this is how I feel today:

(drawing by Yohitomo Nara)

~eyes are tired, mind is sleepy, hands are cold~

but this doesn't mean I'm totally depressed, I still happy to write here and to eat muesli (too much... )

those who are waiting a card from me: I'm writing!

here are the answers to akira069 & Kogii's questions

- how did you meet your girlfriend?
at high school, I saw her and immediatly fall in love and...in fact she did the same about me! and one day after many events we've finally been together...it was more than two years. fate, I tell you!
-what is your favorite part of your body and why?
my wrists because they are small
-what is your favorite part of your lover's body and why?
her blue eyes~ and her cute nose, and her little bottom, and ...everything!
-can you touch the tip of your nose with your tongue?
noooooooooo
-have you ever had a bf, and if so, what did you think?
never, so
-what other languages do you know?
not many, I know a few german and japanese
-do you have a favorite poem? what is it?
I still haven't found a poem I could really love, advices someone?
-what is your favorite story?
story?...hmmm, tale or from a book? I don't know, I like many stories...Alice in Wonderland of course and also Coin Lockers Baby from Murakami...I can't find an answer right now, sorry
-do you have a strange way of eating something? if so, please describe.
Lollllll, I must be the girl who eat thiings in the strangest way (or maybe not)! When I eat somethiing which got several ingredients I eat one ingredient after the other: salad, burgers, cakes...they always end in pieces before I eat them, even ravioli or pizzas. This seems to make laugh many of my friends but I know I savour my food more than them
-what do you wear to bed?
ahahh, it depends of who I am sleeping with and if it's cold outside or not, usually I just sleep with panties but I may sleep naked or on the contrary with large pajamas...

*why you would eat your poo-poo if you were a cat?
because "cat's poo" sounds nice no really I don't think I'ld try even if I was a cat but...who knows o.o maybe poopoo is good??
*when you finish school, what would you like to do as a job
I wish I'll be able to work in an agency some years and after with Aurore we'll open a little shop where we'll sell homemade things: from paintings to cakes, from clothes to candies...that's our biggest dream.
*if you had to live anywhere but france, where would you live?
In fact I really, REALLY wish I could live in England, especially London...I love england 1000000times more than France...I love Japan too but I know I couldn't live there because I would feel too much that I'm a stranger and well, I'll never speak a good japanese.
*have you ever put your pants on backwards?
Maybe to test
*do you think it's funny that yes in french sounds the same as urine (wee) in english...because my stepbrother really does! good grief!
well...I had never thought about that, now I'll never say "oui" anymore
*if you were a superhero, what colour would your cape be?
I think it would be black, and my outfit would be pink and black, I prefer when we notice the ooutfit before the cape, so, a discreet one is fine!

that's all for the questions...

this evening a german is coming to our home someone we don't even know...eheh. In fact auroreCHA's class as a workshop with students from a german school, for 10days. And the students are going to sleep at the french students house...I hope it will be a nice person I'm a bit stressed in fact o.o

Next week there's the SG gathering in Paris... I don't want to go there alone but Aurore won't be able to come with me, because of the german, so. Nevermind, I hope there will be another one soon and pictures of this one until that.

I so wish I could travel a little bit RIGHT NOW. Or even in some weeks...months...but I can't. I wish I was able to return to London, or to visit Scotland, or Suede...Japan
I'm fed up with France, even Paris isn't funny anymore o.o I don't know what's wrong with me...

do you know Punish Yourself? It's a kind of punk-dance-electro french band. I'm so in love with their music at the moment.

I *hug* every each of you!
see you.