you part for me too'..
p.p.s. Im really tired.. but Im enjoying watching E-baby eat his breakfast while he watches Dora The Explorer.. good stuff!
x
Onie
most fitting song for the occassion: Ugly Casanova 'Barnacles'
i tried to post some cam phone pix but they are some weird type of file and adobe wont open them to make them jpeg... wtf.
x
Onie
p.s... Im just gonna have to be a jerk and not individually respond to all the sweet comments everyone has left cause it feels like to much to catch up on... soo.. i will say thank you to everyone... you are all the sweetest.
p.s.. Im feeling better but I understand why Im not supposed to lift anything over 15lbs.. I had dinner with my son yesterday and he kept asking me to pick him up.. and I dont care how much self control you have... That is impossible to refuse.. I felt like I ripped something.. I need to just follow docs orders till Im better tho..
oh... god... its not over yet... if our bodies are 70% water... what do you think this means...
http://www.wellnessgoods.com/messages.asp
so.. try it.. take some water and pour it into 2 containers.. write a message on 1 container and leave it for a couple hours.. taste them both.. you will be amazed at the difference in taste!
surgery went fine.. my right arm is in a lot of pain .. my viens kept collapsing.. I went out after the second attempt but woke up with a 2 more holes in my arm.. one of which hurt really bad.. so im guessing when i was out they had some issues with it.. tried again.. still no luck.. and moved to the other arm.
I feel like shit but Im recovering.
to everyone who commented on my last journal.. thank you.. ill get to responding when i can.. my right arm and hand hurt to bad to type that much at the moment.. just wanted to let you all know Im okay.
xoxo
Onie
I feel like shit but Im recovering.
to everyone who commented on my last journal.. thank you.. ill get to responding when i can.. my right arm and hand hurt to bad to type that much at the moment.. just wanted to let you all know Im okay.
xoxo
Onie
one place i will be
the SG atlanta show in Oct.. stagehand.. awesome.. see me there.
pay $1400 for get out, do not pass go, do not collect $200 (or get back the $2000 deposit).
wish me luck.. I have to go in for surgery tomorrow morning. As could be expected I am really nervous (scared actually).
This past month+ has been really bad. really really bad.. can anyone say.. eviction? Being ill has kept me from working.. which has kept me from making money.. which brings us back to the eviction..
x
Onie
the SG atlanta show in Oct.. stagehand.. awesome.. see me there.
pay $1400 for get out, do not pass go, do not collect $200 (or get back the $2000 deposit).
wish me luck.. I have to go in for surgery tomorrow morning. As could be expected I am really nervous (scared actually).
This past month+ has been really bad. really really bad.. can anyone say.. eviction? Being ill has kept me from working.. which has kept me from making money.. which brings us back to the eviction..
x
Onie
I thought about being a country singer
what the hell else am I gonna do with a head full of paragraph heading.. I have fucking headings that I can fucking use for this shit.. but.. perhaps I could write a country song called 'Eczema Marks the Spot' .. its fucking awesome, right?!! but I dont fucking have Eczema... sure I could probably find some way to link that into a story to tell you folks.. but perhaps I should do something different with these.. perhaps I should become a big time country star.. sure.. I fucking hate country music.. but hey.. I didnt like working a Waffle House (thats a lie.. I fucking loved it actually.. mainly cause I was the only waitress with all my teeth)... but I did it anyways..
I got some other ideas for country music song titles like
If your face smells like shit .. Its cause your head is up your ass
Desserts in my pants
Everything you say sounds muffled when your foots in your mouth
well yeah.. Ive got some other golden gems.. but ya know.. I might suprise you with an album.. dont wanna give too much away..
If You Could Have Guessed This You Will Be Picking My Lotto Numbers From Now On
I decided Im gonna get my GED.. after years of protest.. well.. I changed my mind.. I might even consider going to school after.. who woulda thunk it (and with grammer like that Im sure to pass the test.. is Shizzle in the dictionary now.. cause that will be a hard one to substitue).
