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Hello all my beautiful internet boyfriends and girlfriends.
Doya miss me?! Cause I sure as fuck miss you!
I am home for some family time and a much needed high-preassure shower, since the construction on our street has left us with litterally NO water pressure. Like, I have to physically wipe off soap with a wet cloth, just to get it off. It's miserable. Doing dishes takes FOREVER and our toilet is hit-and-miss.
*le sigh*
Anywho, I thought I'd give a brief update of what I've been up to lately.
First thing's first!
The newly adopted member of my family; Spazzy! (Aptly named)
She is the new love of my life.
I always grew up with dogs, along with a couple rodents and reptiles, but I never saw myself as a cat person. Once this little spazzoid came home though I fell immediately in love
I have no steady job in the city yet, but promotional work for Jagermeister and regular modelling has kept me busy, with food in my tummy and a roof over my head.
PHOTO-VOMIT
what I've been up to:
^ Images in G
^ Shadow Images
^ Michael Andrews
I worked a private party for Vince Neil at a small bar in Toronto last week. I'm not a Motley Crue fan, but it was kinda neat to meet him.
We did a photo-op and he squeezed my ass. He's a rockstar, so I let it slide.
My best friend Lousytattoos was in Toronto last week for his yearly visit. We had a blast, as always, and I was bummed to see him go.
We didn't get much tattooing done on my leg, as planned, but I am going to try and make it out to the east coast later this year to pay him a visit, so hopefully we can finish the sleeve work. (...or would it be 'pant' work? hmmm...)
Speaking of tattoos... here's some new ones, via crappy laptop webcam:
"A heart that hurts is a heart that works" (Placebo)
A flying V of Canadian geese, snowflakes and the outline of maple leaves, to add to my Canadian-themed leg
A tattoo-version of my very first shoot (aside from child modelling)
And finally, the piece de resistence:
Booya!!!
...people still say "booya", right? ...No? ...damn.
Well my ex's apprentice Melissa did this little gem on me. Pretty damn good for someone who just started tattooing people, eh? I'm gunna go in next week for some more work done on it. She's still pretty slow so it may take a few sessions just to get this small piece done, but she's slow because she's a perfectionist, and I'd much rather have that than a speedy half-assed tattoo.
Now, there is an urgent matter I need to direct all your attention to.
This lady is fucking golden.
She's hotter than hell, and sweet as cherry fucking pie.
You should all go oogle at her new set Petite Coquette in member review right now. It has been FAR too long since this gorgeous girlie was on front page, and I'm jonesin'!
Here's a little taste:
Now go give it some lovin'!!!
Okay, it's time for me to get my ass in gear and run my errands before heading back into the city.
Although I don't have internet right now, I am occasionally able to *ahem* borrow... wireless from my neighbors. This site has far too many images (and other internet-lingo hoopla) for it to load with such a slow, distant connection, but for some reason, whenever I am able to connect, this site loads just fine. Which is wonderful, because I am downright ADDICTED to it.
So go stalk me.
do it.
No, seriously... fuckin' do it.
That's enough of that.
Back to a world of disconnect.
Love you all like woah.
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
Hello all my beautiful internet boyfriends and girlfriends.
Doya miss me?! Cause I sure as fuck miss you!
I am home for some family time and a much needed high-preassure shower, since the construction on our street has left us with litterally NO water pressure. Like, I have to physically wipe off soap with a wet cloth, just to get it off. It's miserable. Doing dishes takes FOREVER and our toilet is hit-and-miss.
*le sigh*
Anywho, I thought I'd give a brief update of what I've been up to lately.
First thing's first!
The newly adopted member of my family; Spazzy! (Aptly named)
She is the new love of my life.
I always grew up with dogs, along with a couple rodents and reptiles, but I never saw myself as a cat person. Once this little spazzoid came home though I fell immediately in love
I have no steady job in the city yet, but promotional work for Jagermeister and regular modelling has kept me busy, with food in my tummy and a roof over my head.
PHOTO-VOMIT
what I've been up to:
^ Images in G
^ Shadow Images
^ Michael Andrews
I worked a private party for Vince Neil at a small bar in Toronto last week. I'm not a Motley Crue fan, but it was kinda neat to meet him.
We did a photo-op and he squeezed my ass. He's a rockstar, so I let it slide.
My best friend Lousytattoos was in Toronto last week for his yearly visit. We had a blast, as always, and I was bummed to see him go.
We didn't get much tattooing done on my leg, as planned, but I am going to try and make it out to the east coast later this year to pay him a visit, so hopefully we can finish the sleeve work. (...or would it be 'pant' work? hmmm...)
Speaking of tattoos... here's some new ones, via crappy laptop webcam:
"A heart that hurts is a heart that works" (Placebo)
A flying V of Canadian geese, snowflakes and the outline of maple leaves, to add to my Canadian-themed leg
A tattoo-version of my very first shoot (aside from child modelling)
And finally, the piece de resistence:
Booya!!!
...people still say "booya", right? ...No? ...damn.
Well my ex's apprentice Melissa did this little gem on me. Pretty damn good for someone who just started tattooing people, eh? I'm gunna go in next week for some more work done on it. She's still pretty slow so it may take a few sessions just to get this small piece done, but she's slow because she's a perfectionist, and I'd much rather have that than a speedy half-assed tattoo.
Now, there is an urgent matter I need to direct all your attention to.
This lady is fucking golden.
She's hotter than hell, and sweet as cherry fucking pie.
