IPOD
RADIO
PICS
Touch me or don't
Just let me know
Where you've been
Blah.blah.blah set in member review, I think it's my best solo so far (I have removed one from the site), maybe that isn't saying much to you but hell, I enjoyed myself. Like I said on my previous blog, I think it's worth at least a scan through the thumbnails.
We burn
As we fade
Hub to hotlight
And my body still aches
Today was interesting. So far I have discussed how Plato was a bastard and a mysoginist (sp? I am aware I can't spell) in my class on sexuality. It's a sort of feminist theory ish class on how women are treated in literature from ancient greece up until Stonewall. I've never taken a class like this one before and it's got me thoroughly hooked. It's interesting to see the satirical humour in Ancient Greek texts, and next week we're studing the witch hunts.
"What makes you think she's a witch?"
"She turned me into a newt!"
(pause)
"A newt?"
(long pause)
"I got better....."
Excitement.
One. I love you so much
Do me a favour baby, don't reply
Cause I can dish it out
But I can't take it
In other news I met Liv for lunch and general conversation because I was lame and never met her while we lived in the same city. I think I fell in love. She's so adorable and she let me be so lazy, we spoke english. I will visit her in Madrid soon.
So this is what you call
Another endless night
So tired of believing
If this is wrong or right
I think this cause is lost
I wish that I could sleep
Then I came home. Tonight my flatmate's boyfriend tried to set her on fire. In the physical sense, not sexual. That's love for you.
Just let me know
Where you've been
Blah.blah.blah set in member review, I think it's my best solo so far (I have removed one from the site), maybe that isn't saying much to you but hell, I enjoyed myself. Like I said on my previous blog, I think it's worth at least a scan through the thumbnails.
We burn
As we fade
Hub to hotlight
And my body still aches
Today was interesting. So far I have discussed how Plato was a bastard and a mysoginist (sp? I am aware I can't spell) in my class on sexuality. It's a sort of feminist theory ish class on how women are treated in literature from ancient greece up until Stonewall. I've never taken a class like this one before and it's got me thoroughly hooked. It's interesting to see the satirical humour in Ancient Greek texts, and next week we're studing the witch hunts.
"What makes you think she's a witch?"
"She turned me into a newt!"
(pause)
"A newt?"
(long pause)
"I got better....."
Excitement.
One. I love you so much
Do me a favour baby, don't reply
Cause I can dish it out
But I can't take it
In other news I met Liv for lunch and general conversation because I was lame and never met her while we lived in the same city. I think I fell in love. She's so adorable and she let me be so lazy, we spoke english. I will visit her in Madrid soon.
So this is what you call
Another endless night
So tired of believing
If this is wrong or right
I think this cause is lost
I wish that I could sleep
Then I came home. Tonight my flatmate's boyfriend tried to set her on fire. In the physical sense, not sexual. That's love for you.
When tonight is over
Yesterday is all we got
I hope you made it count
Hello, strange mood. Lack of time outdoors. Maybe. Or maybe just the amount of signs that winter is setting in. Or even the lack of adjustment between here and Spain where the summer seemed to last until at least mid November. At least my main consolation is that since it is now October it will be raining in Valencia. Please, valencian people, do not disabuse me of this notion.
You've gotta push yourself today
Don't just drink and dream
So, on a saturday night the normal student should be out drinking away a hangover and spending the rest of the night trying to get more drunk than the last? Right? My saturday night has consisted of: Seance Courte work, making up a new version of Korma involving no dairy and lacking in the correct spices and a surprise visit from my best friend leading to the watching of Kiss Kiss Bang Bang and her help in figuring out my Oral topics for Spanish.
Tomorrow's not that certain
Yes. My life does just consist of schoolwork at the moment. I'm actually quite enjoying it because it means all the other shitty little niggles can't get through and I'm busy so I can't berate myself about lack of movement towards my final goal. I do feel like I need a freaking calender though, geez. I keep making a shit load of plans and then forgetting all about them, plus it would remind me about the freaking homework I have to do and for when. I have a class involving Plato on monday and I have to do reading for it, I only remembered because my housemate's boyfriend takes the same class and asked me if I'd found the book. What is with my brain, usually I'm so memory efficient. Time to stop the drinking again methinks.