Age is Just A Number When Your Under Age
If I had a dollar for every underage boy/girl who has contacted me on myspace thinking Im gonna be interested in their 15 year old ass Id be a rich rich woman... oh yeah.. thats cool you dont have a license.. Ill pick you up.. where did you say your mommy and daddys house was again.. oh thats awesome.. and since your too young to get a job.. Ill just pay for dinner... oh yeah.. whats that.. youre still going thru puberty and you have acne and your voice is cracking.. oh thats no problem.. a face full of zits totally gets me hot.. oh whats that.. youve never actually had sex with a girl before.. oh.. thats totally cool... oh.. wait.. your balls have dropped yet.. no problem.... Age is just a number right..
And when I say... only little kids think age is just a number you wanna get a pissy.. well... youre right.. I must be crazy for not wanting to dump my totally fucking hot boyfriend who not only has a huge fucking dick but just so happens to be intelligent, sweet, funny, and not into drama.. .. yeah.. I must be crazy..
and... uhhhmmmmmm mmmm mmm. . yeah.. thats it for now..
x
Onie
okay.. Im gonna finish up with some pix... first.. I will start with this.. this was done by the_huntster .. this is the first time Ive been drawn in about 4 or so years..
and a super goofy ass picture of me fucking off while I was supposed to be all serious for the last shoot I did... (notice the awesome dirt marks on my stomach from leaning on the machines... fantastic..
and a random pic .. this ones called 'Heaven Help Me'
and yeah.. thats it for now... bye.
what the hell else am I gonna do with a head full of paragraph heading.. I have fucking headings that I can fucking use for this shit.. but.. perhaps I could write a country song called 'Eczema Marks the Spot' .. its fucking awesome, right?!! but I dont fucking have Eczema... sure I could probably find some way to link that into a story to tell you folks.. but perhaps I should do something different with these.. perhaps I should become a big time country star.. sure.. I fucking hate country music.. but hey.. I didnt like working a Waffle House (thats a lie.. I fucking loved it actually.. mainly cause I was the only waitress with all my teeth)... but I did it anyways..
I got some other ideas for country music song titles like
If your face smells like shit .. Its cause your head is up your ass
Desserts in my pants
Everything you say sounds muffled when your foots in your mouth
well yeah.. Ive got some other golden gems.. but ya know.. I might suprise you with an album.. dont wanna give too much away..
If You Could Have Guessed This You Will Be Picking My Lotto Numbers From Now On
I decided Im gonna get my GED.. after years of protest.. well.. I changed my mind.. I might even consider going to school after.. who woulda thunk it (and with grammer like that Im sure to pass the test.. is Shizzle in the dictionary now.. cause that will be a hard one to substitue).
Age is Just A Number When Your Under Age
If I had a dollar for every underage boy/girl who has contacted me on myspace thinking Im gonna be interested in their 15 year old ass Id be a rich rich woman... oh yeah.. thats cool you dont have a license.. Ill pick you up.. where did you say your mommy and daddys house was again.. oh thats awesome.. and since your too young to get a job.. Ill just pay for dinner... oh yeah.. whats that.. youre still going thru puberty and you have acne and your voice is cracking.. oh thats no problem.. a face full of zits totally gets me hot.. oh whats that.. youve never actually had sex with a girl before.. oh.. thats totally cool... oh.. wait.. your balls have dropped yet.. no problem.... Age is just a number right..
And when I say... only little kids think age is just a number you wanna get a pissy.. well... youre right.. I must be crazy for not wanting to dump my totally fucking hot boyfriend who not only has a huge fucking dick but just so happens to be intelligent, sweet, funny, and not into drama.. .. yeah.. I must be crazy..
and... uhhhmmmmmm mmmm mmm. . yeah.. thats it for now..
x
Onie
okay.. Im gonna finish up with some pix... first.. I will start with this.. this was done by the_huntster .. this is the first time Ive been drawn in about 4 or so years..
and a super goofy ass picture of me fucking off while I was supposed to be all serious for the last shoot I did... (notice the awesome dirt marks on my stomach from leaning on the machines... fantastic..
and a random pic .. this ones called 'Heaven Help Me'
and yeah.. thats it for now... bye.
