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So far removed from all we went through
My life is getting packed into little boxes again, I think I'm living in a constant state of transition which is slightly unsettling for someone who is normally only happy when settled. Still, I've been back almost a week and haven't yet adjusted to being here. I feel like a visitor and can't quite get into the swing of things, my brain is rejecting the thought of french grammar though I know I need to study, and I in general am putting off those things I should do in favour of dancing round the house in my underwear and high heels. Such is the freedom from living with boys.
There are some things I love, namely seeing my family, being looked after and fussed over (to an extent), and renewing friendships with people I thought had disappeared from my life...It scares me that people are growing up, getting married and starting families..I still feel so young, too young for that at any rate.
My odds are stacked and I go back to black
Then, I miss the freedom of late nights or early mornings, the calmness of nights on the beach, the lack of someone worrying where you are or where you are going at 3am...I've never been an insomniac but sometimes walking late at night helps me clear my head more than any other time.
I've been wandering round like a shadow today, not really thinking about what I need to move tomorrow but more about how to put this year into words. The bad parts are already disappearing though my writing has saved the worst parts as a reminder. I don't know why I force myself to remember bad things, maybe to keep a stronger grip on how reality works.
Instead of words I came up with albums, so here we go..this is what has been keeping me company over the past 11 months;
1. Brand New - The Devil and God...
2. Pink Floyd - A Momentary Lapse of Reason
3. Story of the Year - Page Avenue
4. Missy Higgins - The Sound Of White
5. Do Me Bad Things - YES!
7. Speak Low - I'm Gonna Groove Ya
8. Alexisonfire - Crisis
9. The Used - Lies for the Liars
10. Jimmy Eat World - Chase This Light
11. Thrice - The Artist in the Ambulance
12. Los Enanitos Verdes - Various
13. The Academy Is... - Almost Here
Along with various spanish artists, The Kooks and Amy Winehouse...MGMT and Scary Kids Scaring Kids...
There...my boring journal entry. I move in tomorrow so I will be around in London this weekend and will try to make it to a meet.
JUL 25, 2008 03:48 PM
Two journals in a week? You are spoiling us, miss.
I always say that it seems so much easier to remember the bad bits than the good bits. But generally that's a good sign because it means that the bad bits are the exception. Rather than the rule. They stand out more. It's an indication that a life is heading in the right direction, and that you are collecting all the coins along the way (or rings if you play Sonic). 
I mighta know that Brand New would be no. 1 in that list.
See you soon. 
JUL 25, 2008 10:15 PM
I also feel too young to take those kinds of steps... Marriage? Maybe to an extent, maybe just moving in together... Kids? Never been in my plans... But I see so many friends just taking a leap and going for it it makes me wonder if I'm alone inthose feelings, I guess not, huh? I'm gla dyou're home babe! Muchos besos! 
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