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hello internet boyfriends and girlfriends
I've been having a rough week... not sleeping, and having to much time alone in my bed, with just my thoughts. I think about where my life is and where it's going and I just feel like a hampster in a wheel, running towards nothing.
I miss Jon so much. I'm still having trouble dealing with it. I'm having trouble keeping it together when I'm alone. I'm ashamed of the harmful thinngs I've been doing to myself. I don't want to be at this place emotionally, but it seems like such a steep hill to climb over.
Wednesday I'm getting a memorial tattoo for him, by my boyfriend before he leaves for Cuba for a week. It will be a small diamond on my foot, with the Pink Floyd lyric "shine on you crazy diamond". It was one of his favorite bands, and I want to aknowledge that his spirit will always shine on. I wish I could show all of you how amazing he was, and tell you all the incredible things he did, but it would take far too long. Just know that a shiney diamond is fitting for Jon.
In better news, I shot two new sets last week with NathanZ, including a multi with the beautiful Fynx. They're currently being edited, and I can't wait to see the finished product!
Keep checkin in, cause they should be up soon
This Thursday I'll be working a Jagermeister promo at Tattoo Rock Parlour with Shaddix and some other lovely Jagerettes SGs. If you live in the area, you should come by and score some free jagermeister shit. Dooo iiit...
It's 3am and time for bed, so I'll leave you all with this:
Matthew Good always knows just how I feel.
He saw right through my "bright eyes to bat and hide behind".
nymph xoxoxo
I've been having a rough week... not sleeping, and having to much time alone in my bed, with just my thoughts. I think about where my life is and where it's going and I just feel like a hampster in a wheel, running towards nothing.
I miss Jon so much. I'm still having trouble dealing with it. I'm having trouble keeping it together when I'm alone. I'm ashamed of the harmful thinngs I've been doing to myself. I don't want to be at this place emotionally, but it seems like such a steep hill to climb over.
Wednesday I'm getting a memorial tattoo for him, by my boyfriend before he leaves for Cuba for a week. It will be a small diamond on my foot, with the Pink Floyd lyric "shine on you crazy diamond". It was one of his favorite bands, and I want to aknowledge that his spirit will always shine on. I wish I could show all of you how amazing he was, and tell you all the incredible things he did, but it would take far too long. Just know that a shiney diamond is fitting for Jon.
In better news, I shot two new sets last week with NathanZ, including a multi with the beautiful Fynx. They're currently being edited, and I can't wait to see the finished product!
Keep checkin in, cause they should be up soon
This Thursday I'll be working a Jagermeister promo at Tattoo Rock Parlour with Shaddix and some other lovely Jagerettes SGs. If you live in the area, you should come by and score some free jagermeister shit. Dooo iiit...
It's 3am and time for bed, so I'll leave you all with this:
Matthew Good always knows just how I feel.
He saw right through my "bright eyes to bat and hide behind".
nymph xoxoxo
MAY 26, 2009 12:48 AM
Hey, my thoughts were with you while you were gone. I wanted to text you to let you know you had my distant support but didn't want to be intrusive. The self harm thing is a difficult thing to break, if your BF would let me I'd come up there and sit with you when you are most lonely or at risk to help you through the hard times.
I'm really looking forward to your new sets Always very nice.
MAY 26, 2009 01:20 AM
MAY 26, 2009 07:26 AM
MAY 26, 2009 09:25 AM
Feel better hunni, it's something only time will heal
I look forward to your new sets
*sends some love your way*
xoxo
MAY 26, 2009 11:38 AM
MAY 28, 2009 12:01 PM
JUN 01, 2009 09:03 PM
JUN 01, 2009 10:36 PM
MISSES YOU...lets have an adventure 
JUN 02, 2009 01:46 PM
JUN 03, 2009 04:10 PM
Hope you're doing well Nymph. 