Marry Me Mr. Miyagi (and other obscene politically inncorrect statements)
When all the girls were dreaming of the karate kid... I was dreaming of Mr. Miyagi.. I also wanted David Caridy (sp?) from Kung Fu The Legend Continues.. and some things will never change.. now.. what is my facination with the Asian culture.. I will tell you this.. as a little girl I came to the conclusion that every Asian person was some sort of Kung Fu master/ highly enlightened guru. Now.. I know this isnt true... but Ill always have a soft spot for Mr. Miyagi.
Other childhood crushes that were less than ordinary....
Kramer (from Sienfield)
Chris Farley
oh god.. there are a million..
let me jump topocs back to the Asian topic I didnt cover.. Asian women... I fell in love with Asian women was I was 9 or so.. do to the little exposure we had to Asian women at that time (krisy yamaguchi (sp?) the ice skater).. and thats about all i can think of for that time period.. well.. I loved them.. I thought all Asian women were perfect and beautiful and flawless in appearance.. Now.. I know this isnt true.. but isnt it funny how little minds work.. Asian men = guru kund fu master.. all knowing .. Asian women = flawless skin and bodies..
Now.. on to the other pollitically incorrect parts..
Fags.. this is a word.. (just as Nigga is to African Americans) that can only be said from the mouth of a fag to another fag.. now .. i feel there are a select few who have gotten the 'fag pass' and altho straight are allowed to say it.. but perhaps this is how I, as a not black women, can understand why using the word 'nigga' to another African-American person is okay.. see to me.. i think.. god.. thats such a horrible fucking word. .. but i can understand it when a homosexual can call another homosexual a fag without it being derogitory.. why.. because its not said in a manner thats implying that you are less for it. So perhaps.. I am closer now to understanding why they can call eachother that without it being derogitory.. afterall.. I as a gay women have no problem calling a gay friend a fag .. because to me. its not an insult.. but if some dumb fucking yuppi comes over and calls me a fag.. or my friend.. well.. you see where Im going with this..
and more... we cant leave out the cripples .. so i was at a party (a really crappy one at that).. and after this lame ass band plays we go over to this one kids house that was up the street and a comment was made about him hating cripples.. my first instinct.. punch his fucking face in.. why such a strong reaction.. well.. because my mom is a *ahem* cripple.. he said something like 'oh.. i know whats its like.. i was that way for a bit' .. um.. well captain.. obviously you dont know.. cause youd have more sympathy for the struggle if you did.. period. but instead of saying that.. i made a face.. like 'you are the dumbest person ive ever been in the company of... astounding' ..
common ettiqute (sp?)
i believe there is an ettiquete to moving into an Ex's appartment building.. ask first, please.. dont just be like 'im downstairs.. i just looked at apartments.. we might live in the same building' .. its rude.. and if you got dumped thats probably cause the person doesnt want to see you on a daily basis.. just facts.. and it doesnt mean I hate your guts.. and it doesnt mean Im not okay seeing you once every 6 months or so for coffee.. but i dont want to run into you or have to avoid you when Im at home..
so please.. before looking at apartment.. call.. and say hey... i really liked the apartments you live at.. i was considering it as a possiblitiy... what do you think... ' and then listen.. and if there is anything like 'well.. its really expensive' translate that to mean.. 'DONT MOVE IN' ... plus my bf doesnt like you.. and he probably doesnt want to run into everyday either.. and alll i can invision is you stopping by without calling (you know you planned on it) and then me no longer enjoying my amazing home..
