Hey all.
Well Im old now haha

I also just moved into my awesome new apartment . Wish I had some pictures to show you ,but alase I do not
But its very sunny ,and good feeling
I hope every one had an amazing Christmas ,and new years .
I ended up kissing my friends girlfriend tehe ,and drinkning V8 to go hahahaha
. It was a great time ,mmmmm and I had home made chilly


Got my Suicide Girls Christmas present it was SO CUTE .I love it so thank you SG ...


Well I wish I had more to right about be I guess Im pretty boring he he he


Love you all to bits ,and congratulations to Chicksta for going live .

P.S I love you Bloo your ma sweet little potato BANANA This is for Hezza tehehe Merry Christmas ma lovely

Merry Christmas everyone .
ill be twenty the day right after he he he Im getting old .
Love you all xo

Well I just got back from shooting what Is to be hopfully my NEW SET .
I also did a couple other shoots to while I was in Halifax .
Hope you all like em .
Also got a new bitchen tattie haahaha ,Its actually the secon one my friends ever done ,and its awesome ,Its a
wee pumpkin
Its Corney ,But that was my moms like pet name for me growing up so I thought Id get it as a reminder of my
Moma.
Also looking forward to what I think mite be my first Multie .at long last ha ha ha



P.S I cant get my photos to go on the message bored for the new book can any one HELP

Had a wicked Halloween ....hope every one elts did to Steve P Chelsie and Julie C OMG its peete wents haha Me and the Samster Me and Keegan Courtney love PeeWee motherfuckers Flags Brittney and luke Flags and Gun

Hey well not to much to right .... going to Halifax to shoot my next set (fingers crossed) so wish me luck and hopfully it will be up in the next months or so

Well when to a party this week for my friend Sammies Mama Ciska shes ballin ...haha so enjoy the pictures ,theres one of me being beet up by my friend Joden ... If you new him youd know that thats pretty digrating heh heh heh JK Happy Birthday Ciska

All I wanted was a simple kind of life ...

well Best week of life . I just got a sweet ass new job working with all my friends ,the manager is a great drinkning bud of mine ,and a crazy friend whom i love .
The EX boy friend has movied out ,and I have my place all to ma self withc is just unbaleavably amazing ,and I have disided that the spare room will be my jam room / music room . Best part of that is all my food is mine and I dont hav etop worrie about shitty stoner sketch bags (no affence to stoners we all know who I mean ) coming and stealling my shit because theres no reason for them to be in my place hahaha.
I do have a crazy new crush ,and shes so sweet i think i could die ,and shes I dono shes pretty darn close to perfict Id say . So now with my very all mine place i can have her over an woo her hahaha .
My friends are back from Banf. They where away all summer so im so happy there back my friend Janelle is why partieing was invented ,and summer sucked with out them here ...So all ,and all tghings are going good as they should ,and am still working on the next Suicide Girls set that youve all been so pashently waiting for ,o and Datin cant wait to see you ,and the band XOXMa crazy awsome new Boss /friend
Ma crush (isnt she cute )and my friends janelle &Rachelle sexy ladies dont know how I lived with out them ... ROBOT

Well Still no news from my photographer about me Suicide Girls set , But i think its because hes so fucking bussy so its not his fault still ... It sorta sucks iv been waiting FOREVER to get another set up ,But there is good news I just got back from a wicked trip to Haifax Nova Scotia ,and had three amazing shoots with three great photographers . One of wich i have wanted to work with sence I started modeling ,and she did not dissapoint .I was so nervice but the photos turned out great ,and i cant wait to go up agen because Brian Larter who I also shot with up in good old Hailfax ,oferd his services in being my new Suicide Girls photographer ... so im supper exsited about that hes a great guy and dose awsome work im hoping to get a multi up to , But word around is that S,G dosent want any more multis wich i could be wrong but i dont think its true every one LOVES mutlis how couldnt you I mean ... COME ON ... any ways... still looking for a roomate and a job now ... I know Im practicly a hobo...But im hoping the that maybe just maybe there is a God or a Devil (wich ever) and they will let me find a job and a desent roomate in time for rent . Wich by the way im already late on ( erg ) nd sence this has been the most boring univentfull summer of my intire life Im hoping to get a last minut camping trip in ,So this summer wont be a tottal waist ...well im off for the night ... Enjoy the new photos I did in Haifax
-Byes xo

O P.S haha funny story I also happend to break my leg about 2 and some weeks ago and Iv just been walking around on it ... It was so bad at the first we dissided to document its liife so here are some Pictures Of was iv been calling My leg FUCK





Haha pretty awsome eh ? It got so much worse ,but no worries its alot better now

Now ... Photos by Brian L


Photos by Ka Martell (shes the one im crazy about heh heh shes amazing at what she dose )

Photos by SHE


Yeah body paint god thoughs photos where hard to do my leg was killing me ,and i was sick blah i felt like dieing

Last but not least a sample of some shit I did for this sweet clothing company in Halifax called ZBQ .Photo by Evil Tony alrighty well nighty night SG ers Robot head heh heh

Well its been an odd week so far ,I have a new roomate already ,and as i suspected the people that have nothing better to do with there days have been saying all the misconstrued info that they heir to my new roomate saying im a spoild rich girl that gets her mom to pay for everything .. which is funny because my family is now poverty line and lives in a wee condo in a poor part of a little town ,and my mom dosnt even have a job ... So yeah shes definatly paying for all my shit . That s that problem with were i live people are so bored with there oun existenceses that they have to pretend like they are part of mine ... Now dont get me wrong Im ever so flaterd that im there sourse of entertainment ,But really like most of theyes peopleare at least 18 19 years old eather move on with your lives find reall friends and some sort of happieness ,or just kill your selvies already get it over with so the rest of us who are trying to live are lives can be happy and not have to worrie about nosie little shit bricks fucking things up for us becouse there pathetic bored and lonly .... also My sorta Boyfriend .I know how can he be a sort of boyfriend well this is how he has cheeted on me .I have cheeted on him ,But he has lied to me stolen my money food and even close he has hit me screamed at me and has been an all around rude little bastard to my friends and well any one elts he can be a dick too .. but yet he has no idea how to take care of himself there for I do it for him I love him for the person he can be and will be some day , but for right now its just to much for me to handle i have my oun shit to worrie about ,but i just cant let him be on his oun he can survive but just surviving is never any fun or helthy he has to be able to have a rewording life in some way to become the person i know he can be and i just hope somthing spectaculare happens soon to make him realize theres somthing horribly wrong right now .(boyfriend/Ryan Wishart)

O and to make things wors I missed Evolve (me at Evolve last year ) it was a good tme but I would have been tenting right next To the Ex boyfriend and his new Girls friend haha iI would have found it funny but he probobly would have hated me for it in some way just for going .. o wells I just hope summer gets better or october comes soon