I finally have some time/I'm in the mood to update a bit. So, HAPPY NEW YEAR! How are your first days of 2011 going?
Mine aren't exactly what I was expecting! First the humanitarian trip to Niger that P_Mod and my boyfriend were supposed to do has been postponed due to the recent events in Niamey. They really wanted to go but all the french autorities asked them not to. And desobeing would mean no more help from them for all the upcoming projects so, let's wait... Decision was taken the week of the departure, everything was ready, pretty frustrating.
Sad news never come alone and a couple of other made last week a though one. Many thoughts to those who lost people they loved.
Then I got the flu. Still have it but can walk and eat without everything tasting like mouldy broccolis.
Now I'm taking the time to breath and to find a way out.
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On the 6th of January my new set Marilou went up in Member Review.

I'm so glad I finally did a set with Dwam. She's very dear to my heart and I hope she knows it ♥
This set is inspired by the song "Variations sur Marilou" by Serge Gainsbourg. I herited my love for Gainsbourg from my father and it was really important for me to make a set about him. This song comes from my favorite album from him, L'Homme A Tete de Chou.
This set was shot one day after Break Free! Talk about different moods...
Thank you so much for all the comments, a pleasure to read them everytime ! And yes, I'm hoping to see this set on the frontpage, a bit more than a year after Repandre la Lumiere, please ?
You should also take a look at Leopoldine's new set River Ghost, also by Dwam. It's pure magic :

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My top sets of 2010 :
until later,
Nya xx
before

after

( by Dwam )
What are your plans for New Years Eve? I have none for the moment but I'd like sweet kisses and good sex.
Are you ready for the holidays? I'm a bit late as usual. I'm making some handmade gifts for my friends and family (= my mother), that's one of my favorite things to do.
And for the first time ever I will be making a real Christmas meal! A vegan one. No dead animals needed to celebrate loving and sharing, thanks. I'm excited to play the perfect housewife and today I'm spending hours online looking for nice recipes.
In other news, remember the topic of one of my previous entries? Well, the departure is next week now but there still so many thing to think about that I barely realize how soon it is! We received some last minute help from a couple of sponsors and so many friends sent us money, I'm grateful and confident, they'll do great !
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Some recent self-shots :


(... is it me or my boobs look like they're bigger on the second picture ?)
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A new set shot by Dwam in MR on the 6th of January :

but don't forget Break Free and Nin, I still love them.
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And I finally made a little editing of what I captured in New-York last September :
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I'm blonde now. And a kitten to somes.
2011 is looking promising... news soon
Happy Holidays! xx
A one month trip, five people and surely many surprises and unforgettable events. Among these five people there will be my boyfriend and someone you certainly know around here : P_Mod ! I'm helping them as much as I can with all the details that need to be think about before such an adventure, I promote and try to raise funds for the audio-visual material and their plane ticket back to France. Even if I'm not leaving with them I'm so excited about this trip! We've been working on it for almost six months now and it's happening so soon !
If you feel like helping us you can send what you want/can via paypal : purdey@humanitart.com
et pour les français vous pouvez aussi aider via Ulule.com
The association's website (under construction... I need to move my ass^^) : humanitart.com
+ More informations in the PDF booklet here (not exactly up to date as you'll see... the team changed a couple of times )
In other news :

"Marilou" shot by Dwam, coming in MR someday in January !

Thank you for your comments on "Break Free" ! Thank you Dwam, thank you P-Mod for accepting to look at this magenta wallpaper for hours while editing the pictures^^

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I'm glad some of you found it funny and hm... not too hairy ![]()
Looking at my two last sets (three if you count Boxe Francaise) I realize they're probably not what the site is looking for anymore except on week-ends. Creative/weird sets is always what I've liked doing for SG, that what I came here for in the first place... and even if the site changes,what I like doing won't. So we'll see how this is going.
I'm happy darker/edgier/less loved sets go up on week-ends though! I hope these will get a bit of recognition soon :
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Thank you for your comments on my last entry! Writing all of this down already made me want to move my lazy ass a bit more... I'm working non-stop since I went home from my visit to Dwam and P_Mod last saturday ! Working on my projects, my well-being, my goals... good good.
Anyway. These two I've mentionned, they've been like angels with me! I'm always amazed by their kindness, every time I see them. I think I'll never get used to so much sweetness
Maybe you'ld be interested to know that we shot a lot and that you'll see the first result on monday! It starts like this :

hihi...
Another week of work and off to NYC ! I'll miss my kitten...


... but I'm soooo excited !
tumblr - flickr

I told you important things always happen to me in July, every year. This year was no exception even if on the outside nothing as really changed.
2010 has been... such a void. I'm feeling like I've been looking at my life through a Twitter account (I could probably find a better metaphor yes...). It's fast, it's cold, it never goes deeper than the first step or the first meaning and it's mostly virtual.
The wall at my place are still naked. Yet I have tons of drawings, posters and pictures here and tons of frames there... but none of them are the same size. Should I buy pictures that fit my frames or frames that fit my pictures? I'm wondering since february. This is how much I'm acting in my own life.
My cat is cute, I'm spending too much money, I've stopped listening to music when I'm travelling. Birds are gone, flowers are dying, blah blah blah...
Ok ok, I'm not very postivie, 2010 sucks but what happened in July? I can't say it out loud. I've put words on some weird shaped thoughts. Thoughts as thin and sticky as spider threads. It's really not that much appart from being devastating.
I have a bit more than four months to turn this year into a good one for me. I'll probably say this next year as well and my heart will probably be colder, too.



last pictures :



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