You should all go oogle at her new set Petite Coquette in member review right now. It has been FAR too long since this gorgeous girlie was on front page, and I'm jonesin'!
Here's a little taste:
Now go give it some lovin'!!!
Okay, it's time for me to get my ass in gear and run my errands before heading back into the city.
Although I don't have internet right now, I am occasionally able to *ahem* borrow... wireless from my neighbors. This site has far too many images (and other internet-lingo hoopla) for it to load with such a slow, distant connection, but for some reason, whenever I am able to connect, this site loads just fine. Which is wonderful, because I am downright ADDICTED to it.
So go stalk me.
do it.
No, seriously... fuckin' do it.
That's enough of that.
Back to a world of disconnect.
Love you all like woah.
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
Just home for a doctors appointment, but it's time to get back.
I miss being connected, but it's kind of liberating.
No time for a sweet update, but as of now, all you need to know is this:
I am in love.
...feel free to leave me some of your own love <3
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
I miss being connected, but it's kind of liberating.
No time for a sweet update, but as of now, all you need to know is this:
I am in love.
...feel free to leave me some of your own love <3
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
Well fuck me sideways and call me Shirley...
I've been overwhelmingly busy lately.
Here's a super quick rundown, before I leave for my VERY LAST SHIFT EVER at Deja-Vu
1. My sister came home from England, where she and her husband have been living the past year. She's only home for a couple weeks, so we've had family and friends coming and going to see her, before she moves to Greneda. (My brother in law is getting his MD, and his program has them in 3 different countries over the 4 years.)
2. I had a MASSIVE garage sale. It wasn't that we were selling so much that made it massive, but rather, the emence amount of crap I had to sift through in order to put together everything for the garage sale. I litterally went through the last 22 years of my life in stuff that has been collecting dust in my basement. Toys, board games, stuffed animals, clothes, schoolwork from JK-uni, camping gear, craft supplies, books, books, BOOKS! There was sooo much, and this consumed nearly a week of my life. We had the garage sale Saturday and I didn't even make 100 bucks
3. I picked up as many shifts at my store before I leave. Today is my last shift
4. I move TOMORROW and I haven't packed a single thing. (Thank goodness I'm only moving 45 mins away!)
5. I got inexplicably super-duper sick yesterday. I think it was food poisoning, or a random 24-hour flu bug. I woke up at 10 feeling like crap, and started throwing up. I called the only other 3 people that work at my store, to see if someone could cover my shift, and no one was available.
I got to work, and kept puking. (thank GOD it was a slow morning). I called my boss to see if ANYONE could come in, because I felt like I was dying.
While he was trying to find someone from one of our other stores to cover, I threw up again in the back room. I guess I must have stood up to fast, because the next thing I remember was waking up on the floor. I must have fainted either from being sick, or not eating. I have a skinned knee and elbow, and a bump on my head from the fall
Someone FINALLY came in to cover me at 2pm. I went home and collapsed into bed and slept the whole day. This was a big step back, because I had intended to do a shit-ton of laundry and start packing last night, but instead I was stuck in a flu-coma. Balls.
6. I move TOMORROW!!! Nothing is packed. Not ONE box. I'm just gunna wing it and hope for the best. Wish me luck.
7. In all the business I've completely neglected to find a new job in the city. I'll have to print off some resumes and hand some out next week. Luckily I have plenty of money saved, so it's not vital this month.
So that's been my whirl-wind life lately... I feel like I haven't gone out in months.
After tomorrow I won't have internet access, so I'm afraid my activity here will be minimal for the summer. I'll try to get to a starbucks every now and then to stalk some ladies and maybe post an update or 2, but it won't be too often.
Love you guys like fat kids love cake, and for all of you Canadian-easters, I'll see you Saturday at GALA!!! WOOO!!! ...shit I still need to buy a dress too...
Anywho, wish me luck on my move, and I hope you all are doing just peachy!!!
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
I've been overwhelmingly busy lately.
Here's a super quick rundown, before I leave for my VERY LAST SHIFT EVER at Deja-Vu
1. My sister came home from England, where she and her husband have been living the past year. She's only home for a couple weeks, so we've had family and friends coming and going to see her, before she moves to Greneda. (My brother in law is getting his MD, and his program has them in 3 different countries over the 4 years.)
2. I had a MASSIVE garage sale. It wasn't that we were selling so much that made it massive, but rather, the emence amount of crap I had to sift through in order to put together everything for the garage sale. I litterally went through the last 22 years of my life in stuff that has been collecting dust in my basement. Toys, board games, stuffed animals, clothes, schoolwork from JK-uni, camping gear, craft supplies, books, books, BOOKS! There was sooo much, and this consumed nearly a week of my life. We had the garage sale Saturday and I didn't even make 100 bucks
3. I picked up as many shifts at my store before I leave. Today is my last shift
4. I move TOMORROW and I haven't packed a single thing. (Thank goodness I'm only moving 45 mins away!)
5. I got inexplicably super-duper sick yesterday. I think it was food poisoning, or a random 24-hour flu bug. I woke up at 10 feeling like crap, and started throwing up. I called the only other 3 people that work at my store, to see if someone could cover my shift, and no one was available.
I got to work, and kept puking. (thank GOD it was a slow morning). I called my boss to see if ANYONE could come in, because I felt like I was dying.
