thank you for being so nice (yes, you all know who you are )

last evening I went to see a friend's band rehearsal ans I've been very impressed, this was the first time I heard her sing and she's got a really beautiful voice and there, there were drums that once again I haven't dare to try. Playing drums is my dream but I never dare to sit down and hit them when I see ones. I don't know, maybe I uncounsciously wait to have my owns to touch them
anyway, I've been really drunk because I hadn't eat for ages except chocolate at lunch and as usual I've bring up , yes, as SO usual, now every drinks make me puke and I just don't know what to do, I haven't been always like that >.< but this time it wasn't so bad, just before to bring up in the nice garden Fanny had given to me an apple candy, so after everybody has found that my vomit smelled like candies I don't know if it was real or if they just tried to be nice...
then I've returned to home and I've eaten vegetables in my bed, cooked by GF, yes, look:

don't you have pity for me

and now the cutest thing of the day, bad japanese kittens!
look again:


awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!
gosh. I need a cat

i've bump into walls tonight, and scream, a lot, and cry too, a little.

TODAY IT'S MY GIRLFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY!

who cares......................... fuck you, I'm happy!

I've bought hundreds of things at Muji, like empty flasks and bottles and recipients, she loves these kind of things. She puts a bear candy in it and she drowns it with a kind of liquid, like water, soda or whatever. Tthen she waits for days that the candy disappear in the liquid...I love my girl

that's so strange, the day of her birthday, it always happens something nice to me, and today is not the exception wish me good luck.

Oh you know how it is
Wake up feeling blue
And everything that could be wrong is
Including you
Black clouds and rain and rain in your head
And all you want to do is stay in bed
Buf if you do that youll be missing the world
Because it doest stop turning whatever you heard
If you do that youll be missing the world
You have to get up get out and get gone!

Yeah you know how it is
Wake up feeling green
Sick as a dog and six times as mean
You dont want to sing you dont want to play
You dont want to swing you dont want to sway
All you want to do is nothing
On a day like today

But if you do that youll be missing the world
Because it doest stop turning whatever you heard
If you do that youll be missing the world
You have to get up get out and get gone!
Yeah get up get out and get some fun
You have to get up get out and get gone!
Yeah get up get out and get gone!
Get up get out and get gone!
You have to get up get out and get living
Yeah this is really it...

So you know how it is
Wake up feeling grey
Nothing much to think and nothing much to say
Dont want to talk dont want to try
Dont want to think dont want to know
Who what where when or why...

Oh but you do that and yore missing the world
Yeah is happening right now whatever you heard
You do that and youre missing the world
You have to get up get out and get gone!
Yeah get up get out and have some fun
You have to get up get out and get gone!
Yeah get up get out and get it on
Get up get out and get gone!
You have to get up get out and get living
Yeah this is really it!

Gone! - The Cure.

sounds perfect for today

With Aurore we're going to take the tea with a friend this afternoon, so I'll make short breads

fear me! ahah

I've eat so many candies this evening. I'm such a sugar bag.

But I would like to be all thin, so I could see my bones
You know, the hips bones, I feel bad when I don't see them.

two of my fingers are turgid, because of the cold.

this is the end i guess

I went to Paris with my school monday and yesterday.
Fun, museums and shopping

I've bought many asiatic sweets, especially strawberry flavoured there's nothiing better than strawberry flavoured chocolate!! French sweets are so boring, asiatics ones are so cute!!! and americans and english too...

Next time that I'll return to Paris it will be to see a Kagerou's live and I'm so, so fucking happy, I can't wait to see Yuana.

Damn, I'm so material.

well, museums were great too.

ok, I've applied, I couldn't wait anymore
there's a folder with the pics...

my weekend is a bit boring,Aurore is visiting her familly so I'm alone. I should work! But i'm cold, the heatings don't work very well how do you draw with frozen fingers?

today we've found a TVfourniture in a mall trascan...the only thing that was missing is one of the castors, so we've bring it to our home it was heavy, gosh o.o but some people in the street helped us you can find everything in trashcans!!! Shops throw away so many things.

We're workiing on photoshop at school, I'll put some of my works in my pics page soon. I've made some illustrations with Visha, she's so damn beautiful

I love chinese food!!!!

Don't like sundays...

I'm a bit tired even if I haven't done half of all my work for school... oh, that's all their fault, especially the secretary,...I hate people who think they can't be wrong, so easy to blame the others...(that's why I do it too...)

My rats continue to eat their little house, what can I do? o.o ....They can't even go inside, in fact there's no *inside* anymore, I fell like a bad mistress.

ok, nothing more has happened for the last days, except I still don't have enough money for other things than food and school and it make me being jealous of Aurore, I suck so much sometimes.

Hardrave.jp

this radio is so funny, hardrave with japanese anime songs and sounds...