I almost feel sorry for what I'm gonna do
And your hair smells of smoke
Who will cast
The first stone
You can't sit or spend the night all alone
On to the bit you guys love most, right? The self promotion. So, in a couple of hours I have a set go up in member review. I know, I know. Twice in a fucking month, you're bored of seeing me naked right. Well, I had a ton of fun shooting it and Akemi is pretty awesome so I think it's worth at least looking through the thumbnails.
A bit of background. The lyrics are from a song by Brand New and originally the shoot was supposed to based on a video by that band, but for a different song. Things just..didn't quite work out the way we planned so we couldn't do what I wanted to. I still really want to shoot the other idea but it just involves a lot of orgnising and coordinating. Some other time. Anyhow, the bar is called Trash Palace, it's in Chinatown on the edge of Soho. Uh, yeah. Back to the lyrics. They sort of fit with my version of a night out drinking. Say what you will, I'm not always a nice person. And I know the last picture is repeated, I couldnt figure out how to delete just one picture, maybe I'm an idiot. Please enjoy and let me and Akemi know if you like it.
Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these
So I sat alone and waited out the night
The best part of what just happened was the part I must have missed
Someone keeps deleting my interesting set tags. Obviously Izzard humor is lost on tag people.
Yesterday is all we got
I hope you made it count
Hello, strange mood. Lack of time outdoors. Maybe. Or maybe just the amount of signs that winter is setting in. Or even the lack of adjustment between here and Spain where the summer seemed to last until at least mid November. At least my main consolation is that since it is now October it will be raining in Valencia. Please, valencian people, do not disabuse me of this notion.
You've gotta push yourself today
Don't just drink and dream
So, on a saturday night the normal student should be out drinking away a hangover and spending the rest of the night trying to get more drunk than the last? Right? My saturday night has consisted of: Seance Courte work, making up a new version of Korma involving no dairy and lacking in the correct spices and a surprise visit from my best friend leading to the watching of Kiss Kiss Bang Bang and her help in figuring out my Oral topics for Spanish.
Tomorrow's not that certain
Yes. My life does just consist of schoolwork at the moment. I'm actually quite enjoying it because it means all the other shitty little niggles can't get through and I'm busy so I can't berate myself about lack of movement towards my final goal. I do feel like I need a freaking calender though, geez. I keep making a shit load of plans and then forgetting all about them, plus it would remind me about the freaking homework I have to do and for when. I have a class involving Plato on monday and I have to do reading for it, I only remembered because my housemate's boyfriend takes the same class and asked me if I'd found the book. What is with my brain, usually I'm so memory efficient. Time to stop the drinking again methinks.
I almost feel sorry for what I'm gonna do
And your hair smells of smoke
Who will cast
The first stone
You can't sit or spend the night all alone
On to the bit you guys love most, right? The self promotion. So, in a couple of hours I have a set go up in member review. I know, I know. Twice in a fucking month, you're bored of seeing me naked right. Well, I had a ton of fun shooting it and Akemi is pretty awesome so I think it's worth at least looking through the thumbnails.
A bit of background. The lyrics are from a song by Brand New and originally the shoot was supposed to based on a video by that band, but for a different song. Things just..didn't quite work out the way we planned so we couldn't do what I wanted to. I still really want to shoot the other idea but it just involves a lot of orgnising and coordinating. Some other time. Anyhow, the bar is called Trash Palace, it's in Chinatown on the edge of Soho. Uh, yeah. Back to the lyrics. They sort of fit with my version of a night out drinking. Say what you will, I'm not always a nice person. And I know the last picture is repeated, I couldnt figure out how to delete just one picture, maybe I'm an idiot. Please enjoy and let me and Akemi know if you like it.
Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these
So I sat alone and waited out the night
The best part of what just happened was the part I must have missed
Someone keeps deleting my interesting set tags. Obviously Izzard humor is lost on tag people.
Don't you just love
The feeling of my fingertips
Circling your lips
Oh so tired. The convention weekend was awesome and there are a huge amount of photos following. I finally met a lot of the UK girls and had a really good night out both saturday with everyone and last night with miss Disco (though I think that she may be feeling a little the worse for wear now since she is currently sleeping on my bed). One particular quote that stands out is "He just told me he had a huge italian sausage in his pants". I met my future husband, according to him. Me and Disco had an interesting walk home, and class thismorning was a little...uh....difficult.
Come and I'll take you under
This beautiful bruises colours
Everything fades in time it's true
No new tattoos but I did find an artist from madrid that does cute little characters that I am in love with. I may have to take a trip to madrid.
Okay, I am too tired to be writing now...pictures
The feeling of my fingertips
Circling your lips
Oh so tired. The convention weekend was awesome and there are a huge amount of photos following. I finally met a lot of the UK girls and had a really good night out both saturday with everyone and last night with miss Disco (though I think that she may be feeling a little the worse for wear now since she is currently sleeping on my bed). One particular quote that stands out is "He just told me he had a huge italian sausage in his pants". I met my future husband, according to him. Me and Disco had an interesting walk home, and class thismorning was a little...uh....difficult.
Come and I'll take you under
This beautiful bruises colours
Everything fades in time it's true
No new tattoos but I did find an artist from madrid that does cute little characters that I am in love with. I may have to take a trip to madrid.
Okay, I am too tired to be writing now...pictures
As you can see, my usual freakishly large grin was in place...
I hope this feeling
Never goes away
Update. Update. Update.
Real update. One week down almost, yes that's right, one week and it's only tuesday. Why? I hear you cry...(Look, I'm fooling myself and pretending you care about my life...just let me keep my little fantasies) Well...my timetable is finally sorted and I have: 2 hours monday, 8 hours tuesday, 2 hours thursday.
My clases are good so far, I already have a ton of work though which isnt quite so good, I think I now know how this semester is going to go. It looks a bit like this: work, work, work, work, possible work experience, weekends are busy seeing family/friends/having a bit of a life plus any more work.
What's the furthest place from here?
It hasn't been my day for a couple years.
What's a couple more?
BUT the most EXCITING thing that has happened recently is that I met and shot a set with Akemi who managed to have me laughing almost the whole way through and pulling stupid faces at her. I really enjoyed myself, she's awesome.
The set goes up October 5th at some hideous time in the morning...I don't expect you to be up...but just so you know, this is how it goes.
We shot at a Lesbian bar called Trash Palace in Soho/China Town. Very accomodating staff and actually lovely bar in general. They're re-doing their sister bar Ghetto soon as well so that should be cool.
What's the closest you can come to an almost total wreck and still walk away,
All limbs intact?
Last night I went to Kingston to see Clio, I hadn't seen that girl in a year and so it was quite a catch up, I miss her like crazy most of the time and cannot believe how long we've known each other...coming on 6 years now...I never manage to get any pictures of us though because I'm lame about taking cameras with me...
And up here I'm making you aware
That if you don't like me, well, I don't care.
I'll be exactly who I am and if you got a problem with me,
Well that's your problem
Guess what? Picture time...
Never goes away
Update. Update. Update.
Real update. One week down almost, yes that's right, one week and it's only tuesday. Why? I hear you cry...(Look, I'm fooling myself and pretending you care about my life...just let me keep my little fantasies) Well...my timetable is finally sorted and I have: 2 hours monday, 8 hours tuesday, 2 hours thursday.
My clases are good so far, I already have a ton of work though which isnt quite so good, I think I now know how this semester is going to go. It looks a bit like this: work, work, work, work, possible work experience, weekends are busy seeing family/friends/having a bit of a life plus any more work.
What's the furthest place from here?
It hasn't been my day for a couple years.
What's a couple more?