While he was trying to find someone from one of our other stores to cover, I threw up again in the back room. I guess I must have stood up to fast, because the next thing I remember was waking up on the floor. I must have fainted either from being sick, or not eating. I have a skinned knee and elbow, and a bump on my head from the fall
Someone FINALLY came in to cover me at 2pm. I went home and collapsed into bed and slept the whole day. This was a big step back, because I had intended to do a shit-ton of laundry and start packing last night, but instead I was stuck in a flu-coma. Balls.
6. I move TOMORROW!!! Nothing is packed. Not ONE box. I'm just gunna wing it and hope for the best. Wish me luck.
7. In all the business I've completely neglected to find a new job in the city. I'll have to print off some resumes and hand some out next week. Luckily I have plenty of money saved, so it's not vital this month.
So that's been my whirl-wind life lately... I feel like I haven't gone out in months.
After tomorrow I won't have internet access, so I'm afraid my activity here will be minimal for the summer. I'll try to get to a starbucks every now and then to stalk some ladies and maybe post an update or 2, but it won't be too often.
Love you guys like fat kids love cake, and for all of you Canadian-easters, I'll see you Saturday at GALA!!! WOOO!!! ...shit I still need to buy a dress too...
Anywho, wish me luck on my move, and I hope you all are doing just peachy!!!
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
hello internet boyfriends and girlfriends.
Thank you all, as always, for all the love and support after my last blog.
This site has always been such a safe and positive outlet for me when I really need to get things off my chest. I fucking love you guys.
But enough of the blahs.
I need change. The big ones which will take a lot of work and self-discovery will hopefully be happening throughout the year, as I work on personal matters. In the meantime, I am working on the little things to make me feel better.
First thing's first:
NEW CAMERA!!!
Thanks to dogson, I now am the proud owner of a brand new Nikon Coolpix L22!!!
sexy lil' thing, ain't it?!
This baby is 12.0 megapixels which is LIGHTYEARS beyond my ancient 2.0mp cam I was working with before.
I owe 3 trillion great big THANK YOUs to dogson for buying me this beaut off my wishlist so I can take a camera out with me that I am not embarassed to be carrying around, not to mention actually takes good pictures!!! I fucking love my new camera
Aside from new camera...
new hair
...you can't really tell in these pics too well, but it's bright blue, purple and pink under a layer of really dark blue on top. I decided to pain-stakingly cobm out the birds nest it had become from teasing it so much lately, and straightened it for the first time in months.
new tattoos
anatomical heart on my lower back done by Hollywood at Paris Ink in Oakville, ON
pin up in the likeness of me on my right thigh by George at Seven Crowns Tattoos, where the lovely Vesta works!
new place!
...counting down the days (9!) until I move out of my parents' house, into the city!
new motto
"A heart that hurts is a heart that works"
This is a line from the song Bright Lights, by Placebo, off their new album 'Battle for the Sun'.
These words will eventually be written in script around the anatomical heart on my back, but I have so much tattoo work lined up for the summer I am unsure when I'll get around to it. (It's the reason I got the heart in the first place.) This song and particularly this line has really come to comfort me recently.
PLAY.
Things that I need:
new job.
Since I am moving out in just under 2 weeks I will naturally be leaving my part time job at my little music store in Ajax. I only work there 2 shifts a week, since modelling is my main source of income, but the extra paycheque every other week (although meager) were a nice bit of pocket money for the occasional night out.
I'm gunna miss my little store; I've really come to love it over the past 4 years.
new psychiatrist/psychologist
for those of you who read the last blog you know that I have been looking for someone to talk to and re-evaluate my conditions and medications, but I've been having a hard time getting in anywhere.
The good news is CAMH (centre for addiction and mental health) gave me a call back this week about on of my referrals, for an initial evaluation over the phone. They said they will let me know when something opens up for personality disorder treatments. *fingers crossed*
new way of thinking when I get too anxious/depressed/scared.
...this one's gunna take a while, but I'm workin on it.
I took a couple videos with my awesome new camera, but I can't figure out how to upload them... can someone who knows how please tell me?
A lot of you have been asking, after seeing the photos posted in the blog before last, if I do yoga. I'd love to get into it, but unfortunately I just don't have the time or money right now. The reason I am so flexable is because I did dance and competative cheerleading for many years, and have made an effort to keep up with my agility since I stopped both 4 years ago.
I have no idea why my back can bend like that though... lol
Anywho, it's nearly 3am and I have a 4 hour photoshoot tomorrow, so I really should try to get some shut eye.
I'll post again soon with tons more pics, cause I've taken a trillion with the new cam
And one final note; everyone and their dog should ask me questions on formspring. I don't know why, but I've become completely obsessed with this site. Lovers, haters, heart or ball-breakers; everyone. LOVE it.
fuckyeah.
You guys rock. Seriously.
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
Thank you all, as always, for all the love and support after my last blog.
This site has always been such a safe and positive outlet for me when I really need to get things off my chest. I fucking love you guys.
But enough of the blahs.
I need change. The big ones which will take a lot of work and self-discovery will hopefully be happening throughout the year, as I work on personal matters. In the meantime, I am working on the little things to make me feel better.
First thing's first:
NEW CAMERA!!!
Thanks to dogson, I now am the proud owner of a brand new Nikon Coolpix L22!!!
sexy lil' thing, ain't it?!
This baby is 12.0 megapixels which is LIGHTYEARS beyond my ancient 2.0mp cam I was working with before.
