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JULY 28, 2008 @ 08:20 PM

Well its been an odd week so far ,I have a new roomate already ,and as i suspected the people that have nothing better to do with there days have been saying all the misconstrued info that they heir to my new roomate saying im a spoild rich girl that gets her mom to pay for everything .. which is funny because my family is now poverty line and lives in a wee condo in a poor part of a little town ,and my mom dosnt even have a job ... So yeah shes definatly paying for all my shit . That s that problem with were i live people are so bored with there oun existenceses that they have to pretend like they are part of mine ... Now dont get me wrong Im ever so flaterd that im there sourse of entertainment ,But really like most of theyes peopleare at least 18 19 years old eather move on with your lives find reall friends and some sort of happieness ,or just kill your selvies already get it over with so the rest of us who are trying to live are lives can be happy and not have to worrie about nosie little shit bricks fucking things up for us becouse there pathetic bored and lonly .... also My sorta Boyfriend .I know how can he be a sort of boyfriend well this is how he has cheeted on me .I have cheeted on him ,But he has lied to me stolen my money food and even close he has hit me screamed at me and has been an all around rude little bastard to my friends and well any one elts he can be a dick too .. but yet he has no idea how to take care of himself there for I do it for him I love him for the person he can be and will be some day , but for right now its just to much for me to handle i have my oun shit to worrie about ,but i just cant let him be on his oun he can survive but just surviving is never any fun or helthy he has to be able to have a rewording life in some way to become the person i know he can be and i just hope somthing spectaculare happens soon to make him realize theres somthing horribly wrong right now .

(boyfriend/Ryan Wishart)

O and to make things wors I missed Evolve

(me at Evolve last year ) it was a good tme but I would have been tenting right next To the Ex boyfriend and his new Girls friend haha iI would have found it funny but he probobly would have hated me for it in some way just for going .. o wells I just hope summer gets better or october comes soon

Tinker

SUICIDEGIRL

Nova Scotia, Canada

JUL 29, 2008 08:44 AM

i couldnt go to evolve either makes me sad

Tinker

SUICIDEGIRL

Nova Scotia, Canada

JUL 29, 2008 01:52 PM

she uses waynes stuff but i can shoot it maybe???

Pumpkin

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

JUL 29, 2008 09:57 PM

Yeah I know it's hard sometimes when you love someone... But if you believe he has the potential to get better, then yes, I'd suggest for you to stay with him. At least for a moment. I know I had very very hard times with my boyfriend once, and he really was an asshole to me, although he's never stolen from me. But by sticking with him, I guess I helped him to hold on, (as you said surviving isn't always just what you need) and it gave him additional forces to be able to work on his problems. He tells me really often he wouldn't have made it without me sticking around. That if I had left him, he probably would've moved on to another girl and be the same jerk as he was with me, and on, and on, without learning.... He probably needs someone he knows he can count on, and just doesn't understand yet the chance he has to have you...

But that's of course if you think he's worth all these efforts. Cause it IS exhausting. It is very demanding and hard on the mind... but seriously, I believe that any relationship that's worth living can't be easy. It's hard work, and you have to be ready for that if you want commitment. But.... do you want commitment?

I'm there analyzing the situation when I know nothing of you or your current situation, except that paragraph you wrote... so you can think about that, but of course, don't take my psychobabble too seriously!

Pumpkin

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

JUL 31, 2008 07:48 PM

Glad I could help

TattooedTeddy

Troy, NY

April 2005

AUG 03, 2008 07:23 PM

Pumpkin's advice is true and from the heart. Stay strong, and be true to yourself. I hope things get better. Take Care.

talamia

South Africa

July 2008

AUG 07, 2008 09:10 AM

You are just so adorable!!!

TwistedAngel

United Kingdom

December 2007

AUG 09, 2008 05:53 PM

this is so none of my business. in fact stop reading now.

if you are still reading, if your boyfriend screams at you, steals from you, cheats on you and hits you (its that last one that really gets me), then he is a shit and does not deserve any girlfriend. while pumpkin's opinion and comment is valid, i cant help feeling its biased because her investment payed off. but its a gamble that can turn out either way. i dont think anyone deserves anything they dont work for, especially when they dont value what they already have. do you really know the person he can be? or just the person youd like to mould him into?

Noel

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

AUG 13, 2008 07:28 PM

yeah but i sream too its just a bad spot were in right now but i think im going to take the advice of ma lady pumpkin

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