BUT the most EXCITING thing that has happened recently is that I met and shot a set with Akemi who managed to have me laughing almost the whole way through and pulling stupid faces at her. I really enjoyed myself, she's awesome.
The set goes up October 5th at some hideous time in the morning...I don't expect you to be up...but just so you know, this is how it goes.
We shot at a Lesbian bar called Trash Palace in Soho/China Town. Very accomodating staff and actually lovely bar in general. They're re-doing their sister bar Ghetto soon as well so that should be cool.
What's the closest you can come to an almost total wreck and still walk away,
All limbs intact?
Last night I went to Kingston to see Clio, I hadn't seen that girl in a year and so it was quite a catch up, I miss her like crazy most of the time and cannot believe how long we've known each other...coming on 6 years now...I never manage to get any pictures of us though because I'm lame about taking cameras with me...
And up here I'm making you aware
That if you don't like me, well, I don't care.
I'll be exactly who I am and if you got a problem with me,
Well that's your problem
Guess what? Picture time...
And though they say it's possible
To me, I don't see how it's probable
I see the course we're on spinning farther from what I know
I'll hold on
News. News. News...I passed my french exam...the one I went back to Spain for. So, that's pretty amazing. And this is pretty understated considering I was literally jumping round the house when I found out.
I'm officially back in London. My courses are...well I know what I'm doing, but they re-timetabled some things meaning I now have a clash. But it means I may well be doing a course on feminism in Spanish Literature which sounds interesting. Thursday will tell I guess.
And if you're looking to me for salvation I'm fresh out
And if you're wanting to vent your frustration
What about when I look at you
I don't see what I used to see
If I want a better life I'm sorry
Forgive me
You're angry
You should be
I'm happy
I've just spend 3 days with my best friend, today is moving in day for all final year students in halls, bring on the last year of university.
And, keep your eyes peeled on the front page this evening/tomorrow morning...
To me, I don't see how it's probable
I see the course we're on spinning farther from what I know
I'll hold on
News. News. News...I passed my french exam...the one I went back to Spain for. So, that's pretty amazing. And this is pretty understated considering I was literally jumping round the house when I found out.
I'm officially back in London. My courses are...well I know what I'm doing, but they re-timetabled some things meaning I now have a clash. But it means I may well be doing a course on feminism in Spanish Literature which sounds interesting. Thursday will tell I guess.
And if you're looking to me for salvation I'm fresh out
And if you're wanting to vent your frustration
What about when I look at you
I don't see what I used to see
If I want a better life I'm sorry
Forgive me
You're angry
You should be
I'm happy
I've just spend 3 days with my best friend, today is moving in day for all final year students in halls, bring on the last year of university.
And, keep your eyes peeled on the front page this evening/tomorrow morning...
I'm done with nights of holding myself back from trying to kiss you
But in the end I know that everything I'm saying somehow changed your mind
First off, apologies to everyone I have let down this week, and those people I will let down at the weekend. I got a chest infection while I was in Spain probably due to lack of actual rest and relaxation this summer and so I have been sleeping off everything...BUT it meant I didnt get to London this week as planned, so I still have a bunch of stuff to sort out..my best friend in the whole world is back from France finally and I need to see her since it has been a very long time..and argh...So..this weekend I am practicing being a recluse in London and getting all my shit sorted before my flatmates come back.
Although there is a chance I may venture out of my house on saturday afternoon to go to this.
This girl I know needs some shelter
She don't believe anyone can help her
She's doing so much harm, doing so much damage
But you don't want to get involved
You tell her she can manage
And you can't change the way she feels
But you could put your arms around her
I know you want to live yourself
But could you forgive yourself
If you left her
Just the way you found her
In other news, England is turning into a flood plane once more, people tell me the credit crunch may be on its way out (like last years fashions?) and I'm wondering when little 13 year old scene kids will stop staring at me with intense dislike...sure, I don't look spectacularly alternative and I do pretty much only wear black, but I am not scary...