I owe 3 trillion great big THANK YOUs to dogson for buying me this beaut off my wishlist so I can take a camera out with me that I am not embarassed to be carrying around, not to mention actually takes good pictures!!! I fucking love my new camera
Aside from new camera...
new hair
...you can't really tell in these pics too well, but it's bright blue, purple and pink under a layer of really dark blue on top. I decided to pain-stakingly cobm out the birds nest it had become from teasing it so much lately, and straightened it for the first time in months.
new tattoos
anatomical heart on my lower back done by Hollywood at Paris Ink in Oakville, ON
pin up in the likeness of me on my right thigh by George at Seven Crowns Tattoos, where the lovely Vesta works!
new place!
...counting down the days (9!) until I move out of my parents' house, into the city!
new motto
"A heart that hurts is a heart that works"
This is a line from the song Bright Lights, by Placebo, off their new album 'Battle for the Sun'.
These words will eventually be written in script around the anatomical heart on my back, but I have so much tattoo work lined up for the summer I am unsure when I'll get around to it. (It's the reason I got the heart in the first place.) This song and particularly this line has really come to comfort me recently.
PLAY.
Things that I need:
new job.
Since I am moving out in just under 2 weeks I will naturally be leaving my part time job at my little music store in Ajax. I only work there 2 shifts a week, since modelling is my main source of income, but the extra paycheque every other week (although meager) were a nice bit of pocket money for the occasional night out.
I'm gunna miss my little store; I've really come to love it over the past 4 years.
new psychiatrist/psychologist
for those of you who read the last blog you know that I have been looking for someone to talk to and re-evaluate my conditions and medications, but I've been having a hard time getting in anywhere.
The good news is CAMH (centre for addiction and mental health) gave me a call back this week about on of my referrals, for an initial evaluation over the phone. They said they will let me know when something opens up for personality disorder treatments. *fingers crossed*
new way of thinking when I get too anxious/depressed/scared.
...this one's gunna take a while, but I'm workin on it.
I took a couple videos with my awesome new camera, but I can't figure out how to upload them... can someone who knows how please tell me?
A lot of you have been asking, after seeing the photos posted in the blog before last, if I do yoga. I'd love to get into it, but unfortunately I just don't have the time or money right now. The reason I am so flexable is because I did dance and competative cheerleading for many years, and have made an effort to keep up with my agility since I stopped both 4 years ago.
I have no idea why my back can bend like that though... lol
Anywho, it's nearly 3am and I have a 4 hour photoshoot tomorrow, so I really should try to get some shut eye.
I'll post again soon with tons more pics, cause I've taken a trillion with the new cam
And one final note; everyone and their dog should ask me questions on formspring. I don't know why, but I've become completely obsessed with this site. Lovers, haters, heart or ball-breakers; everyone. LOVE it.
fuckyeah.
You guys rock. Seriously.
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
spent friday night in the hospital...
haven't really been handling life too well lately.
I've been asking for help but nobody listens. My doctor has been putting in referral after referral for me to see a new psychiatrist, since the last time I saw a shrink on a regular basis I was 18 and I'm a completely different person now, but no one will see me.
once you hit 18 you need to either be O.D.ing in the streets or begging for help with a gun to your head for anyone to give a shit.
after waiting around for 12 hours I finally left the hospital with a perscription for sleeping pills and yet another referral.
big help.
one two THREEE one two THREEE one two THREEE
why can't I find comfort in the unpredictable?
The self-titled album by the Dresden Dolls is my standard breakdown soundtrack. It came out around the same time that shit began to hit the fan in my life, and I started realizing my brain didn't work like other people's.
3
3
3
why can't I just let it all just happen? Why do I need to do.check.repeat. in threees?
why can't I just turn off the broken parts in my head?
why do I need to take 4 little pills every day just to live like everyone else?
"Bad Habit"
by the Dresden Dolls
Biting keeps your words at bay
Tending to the sores that stay
Happiness is just a gash away
When i open a familiar scar
Pain goes shooting like a star
Comfort hasn't failed to follow so far...
And you might say it's self-indulgent
You might say its self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be healthy
& pens and penknives take the blame
Crane my neck & scratch my name
But the ugly marks
Are worth the momentary gain...
When i jab a sharpened object in
Choirs of angels seem to sing
Hymns of hate in memorandum
And you might say it's self-indulgent
And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be happy
And sappy songs about sex and cheating
Bland accounts of two lovers meeting
Make me want to give mankind a beating
And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, i'd kick the bucket
Sixty times before i'd kick the habit
And as the skin rips off i cherish the revolting thought
That even if i quit
There's not a chance in hell i'd stop
And anyone can see the signs
Mittens in the summertime
Thank you for your pity, you are too kind
And you might say its self-inflicted
But you see that's contradictive
Why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?
And pain opinions are sitcom feeding
They dont know that their minds are teething
Makes me want to give mankind a beating
I'm tried bandages and sinking
I've tried gloves and even thinking
I've tried vaseline
I've tried everything
And no-one cares if your back is bleeding
They're concerned with their hair receding
Looking back it was all maltreating
Every thought that occurred misleading
Makes me want to give myself a beating....
3
3
3
I'm so vain; I probably think this song is about me...
dying my hair; time for a change.
I move out in 2 weeks.
I'm secretly terrified.
nymph
xoxoxo
haven't really been handling life too well lately.
I've been asking for help but nobody listens. My doctor has been putting in referral after referral for me to see a new psychiatrist, since the last time I saw a shrink on a regular basis I was 18 and I'm a completely different person now, but no one will see me.
once you hit 18 you need to either be O.D.ing in the streets or begging for help with a gun to your head for anyone to give a shit.
after waiting around for 12 hours I finally left the hospital with a perscription for sleeping pills and yet another referral.
big help.
one two THREEE one two THREEE one two THREEE
why can't I find comfort in the unpredictable?
