SuicideGirl: Odette
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JULY 22, 2009 @ 11:27 PM


Running On Empty

Is there something Im missing? Is there some kind of secret job-attaining handshake I need to give prospective employers? Maybe a magical incantation I need to include in my resume?

I really dont want to sound whiny. Let me know if thats how any of this sounds.

I have been unemployed for several months. At first, losing both of my jobs gave me a feeling of relief. I wanted out but had no time to look for something that wouldnt drain me and make me want to stab everyone in the face. The free time was nice and I spent a lot of it looking for a new job. At first I tried to find something where I could use my newly acquired Bachelor's degree. I fully knew that people with a Bachelor's degree are not so hard to come by these days, but remained positive and hopeful. There was a decent job for me out there, and I was going to find it. Again, it didnt have to be the "perfect" job. Just something that wouldnt drive me bat-shit crazy.

This proved harder than I had thought it would be and after a few months, I got much less picky. Marshalls, department stores, Grocery stores (mainstream and health food), restaurants (FOH and BOH), pet stores (independent and large chain), dog grooming, behavioral therapy agencies, and LITERALLY dozens of administrative and lab assistant jobs in the UC system. I applied to THREE different UCs and at least 8 different positions at each one before realizing how bad the budget cuts are. I can't even imagine how many applications and resumes were received for all of the jobs I applied for. Employers could easily find somebody more qualified than I. It grew more and more frustrating.

I applied for unemployment, had a phone interview a few weeks later, and then heard nothing. I've called and emailed with no response from the EDD.

Im ready for the call from Toyota Financial asking me where I park my car.
I've been ignoring my phone when the collection agencies call.
I've used my Target card to buy groceries.
The girls all have about 3 cups of food left for each of them and I dont know where the next bags of food will come from. I contemplate selling Eleanor but it brings me to tears. Imagine thinking about selling your child.
With no insurance, and next to no income, I cant afford any of my medications.

I'm vollying back and forth between rallying myself up to press on, and selling everything I can, and taking a hike.

I'm running out of ideas, and steam.

The periods of positivity used to last weeks, with a few days of depression. Now its reversed.

At least this is free.

end rant.

now heres some llamas:


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Leib_

Leib_

I'm lost
July 2008

JUL 22, 2009 11:35 PM

<333333333333333333333333333333333333

Something will come up just try and keep your head up. Stay strong <3

disarmthefallen

disarmthefallen

Raleigh, NC
July 2009

JUL 22, 2009 11:56 PM

*hugs* hope everything gets better

Yourself

Yourself

Israel
January 2009

JUL 23, 2009 12:22 AM

hang in there and stay strong. lots of hugs and the best of vibes and wishes for you... <3<3<3<3

baudot

baudot

Oakland, CA
February 2004

JUL 23, 2009 12:37 AM

It could be worse. There could be no llamas.

I applied for unemployment first thing after going unemployed, and it took more than a month for the first check to arrive. It's also a bit strange how the system goes - they send you a form every two weeks to send back describing your lack of work, and that's what causes the next check to come. If you miss that form somehow, they assume you're employed again and the whole system gets fouled up. That being said, enemployment is quite nice. The checks make it much more relaxed to live during that time, and knowing that the fees were taken out of my salary the whole time I was working made collecting it a guiltless pleasure.

Here's wishing you good luck. Hope you find something get you through this rough patch in the economy.

catdad

catdad

Portland, OR
August 2002

JUL 23, 2009 12:41 AM

I believe you are experiencing the recession blues. You are probably going to have to rely on good timing. The main reasons places are hiring in this economy is if they have to can someone for fucking up, someone goes on maternity leave, or someone retires. Keep contacting the places you've applied and sound enthusiastic (like that's going to be hard at this point) and positive. Sooner or later, something will pan out.

This site always cheers me up.

rewop777

rewop777

Guatemala
December 2008

JUL 23, 2009 01:28 AM

maybe you need to change scenes girl, move somewhere else. Otherwise you need to make your resumee scream good experience

lahwok4689

lahwok4689

Big Sur, CA
June 2007

JUL 23, 2009 05:04 AM

These are tough times in CA, I'm glad I have work right now and I hope it doesn't dry up. There are a lot of people out looking for work right now.

Darke

Darke

Columbia, MO
June 2005

JUL 23, 2009 05:05 AM

The thing I do that seems to work, when I have an interview and we're talking about the job, I speak as if it's already mine. "So when I'm doing this, X will be the person I report too", "So we do X when the situation is Y"... Speak as if you're already a part of their team.

I'm not sure why, maybe it's a bit of neurolinguistic programming, but it seems to work.

Metaverse

Metaverse

USA
March 2005

JUL 23, 2009 05:17 AM

I interviewed a girl earlier this year who had a BA to become a cashier at Target. It's insane. Hang in there. You will find something.

Smythe

Smythe

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

JUL 23, 2009 05:45 AM

I'm sorry dudette.

rabiddedbare

rabiddedbare

I'm lost
February 2006

JUL 23, 2009 06:43 AM

hughughughughughughug

dannosaur

dannosaur

Nashville, TN
February 2009

JUL 23, 2009 06:53 AM

*hug*

Praesepe

Praesepe

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

JUL 23, 2009 08:48 AM

I'm sorry, money sucks. I hope things get better for you.

Darke

Darke

Columbia, MO
June 2005

JUL 23, 2009 09:04 AM

Call them the day after you apply or drop off a resumé to confirm that they received them and ask them when they might be conducting interviews. A lot of hiring managers will lean toward someone who shows that initiative. Other that that ~shrug~, I understand it's a shitty market. Almalthia has a B.S. in fisheries & wildlife biology and can't get a gig in her field either. Keep trying, I'll do a Mad Voodoo Employment Jig on your behalf. biggrin

DavieJones

DavieJones

Cleveland, AL
July 2009

JUL 23, 2009 10:32 AM

try universities.. mine is always hiring, even if it's part time, better than nothing..

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