I bet, I bet...Forget your legs around my hips, forget your hands pressed on my back, forget the letters that I kept, this is another I won't send.
SGUK is doing a members FAQ, it got me to thinking how people never ask questions, bar the tons of emails I got asking if me and Shaine are a couple. For the record, I think she's one of the most beautiful girls I have ever met, inside and out, but she has a wonderful boyfriend and I'm happy to count myself her friend.
But in the end I know that everything I'm saying somehow changed your mind
First off, apologies to everyone I have let down this week, and those people I will let down at the weekend. I got a chest infection while I was in Spain probably due to lack of actual rest and relaxation this summer and so I have been sleeping off everything...BUT it meant I didnt get to London this week as planned, so I still have a bunch of stuff to sort out..my best friend in the whole world is back from France finally and I need to see her since it has been a very long time..and argh...So..this weekend I am practicing being a recluse in London and getting all my shit sorted before my flatmates come back.
Although there is a chance I may venture out of my house on saturday afternoon to go to this.
This girl I know needs some shelter
She don't believe anyone can help her
She's doing so much harm, doing so much damage
But you don't want to get involved
You tell her she can manage
And you can't change the way she feels
But you could put your arms around her
I know you want to live yourself
But could you forgive yourself
If you left her
Just the way you found her
In other news, England is turning into a flood plane once more, people tell me the credit crunch may be on its way out (like last years fashions?) and I'm wondering when little 13 year old scene kids will stop staring at me with intense dislike...sure, I don't look spectacularly alternative and I do pretty much only wear black, but I am not scary...
I bet, I bet...Forget your legs around my hips, forget your hands pressed on my back, forget the letters that I kept, this is another I won't send.
SGUK is doing a members FAQ, it got me to thinking how people never ask questions, bar the tons of emails I got asking if me and Shaine are a couple. For the record, I think she's one of the most beautiful girls I have ever met, inside and out, but she has a wonderful boyfriend and I'm happy to count myself her friend.
Sometime's the world's so small, you need some shelter..
And lastly, of course..if anyone hasn't looked at my multi yet (or wants to oogle again) please feel free, it is here --> Baby Said
Baby Said <-- Clicky Click.You know I hate to bug and I'm sure the makority of people that read my blogs have already commented or not at their discretion, but I really really love this set and I don't want it to rot in member review forever 
Shazzy did such a good job...
On another note, for my wonderful SGUK friends OMGZZZ!!111!1!11Iz nekkid11!1!!1go comment PLZ!!1!
I thought you might appreciate the irony.
Thank you for, leaving me with something more, than I'm seeing in your eyes, the reason I need something pure
Spain is VERY hot right now, temperatures hit the very high 30's or low 40's and stayed that way until about 5am when it suddenly gets cool for around 3 hours...and by cool I mean about 24 or 25 degrees. This is in Celcius. The exam was, well...I'm unsure, I feel more confident than before, but still not confident that it was enough. Still we shall just see when the results come around. It's one thing after another with university at the moment though. I have just been informed that I'm not on my first choice of modules, but I havent yet been informed exactly WHAT modules I'm on, despite being one of the first to hand in my course choices. Sometimes I hate bueracracy. (And I'm aware my spelling is terrible).
Someone please disconnect my voice...
So now all I have left to do is sort out things to shoot a new set with the beautiful Akemi and work on my CV. If anyone can give me advice on CV's and cover letters with a view to getting internships and work experience, specifically in the music business, but also in general, I would be most appreciative. I hope to see the majority of you at the London Tattoo Convention if not before. Aw, and I'm sad because I can start my side piece until january. But the dude is good SO...it'll be worth it.
All your highest expectations are also waiting for your eyes to bleed and now you're almost to the point where you're not going to back down
Ugh. This is so disjointed and doesn't explain anything about anything except those things that are current. You don't want to hear my diary, just things that are real and interesting. Soon I hope something will inspire me to write something engaging. Until then please go and listen to Heart Pharmacy if you like acoustic things.