The self-titled album by the Dresden Dolls is my standard breakdown soundtrack. It came out around the same time that shit began to hit the fan in my life, and I started realizing my brain didn't work like other people's.
3
3
3
why can't I just let it all just happen? Why do I need to do.check.repeat. in threees?
why can't I just turn off the broken parts in my head?
why do I need to take 4 little pills every day just to live like everyone else?
"Bad Habit"
by the Dresden Dolls
Biting keeps your words at bay
Tending to the sores that stay
Happiness is just a gash away
When i open a familiar scar
Pain goes shooting like a star
Comfort hasn't failed to follow so far...
And you might say it's self-indulgent
You might say its self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be healthy
& pens and penknives take the blame
Crane my neck & scratch my name
But the ugly marks
Are worth the momentary gain...
When i jab a sharpened object in
Choirs of angels seem to sing
Hymns of hate in memorandum
And you might say it's self-indulgent
And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be happy
And sappy songs about sex and cheating
Bland accounts of two lovers meeting
Make me want to give mankind a beating
And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, i'd kick the bucket
Sixty times before i'd kick the habit
And as the skin rips off i cherish the revolting thought
That even if i quit
There's not a chance in hell i'd stop
And anyone can see the signs
Mittens in the summertime
Thank you for your pity, you are too kind
And you might say its self-inflicted
But you see that's contradictive
Why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?
And pain opinions are sitcom feeding
They dont know that their minds are teething
Makes me want to give mankind a beating
I'm tried bandages and sinking
I've tried gloves and even thinking
I've tried vaseline
I've tried everything
And no-one cares if your back is bleeding
They're concerned with their hair receding
Looking back it was all maltreating
Every thought that occurred misleading
Makes me want to give myself a beating....
3
3
3
I'm so vain; I probably think this song is about me...
dying my hair; time for a change.
I move out in 2 weeks.
I'm secretly terrified.
nymph
xoxoxo
hey internet boyfriends and girlfriends
Due to popular (well, sufficient anyway) demand, I now have prints for sale!
Here are the 3 I have purchased the jpgs for:
#1:
#2:
#3:
I will be selling 8x10" prints for $15 each, or all three for $40, payable via paypal. If you are ordering them from outside Canada or the US there will be a dollar extra charge.
All prints can be signed/personalized on front or back, if requested.
PM me if you are interested, and let me know what you'd like, if/where you'd like it signed/personalized and your mailing address. I will respond with my email address for paypal, and once it's paid for, your print is in the mail!
In other news, MJack bought me my first ever gift from my wishlist and it came today!!!
At Last There is Nothing Left to Say by Matthew Good
What I have read so far, browsing through it, has been fucking awesome and no less than what I'd expect from one of my most favorite lyricists. But I have to resist the urge to dive right into it because I am in the middle of The Restaurant at the End of the Universe by Douglas Adams. It's the second book in the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy series.
I've been on such a reading binge lately, which is awesome because soon I won;t have cable when I move out of my parents' place, so I better get used to it!
I got the new Deftones cd today, because our little independant store didn't get it in the day it came out (Tuesday), and I don't have the heart to shop for music anywhere else. I have been listening to it NON STOP since I bought, opened and popped it into the store stereo as soon as I got to work today.
It's fucking GOLDEN.
PLAY.
I have been modelling as usual lately and really need to update my portfolio online...
Here's a bit of what I've been doing with Images in G:
Tomorrow I have a dance shoot, where there will be more crazy flexablility and contortionism, I'm sure.
Anywho, I got a shit ton to do before bed, so I'm off.
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
oh, ps: the hottest chicks are habs fans.
Due to popular (well, sufficient anyway) demand, I now have prints for sale!
Here are the 3 I have purchased the jpgs for:
#1:
#2:
#3:
I will be selling 8x10" prints for $15 each, or all three for $40, payable via paypal. If you are ordering them from outside Canada or the US there will be a dollar extra charge.
All prints can be signed/personalized on front or back, if requested.
PM me if you are interested, and let me know what you'd like, if/where you'd like it signed/personalized and your mailing address. I will respond with my email address for paypal, and once it's paid for, your print is in the mail!
In other news, MJack bought me my first ever gift from my wishlist and it came today!!!
At Last There is Nothing Left to Say by Matthew Good
What I have read so far, browsing through it, has been fucking awesome and no less than what I'd expect from one of my most favorite lyricists. But I have to resist the urge to dive right into it because I am in the middle of The Restaurant at the End of the Universe by Douglas Adams. It's the second book in the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy series.
I've been on such a reading binge lately, which is awesome because soon I won;t have cable when I move out of my parents' place, so I better get used to it!
I got the new Deftones cd today, because our little independant store didn't get it in the day it came out (Tuesday), and I don't have the heart to shop for music anywhere else. I have been listening to it NON STOP since I bought, opened and popped it into the store stereo as soon as I got to work today.
It's fucking GOLDEN.
PLAY.
I have been modelling as usual lately and really need to update my portfolio online...
Here's a bit of what I've been doing with Images in G:
Tomorrow I have a dance shoot, where there will be more crazy flexablility and contortionism, I'm sure.
Anywho, I got a shit ton to do before bed, so I'm off.
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
oh, ps: the hottest chicks are habs fans.
hey there internet boyfriends and girlfriends
HAPPY MOTHERS DAAAY!!!
