Its raining like a bastard!!!!!

i love it, i have a reason not to go to class. i dont want to get wet dammit!!!

i discovered the shoe section on amazon.com. this is very bad....

studying and staying cozy. wishing there was somebody to get all cozy with. they would probably distract me from that studying part.... i am ok with this.
"books? what books? all i care about it that ear.... mmmm."

mmm indeed


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if youre in a boxing match, try not to let the other guys glove touch your lips, because you dont know where that glove has been

people think it would be fun to be a bird because you could fly. but they forget the negative side, which is the preening

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WOULD YOU RATHER: eat a small hotel bar of soap OR six sticks of butter?

okie, i need to get out more. as much as i hate the sun i guess that stuff is good for you or something.

well the SGB show didnt go as planned. the venue decided they didnt want to let the lovely ladies perform because they just had learned that moment what their act was about. getting naked. and the place must be run by mormons or some crap. so they didnt get to perform. who doesnt like boobies? who?!!!!

a trip to cosco to feed the birds that hang out outside and pick up some soy milk, some peanut butter and chocolate soy delicious and i feel better. a dvd in the mail (thank you fauxton!!! ) and i am sooooooo stoked. after my reading im gonna settle down and watch it.

after talking to a neighbor girl over the fence, we realized we both have the same abnormal psych class. we didnt know because neither of us go. the teacher doesnt take attendance and he puts all his lecture notes on the website which ive been printing out and reading, along with the assigned text. so tomorrow were gonna make sure we go. the midterm is thursday and were gonna study together and stuff. cool beans. yeah, i said cool beans

thank you for your kind words everyone. ive been ignoring some sad things and suprisingly, theyre still there. people who are supposed to be friends have lately just been more demanding, adding to the stress. its hard to think that maybe i cant fix everything by myself. i have a hard time opening up to people. especially with shit this last month. i want to be left alone but i know i need somebody to talk to.

ok, happy.... were being happy

even though the show didnt work out, it was great to meet some gorgeous SGs this weekend AND the lovely and charming tattednproud.

time to read so i can watch my movie and knit

im such an old lady

WOULD YOU RATHER: turn back the clock and be able to say or do one thing you never got to say or do OR take back one thing you said or did?


i think a good novel would be where a bunch of men on a ship are looking for a whale. They look and lok, but you know what? they never find him. and you know why they never find him? it doesnt say. the book leaves it up to you, the reader, to decide.
then, at the very end, theres a page you can lick and it tastes like kool-aid.

I will have something happier shortly. i need a reset button

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i have become what i thought i was not capable of. something was lost inside myself and it seems like it will never be found. it is what i wanted most.

so the guy on the couch found a friend who had cable where i could watch the UFC 50 fight and then he ran off saying he would "be right back." the fight started at 6:30 and he didnt come back til around 8. im going to punch him in the face. i asked him for directions and they were super crappy. and i asked him, and insisted i have his friends number to avoid problems he just said "oh dont worry about well go together... ill be right back." so hes watching it now, and guess whos not? the one who actually gives a shit.

this is why i hate stupid people. fuckin flake, a drunk and a cokehead. kids, DRUGS ARE BAD. LOSERS AND RETARDS DO DRUGS. REEEEETAAAAARDS. NOTHING GOOD COMES FROM DRUGS. NOTHING.

did i mention i hate fucking drugs?

ok, im done with that....

when i get money, mr burns is getting a companion. he sleeps on his new nest at night. his feet disappear under his puffed up little body and he tucks his head under his wing turning into a feathery ball with a tail. he couldnt be cuter.

the wishlist grows more out of control. i need serious help

looking forward to being a stage and for the courtney love show for the SG ladies. yaaaay!!!! im not even much of a courtney fan. i just wanted to help the girls out.

what y'all got planned this weekend? I need to read a bunch as always, do some knitting, take lots of naps and watch lots of movies. im about to settle down with my cognitive psyc book, totally not pay attention to it and dream of a boy.....mmmmmm...... boy..... ears, then neck, then jawline, then more neck, collarbone, shoulders......




WHOULD YOU RATHER: sleep in a human size nest in a tree? or in a burrow underground?

your thought of deepness: if you ever reach total enlightenment when youre drinking a beer, i bet it makes beer shoot out your nose

I am up too late. I could be an insomniac but i really do love to sleep. i just like staying up late for no reason. its finally quiet and the sun is no longer a threat. i can walk outside in peace while everyone sleeps knowing the wont bother me.

yes i am slightly antisocial.....

so i updated my wishlist i went a little crazy too but i had some time to kill between experimantal psychology and abnormal psychology reading. gotta rest the brain for a little and try to forget everything i just crammed into it.

it aint a journal entry without it..
WOULD YOU RATHER: stick your hand into a sealed box of live rattlesnakes OR stick your hand into a box filled with unknown contents that were making a mechanical buzzing sound?

YOUR DEEP THOUGHT: If youre a blacksmith, probably the proudest day of your life is when you get your first anvil. How innocent you are, little blacksmith

Talented musician with awesome hair and great style seeks companion for seranading, cuddling, fine dining, possibly more. I enjoy long baths, naps, people watching and crooning. I am a society finch and i would prefer the same because anything reasonabley larger than a parakeet may eat me. I am very cute!



I picked up a nest for Mr Burns and he likes poking his head out of it. I had to stick it on his perch though because he cant fly up to it if i clipped it to the wall of his cage. so now i think he should have a friend to share the nest with. someone to appreciate his singing and keep him company when im not at home. so if anybody knows a nice finch looking to settle down, let me know.... im pretty sure hes a boy. he sings so i figure hes a he.


a fantastic weekend away. i havent been out of santa barbara in too long. i went to moms and said hi to all the horses and cows and goats and the donkey. theres a new ranch dog named rose. she has to replace yogi for herding and all that cuz hes 11 and getting too stiff. ive seen him get kicked in the head by cows and horses a bunch too but he just keeps goin. i was an idiot and didnt take any pictures this time out. oh well. i got my sewing machine and picked up a bunch of fabric. the hard part now is keeping myself from doing anything with it til my reading for school is done each day.


todays deep thought: Probably one of the worst things about being a genie in a magic lamp is a little thing called "lamp stench."


and of course,
WOULD YOU RATHER: wake up unexpectedly in the hospital, or wake up unexpectedly in the neighborhood jail?

so im not feeling well and instead of my trip to Chicago with my dad to see my sister, i drove down to san diego to watch his house and of course, my baby puppy dog while hes gone. im happy to be out of santa barbara. its pretty but the kids there party too much an theyre always up late, keepin me up and being all noisy an shit. also when im here i get to pick up my sewing machine and knittng stuff so i can knit stuff for Vanessa and Neyrissa. i love making stuff for people. i made a lot of scarves and hats when i was in NY last year. A LOT.

also this weekend i have to study for my experimental psych class. we have a test on monday and since i just added the class wednesday i didnt buy the book til then (cuz of the possibility i didnt get added i didnt want to buy a book i didnt need) so i have to read five chapters and go over all the class notes. blah. at least im almost caught up on all my other class reading. yup

so what im really looking forward to this weekend is trips to fabric stores to go through all the remnants an stuff. thrift stores too. rip up some old clothes an shit. yaaaaay!!!!

what does everyone have planned for this weekend?

aaaand WOULD YOU RATHER: feed your children by regurgitation OR bathe them by licking them?