Shazzy did such a good job...On another note, for my wonderful SGUK friends OMGZZZ!!111!1!11Iz nekkid11!1!!1go comment PLZ!!1!
I thought you might appreciate the irony.Thank you for, leaving me with something more, than I'm seeing in your eyes, the reason I need something pure
Spain is VERY hot right now, temperatures hit the very high 30's or low 40's and stayed that way until about 5am when it suddenly gets cool for around 3 hours...and by cool I mean about 24 or 25 degrees. This is in Celcius. The exam was, well...I'm unsure, I feel more confident than before, but still not confident that it was enough. Still we shall just see when the results come around. It's one thing after another with university at the moment though. I have just been informed that I'm not on my first choice of modules, but I havent yet been informed exactly WHAT modules I'm on, despite being one of the first to hand in my course choices. Sometimes I hate bueracracy. (And I'm aware my spelling is terrible).
Someone please disconnect my voice...
So now all I have left to do is sort out things to shoot a new set with the beautiful Akemi and work on my CV. If anyone can give me advice on CV's and cover letters with a view to getting internships and work experience, specifically in the music business, but also in general, I would be most appreciative. I hope to see the majority of you at the London Tattoo Convention if not before. Aw, and I'm sad because I can start my side piece until january. But the dude is good SO...it'll be worth it.
All your highest expectations are also waiting for your eyes to bleed and now you're almost to the point where you're not going to back down
Ugh. This is so disjointed and doesn't explain anything about anything except those things that are current. You don't want to hear my diary, just things that are real and interesting. Soon I hope something will inspire me to write something engaging. Until then please go and listen to Heart Pharmacy if you like acoustic things.
Member review: http://suicidegirls.com/members/Nikhita/albums/site/8799/ please go and look at it, you have no idea how much i love this girl 
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
Roxette are amazing....being in a car since 10 am thismorning with only 4 hours sleep however is not. Ugh. I HATE london traffic.
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
Roxette are amazing....being in a car since 10 am thismorning with only 4 hours sleep however is not. Ugh. I HATE london traffic.
It's not about your makeup
Or how you try to shape up
To these tiresome paper dreams
I have been duly chastened this evening by my canadian lover for not promoting her beauty enough, what can I say, I'm selfish. Seriously though, I beyond adore this girl, she's been super nice to me ever since I "met" her on here and then to top it off she invited me to her country and let me play with her boobs.
You seem so out of context...
Anyhow, our set goes up in around 14 hours, in to member review obviously, and I would appreciate it (as would Shaine) if you would go and look at it. Uh, I can't post you a link because there isnt one, and in 14 hours I will be on a motorway somewhere between bristol and london (yes...I'm driving up to london for a few hours to help my flatmate move things around...therefore I am clinically insane as I will be spending the day fighting london traffic only to drive back to bristol the same day). A picture to entice you to look...
That's actually an outtake...
and one from the set:
Nada de esto fue un error
Exam tuesday, to little revision has been done. I'm half hoping my flight gets cancelled.
Edit: Go visit Shaine for some lolcat fun. Oh yes.
Or how you try to shape up
To these tiresome paper dreams
I have been duly chastened this evening by my canadian lover for not promoting her beauty enough, what can I say, I'm selfish. Seriously though, I beyond adore this girl, she's been super nice to me ever since I "met" her on here and then to top it off she invited me to her country and let me play with her boobs.
You seem so out of context...
Anyhow, our set goes up in around 14 hours, in to member review obviously, and I would appreciate it (as would Shaine) if you would go and look at it. Uh, I can't post you a link because there isnt one, and in 14 hours I will be on a motorway somewhere between bristol and london (yes...I'm driving up to london for a few hours to help my flatmate move things around...therefore I am clinically insane as I will be spending the day fighting london traffic only to drive back to bristol the same day). A picture to entice you to look...
That's actually an outtake...
and one from the set:
Nada de esto fue un error
Exam tuesday, to little revision has been done. I'm half hoping my flight gets cancelled.
Edit: Go visit Shaine for some lolcat fun. Oh yes.