To all those of you who are mummies, mums-to-be and one-day-mummies, THANK YOU!!!
Moms are awesome. (But mine's the awesomest.)
Here is an ode to my mom:
Dear mommy
THANK YOU.
for kissing my boo-boos when I was little, but making me get up and keep going.
for not killing half the douchebags I was stupid enough to bring home over the years.
for driving me to the hospital every time I had a ridiculous asthma attack in grade school.
for letting me dye my hair and pick my own clothes from day one to find my own style.
for not strangling me on a daily basis my entire teenage years.
for supporting me in all my crazy endeavors, nomatter how outrageous.
for liking cool music and keeping all your old records.
for sharing your car with me, despite my tendency to have bad luck with it.
for telling me I am beautiful and loved.
for reminding me to take my meds, even when it gets annoying.
for taking care of me when I am sick.
for telling me that "the first time's not always all that great" when I wanted to wait til marriage.
for the good genes and great legs.
for telling me about your life and your friends and sharing with me every day.
for teaching me to cook, bake and sew.
for always being stylish and well dressed and never one of those embarassing moms in jogging suits and mom-jeans.
for being the person I want to become.
for loving my friends.
for doing my laundry :/
for putting me from crib to waterbed at 2 years old.
for rocking a mullet in the 80s.
for letting me hog the remote.
for still letting me cry in your arms, even at 22.
for putting up with me when... well, for putting up with me.
for asking how my day was and listening.
for all the leftovers.
for never trying to make me into something I am not.
for always laughing at my jokes, and making some pretty hilarious ones yourself.
for saying prayers with me before bed when I was a little girl.
for not turning in to your mother.
for never comparing me to my married, phd-getting sister.
for being a dog person.
for watching Gilmore Girls with me for 6 years, and now the Hills.
for not forcing me to eat meat when I told you I didn't want to anymore when I was 8.
for all the bus fare.
for telling me it will all be alright.
for being as crazy as me.
for ending every phone call and every walk out the door with "love you"
for being my best friend.
for getting a 'bro tatt' with me at 52.
for being the best mom in the world.
I love my mommy
she has this on her ankle, without the writing
she was a beautiful model too! Isn't she so pretty?!
Sooo that's my amazing mom. I will always need her, always love her and she will always make me feel loved.
I'm going to read this to her today, so leave my mommy sweet messages!
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
HAPPY MOTHERS DAAAY!!!
To all those of you who are mummies, mums-to-be and one-day-mummies, THANK YOU!!!
Moms are awesome. (But mine's the awesomest.)
Here is an ode to my mom:
Dear mommy
THANK YOU.
for kissing my boo-boos when I was little, but making me get up and keep going.
for not killing half the douchebags I was stupid enough to bring home over the years.
for driving me to the hospital every time I had a ridiculous asthma attack in grade school.
for letting me dye my hair and pick my own clothes from day one to find my own style.
for not strangling me on a daily basis my entire teenage years.
for supporting me in all my crazy endeavors, nomatter how outrageous.
for liking cool music and keeping all your old records.
for sharing your car with me, despite my tendency to have bad luck with it.
for telling me I am beautiful and loved.
for reminding me to take my meds, even when it gets annoying.
for taking care of me when I am sick.
for telling me that "the first time's not always all that great" when I wanted to wait til marriage.
for the good genes and great legs.
for telling me about your life and your friends and sharing with me every day.
for teaching me to cook, bake and sew.
for always being stylish and well dressed and never one of those embarassing moms in jogging suits and mom-jeans.
for being the person I want to become.
for loving my friends.
for doing my laundry :/
for putting me from crib to waterbed at 2 years old.
for rocking a mullet in the 80s.
for letting me hog the remote.
for still letting me cry in your arms, even at 22.
for putting up with me when... well, for putting up with me.
for asking how my day was and listening.
for all the leftovers.
for never trying to make me into something I am not.
for always laughing at my jokes, and making some pretty hilarious ones yourself.
for saying prayers with me before bed when I was a little girl.
for not turning in to your mother.
for never comparing me to my married, phd-getting sister.
for being a dog person.
for watching Gilmore Girls with me for 6 years, and now the Hills.
for not forcing me to eat meat when I told you I didn't want to anymore when I was 8.
for all the bus fare.
for telling me it will all be alright.
for being as crazy as me.
for ending every phone call and every walk out the door with "love you"
for being my best friend.
for getting a 'bro tatt' with me at 52.
for being the best mom in the world.
I love my mommy
she has this on her ankle, without the writing
she was a beautiful model too! Isn't she so pretty?!
Sooo that's my amazing mom. I will always need her, always love her and she will always make me feel loved.
I'm going to read this to her today, so leave my mommy sweet messages!
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
evenin' internet boyfriend and girlfriends!
BIG. FUCKING. NEWS.
Okay, are you ready?
I am FINALLY moving out!!! Like, for realsies this time. No foolin'!
At the end of the month my partner's roomate will be moving to NY for a summer job, and I will be sub-letting her part of the lease!!!
Ginty and I have only been seeing one another around 9 months or so ( 6 "officially", if you want the schoolyard count), but being with him is like hanging out with one of my best friends. I already spend about 80% of my time in and around his place, and we get along really well, so I hope that my moving in will not require too much of an adjustment for either of us.
So soon I will be livin' in far-from-suburbia bliss with this ginger rockstar:
*swoon!*
And! I will soon be sorta-kinda-close neighbours with Agy and AandP!
I had already made plans to move out with my best friend Chris, come September, but the sooner the better!