The funniest thing ever (to a parent)
so the Ex-ball-n-chain calls me up to tell me something adorable.. the other day he picks up Ethan from daycare... and there is a fire truck outside... he starts wondering if there was a fire or if a kid was hurt.. neither.. apparently they had taught the kids that if there is an emergency and no adults are around (wtf .. no adults around.. cause for concern in my opionion).. that the kids should pull the fire alarm.. so its storming and it thurnders and Ethan gets really scared and .. yep.. you guessed it .. pulls the fire alarm.. soo cute.. Im so in love..
x
Onie
When all the girls were dreaming of the karate kid... I was dreaming of Mr. Miyagi.. I also wanted David Caridy (sp?) from Kung Fu The Legend Continues.. and some things will never change.. now.. what is my facination with the Asian culture.. I will tell you this.. as a little girl I came to the conclusion that every Asian person was some sort of Kung Fu master/ highly enlightened guru. Now.. I know this isnt true... but Ill always have a soft spot for Mr. Miyagi.
Other childhood crushes that were less than ordinary....
Kramer (from Sienfield)
Chris Farley
oh god.. there are a million..
let me jump topocs back to the Asian topic I didnt cover.. Asian women... I fell in love with Asian women was I was 9 or so.. do to the little exposure we had to Asian women at that time (krisy yamaguchi (sp?) the ice skater).. and thats about all i can think of for that time period.. well.. I loved them.. I thought all Asian women were perfect and beautiful and flawless in appearance.. Now.. I know this isnt true.. but isnt it funny how little minds work.. Asian men = guru kund fu master.. all knowing .. Asian women = flawless skin and bodies..
Now.. on to the other pollitically incorrect parts..
Fags.. this is a word.. (just as Nigga is to African Americans) that can only be said from the mouth of a fag to another fag.. now .. i feel there are a select few who have gotten the 'fag pass' and altho straight are allowed to say it.. but perhaps this is how I, as a not black women, can understand why using the word 'nigga' to another African-American person is okay.. see to me.. i think.. god.. thats such a horrible fucking word. .. but i can understand it when a homosexual can call another homosexual a fag without it being derogitory.. why.. because its not said in a manner thats implying that you are less for it. So perhaps.. I am closer now to understanding why they can call eachother that without it being derogitory.. afterall.. I as a gay women have no problem calling a gay friend a fag .. because to me. its not an insult.. but if some dumb fucking yuppi comes over and calls me a fag.. or my friend.. well.. you see where Im going with this..
and more... we cant leave out the cripples .. so i was at a party (a really crappy one at that).. and after this lame ass band plays we go over to this one kids house that was up the street and a comment was made about him hating cripples.. my first instinct.. punch his fucking face in.. why such a strong reaction.. well.. because my mom is a *ahem* cripple.. he said something like 'oh.. i know whats its like.. i was that way for a bit' .. um.. well captain.. obviously you dont know.. cause youd have more sympathy for the struggle if you did.. period. but instead of saying that.. i made a face.. like 'you are the dumbest person ive ever been in the company of... astounding' ..
common ettiqute (sp?)
i believe there is an ettiquete to moving into an Ex's appartment building.. ask first, please.. dont just be like 'im downstairs.. i just looked at apartments.. we might live in the same building' .. its rude.. and if you got dumped thats probably cause the person doesnt want to see you on a daily basis.. just facts.. and it doesnt mean I hate your guts.. and it doesnt mean Im not okay seeing you once every 6 months or so for coffee.. but i dont want to run into you or have to avoid you when Im at home..
so please.. before looking at apartment.. call.. and say hey... i really liked the apartments you live at.. i was considering it as a possiblitiy... what do you think... ' and then listen.. and if there is anything like 'well.. its really expensive' translate that to mean.. 'DONT MOVE IN' ... plus my bf doesnt like you.. and he probably doesnt want to run into everyday either.. and alll i can invision is you stopping by without calling (you know you planned on it) and then me no longer enjoying my amazing home..
The funniest thing ever (to a parent)
so the Ex-ball-n-chain calls me up to tell me something adorable.. the other day he picks up Ethan from daycare... and there is a fire truck outside... he starts wondering if there was a fire or if a kid was hurt.. neither.. apparently they had taught the kids that if there is an emergency and no adults are around (wtf .. no adults around.. cause for concern in my opionion).. that the kids should pull the fire alarm.. so its storming and it thurnders and Ethan gets really scared and .. yep.. you guessed it .. pulls the fire alarm.. soo cute.. Im so in love..
x
Onie