This way when September rolls around and Ginty's rommie returns, we can all go looking for a 3 bedroom together
You have NO idea how excited I am about this. I have been on the hunt for a place to live for nearly a year now, but between lack of suitable roomates, job situations, personal drama and finding somewhere affordable in the city, it just hasn;t worked out yet. Unitl now!!!
I just can;t wait. I am beyond thrilled about this whole thing. Eeeeee!!!
*insert big nymph wig-out here*
Aaanywho, enough gushing about that.
In other news...
Shaine and Salieri came to visit Toronto this weekend!
Since I have been saving up for the big move, and leaving my part time job at the end of the month, I only have 10 bucks to last me until Tuesday when I get paid, so unfortunetely I couldn't go out to the bars to party this weekend
However, AandP had a group of us over for home-made sangria and hors d'oeuvres, before they went out to the bar. Ginty and I went over to hang out
Here are some photos from my ANCIENT camera, documenting the events.
Shaine pointed out how much Agy resembles Lee... What do you think?
We all discussed our outrage about the horrific new American Apparel add littering our subways:
Then we tried to create our own remakes of this look; unimpressed and uninspired.
Agy said she looked coked out
Ginty was laughing too hard to look unimpressed.
AandP looks like her puppy just died...
This is me being a nerdface as per usual, with Ginty.
Camera fail.
...looks like it may have been a pretty cute picture if I'd used a decent camera
Before everyone left for the bar Shaine decided her belt needed a new knot, since it was too big. She attempted to do this with a knife. ...this seemed like a good idea at the time.
the new, better fitting hole.
As short-lived as it was, I had a gay old time hangin' with my SG homies, and I hope the rest of their night was swell
So how many of you have checked out this new(ish?) website formspringme.com? I really like it. You can ask questions either annonymously or not, with or without an account.
For the most part I have really enjoyed the site, but lately I have been recieving some really rude and hateful comments that aren't even in the form of questions.
I have a near-positive idea as to who is leaving these comments. There is a certain girl in my town whom I have never actually met, but she seems to despise all of my friends she went to highschool with, and thus me, by association. (I went to the secular Catholic school in my town, so I didn;t go to the same school as most of my friends)
This girl has been terrorizing, stalking, bad-mouthing and bashing my friends for years (mostly over the internet), and has even resorted to petty vandalism and damages a number of times. She has been especially cruel and immaturely petty towards 2 of my best friends Manda, and Fynx. I've never actually met her in person, but the hate she seems to feel towards everyone around her is astounding.
I have been brushing off the comments and hurtful remarks she has been leaving me (annonymously, thus cowardly) so far, and answering them with as much civility and profesionalism as possible so far, but this shit is really starting to bug me. Is it terrible of me to say that I just want to go confront her and ask her what the fuck her issue is?!
Ugh, sorry guys; I just wanted to vent about that shit. I want her to stop being so obsessed with other peoples' lives and stop leaving such crass comments and, most of all, to leave the people I love the fuck alone!
GROW THE FUCK UP.
I could plaster her model mayhem account, facebook, sleazy photos and her own formspring account all over this blog for everyone else to go harass, but I feel like that would bring me down to her level.
I think venting will be enough for me for now.
Thanks for reading, lovers. guh.
Anywho, I'm hungie. Time for food.
Over and out.
nymph
xoxoxo
BIG. FUCKING. NEWS.
Okay, are you ready?
I am FINALLY moving out!!! Like, for realsies this time. No foolin'!
At the end of the month my partner's roomate will be moving to NY for a summer job, and I will be sub-letting her part of the lease!!!
Ginty and I have only been seeing one another around 9 months or so ( 6 "officially", if you want the schoolyard count
), but being with him is like hanging out with one of my best friends. I already spend about 80% of my time in and around his place, and we get along really well, so I hope that my moving in will not require too much of an adjustment for either of us.So soon I will be livin' in far-from-suburbia bliss with this ginger rockstar:
*swoon!*
And! I will soon be sorta-kinda-close neighbours with Agy and AandP!
I had already made plans to move out with my best friend Chris, come September, but the sooner the better!
This way when September rolls around and Ginty's rommie returns, we can all go looking for a 3 bedroom together
You have NO idea how excited I am about this. I have been on the hunt for a place to live for nearly a year now, but between lack of suitable roomates, job situations, personal drama and finding somewhere affordable in the city, it just hasn;t worked out yet. Unitl now!!!
I just can;t wait. I am beyond thrilled about this whole thing. Eeeeee!!!
*insert big nymph wig-out here*
Aaanywho, enough gushing about that.
In other news...
Shaine and Salieri came to visit Toronto this weekend!
Since I have been saving up for the big move, and leaving my part time job at the end of the month, I only have 10 bucks to last me until Tuesday when I get paid, so unfortunetely I couldn't go out to the bars to party this weekend
However, AandP had a group of us over for home-made sangria and hors d'oeuvres, before they went out to the bar. Ginty and I went over to hang out
Here are some photos from my ANCIENT camera, documenting the events.
Shaine pointed out how much Agy resembles Lee... What do you think?
We all discussed our outrage about the horrific new American Apparel add littering our subways:
Then we tried to create our own remakes of this look; unimpressed and uninspired.
Agy said she looked coked out
Ginty was laughing too hard to look unimpressed.
AandP looks like her puppy just died...
This is me being a nerdface as per usual, with Ginty.
Camera fail.
...looks like it may have been a pretty cute picture if I'd used a decent camera
Before everyone left for the bar Shaine decided her belt needed a new knot, since it was too big. She attempted to do this with a knife. ...this seemed like a good idea at the time.
the new, better fitting hole.
As short-lived as it was, I had a gay old time hangin' with my SG homies, and I hope the rest of their night was swell
So how many of you have checked out this new(ish?) website formspringme.com? I really like it. You can ask questions either annonymously or not, with or without an account.
For the most part I have really enjoyed the site, but lately I have been recieving some really rude and hateful comments that aren't even in the form of questions.
I have a near-positive idea as to who is leaving these comments. There is a certain girl in my town whom I have never actually met, but she seems to despise all of my friends she went to highschool with, and thus me, by association. (I went to the secular Catholic school in my town, so I didn;t go to the same school as most of my friends)
This girl has been terrorizing, stalking, bad-mouthing and bashing my friends for years (mostly over the internet), and has even resorted to petty vandalism and damages a number of times. She has been especially cruel and immaturely petty towards 2 of my best friends Manda, and Fynx. I've never actually met her in person, but the hate she seems to feel towards everyone around her is astounding.
I have been brushing off the comments and hurtful remarks she has been leaving me (annonymously, thus cowardly) so far, and answering them with as much civility and profesionalism as possible so far, but this shit is really starting to bug me. Is it terrible of me to say that I just want to go confront her and ask her what the fuck her issue is?!
Ugh, sorry guys; I just wanted to vent about that shit. I want her to stop being so obsessed with other peoples' lives and stop leaving such crass comments and, most of all, to leave the people I love the fuck alone!
GROW THE FUCK UP.
I could plaster her model mayhem account, facebook, sleazy photos and her own formspring account all over this blog for everyone else to go harass, but I feel like that would bring me down to her level.
I think venting will be enough for me for now.
Thanks for reading, lovers. guh.
Anywho, I'm hungie. Time for food.
Over and out.
nymph
xoxoxo
hello there internet boyfriends and girlfriends!
For those of you who I have hung out with in person, chances are I did not bring my camera, despite how much I love to capture moments, and take pictures of my sexy friends.
THIS is why:
My camera is a giant, clunky BRICK. It's only 2.0 megapixels (even most phones now are 5.0!) It takes terrible pictures, usually out of focus, and the flash is a disaster.
I'm pretty sure this was the first digital camera man ever made; fashioned from mud, twigs and peat moss. I got it for Christmas when I was 12, and it's over 10 years old now.
I THINK IT'S TIME FOR RETIREMENT.
But, alas, I am broke, as per usual, and just can't justify splurging on myself for a new one. Sooo....
anyone wanna help a girlie out?
-Just a couple examples... I'm not lookin for anything fancy-shmancy, I just NEED a new camera!!! Something small, portable and easy to use, so I can take more pictures and stop stealing everyone elses!!!
Ooorrr... Anyone out there have a used one they'd be willing to donate?
So there it is. If anyone out there in SG land finds themselves feeling generous I will take whatever special private photos your little heart desires, as a big fat thank you for a way to further my additction to vanity and pretty ladies, and I'll also send a couple prints
For those of you who I have hung out with in person, chances are I did not bring my camera, despite how much I love to capture moments, and take pictures of my sexy friends.
THIS is why:
My camera is a giant, clunky BRICK. It's only 2.0 megapixels (even most phones now are 5.0!) It takes terrible pictures, usually out of focus, and the flash is a disaster.
I'm pretty sure this was the first digital camera man ever made; fashioned from mud, twigs and peat moss. I got it for Christmas when I was 12, and it's over 10 years old now.
I THINK IT'S TIME FOR RETIREMENT.
But, alas, I am broke, as per usual, and just can't justify splurging on myself for a new one. Sooo....
anyone wanna help a girlie out?
-Just a couple examples... I'm not lookin for anything fancy-shmancy, I just NEED a new camera!!! Something small, portable and easy to use, so I can take more pictures and stop stealing everyone elses!!!
Ooorrr... Anyone out there have a used one they'd be willing to donate?
So there it is. If anyone out there in SG land finds themselves feeling generous I will take whatever special private photos your little heart desires, as a big fat thank you for a way to further my additction to vanity and pretty ladies, and I'll also send a couple prints
Anywho, speaking of prints, I've been toying with the idea of trying to sell some.
The way it works is that I purchase the high resolution jpgs from the photographer, then I print them off, sell them, and mail them out.
I am just wondering if anyone out there would be interested in buying prints before I actually go and purchase images and pay for printing... I don't want to end up LOSING money on it, so I don't want to jump the gun and buy them before knowing whether or not they'll sell.
I was thinking these:
1. from my latest set Happy Hour Shower
2. from Summer Days
3. and for all you ass-lovers; from my very first set Heartbreak Hotel
The prints will most likely be 8x10", signed & personalized and $15?
What do you guys think?
Let me know your feedback and all that jazz.
Wanna know rendom shit about me you're too scared to ask?
ask me here.
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
I like having my picture taken...
images in G ^
Eric Nguyen ^
Vasko Photography ^
Shadow Image Photography
I miss dance.
Other things I like:
front page.
Renna.
vegan food.
boobs.
maple syrup.
this site.
you guys.
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
images in G ^
Eric Nguyen ^
Vasko Photography ^
Shadow Image Photography
I miss dance.
Other things I like:
front page.
Renna.
vegan food.
boobs.
maple syrup.
this site.
you guys.
love love love
nymph
xoxoxo
