Few facts about me. Useless, I know but I am bored.



1. I love citrus fruits, including nectarine so from that comes name Nekta.

2. I am an attention whore. Why else u would think I have a need to be naked on net,, along with many other things I do.

3. I hate Japan. And I could write a book about the reasons why.

4. A year ago in Maastricht, Holland I did spend the worst night of my whole life.
We stayed in one antique hotel which was surely amazing beautiful but the things what happened to me and my gf during the first night, were so terrible and scary that we run out of the hotel at 4am in deep panic and fear. After checking out of the hotel few hours later, we told to the owner that something terrible happened in our room during the night and first thing the owner asked, was that which room did you stay. So she knows something.


5. I am the most selective and picky person you can ever find.

6. I am phobic about sea. Well, not the sea itself but fishes and all in it.. That’s why you cannot never ever see me anywhere near the sea. I rather kill myself.


7. If I translate my real name from Spanish to English, it means Cute Gay.
And I am gay.
Funny coincidence. Thanks mum.

8. I am not good with dealing problems. If there is any problem with any aspect of my life, I just erase it from my mind and continue acting like everything is perfectly fine.

9. I have serious addiction for this fruit. I know the name is called something like gran�ppel in Sweden but I have absolutely no idea about the English name..

Sadly, here in Sweden it costs around 9USD /one gran�ppel. Ridiculous.

10. I like to manipulate people. And I am good with that.

11. I am seriously crushing on the singer of Crystal Castles. I dont care about their music but she is just so freaking hot.
Look the video clip to see what I am talking about. Look around 2:50


12. This commercial is purely made about me. Always makes me smile.
And surely does the neighbors of mine smile when they pass my door and hear me doing the same all days long, listening my ipod and singing along. Well, ok, shouting along.
Make sure to watch the end of the clip, with voices on.

Daily pics again.



Ok. yesterday happened something what shouldn't have.
We were having a lunch in one restaurant with my friends and we were talking about unfaithfulness in relationships. 2 of my friends (girls) from this group are married already. And both of them have been unfaithful.
One point we were laughing and joking really loudly about this topic on our table and these two who are married, started to joke about each others and their affairs.

Bit later after this, we did realize that one of the girl who is married, her husband's colleagues from work were sitting on the table right next from ours and for sure they had heard every single word we were talking.
Wooopsie!



Few days ago I saw Bolt.
Easily the best movie in ages! It's so funny.

I was bored so took some new photos, with a wig. I am so much dying for a long hair like this,, but no can do. Have to stick with my short one.



I have always loved Alfons Mucha's work deeply.
So i tough to take my love for his work to next level and actually tattoo one of his pieces into me. Either whole sleeve for my right hand, which is still free, or then "half sleeve" for my thigh, from knee to tummy.

I have been thinking these pics:




This one is my ultimate favorite from his work,, but sadly it surely wouldn't look good on skin. Too complicated to do and all.

Yesterday was my birthday.





Was a hella busy day, first we had a flight back to Gothenburg and arrived to home around 10pm and immediately needed to put myself ready for evening and go to bar to celebrate my bday with friends. Didn't even have time to unpack my luggage or anything.
But had great time! Now i am full 22. Woohoo!


Trip to Paris-Prague-Budapest was amazing!
Paris was as lovely as it always is,, loved it.
Prague was terrible! Srly. Hated the whole city, was so scared there all the time. Felt to unsafe there every second.
Budapest was beyond expectations, it was so beautiful and all the possible ways just perfect. Planning to go back there in few months.

Endless boredom.



Today I was so proud about myself. Finally I did actually remember someone's birthday. My mum's.
I don't know why but those peoples bday who i happen to remember always, are some meaningless people who has no part in my life but then people like my family members and friends, i never ever remember their birthdays. Its embarrassing.

Nah.
In next week, it is my bday.
Let's see will anyone even remember. Besides my mum.





Yesterday I watched newest episode from the L word (s6ep2) and i have no words to tell how disgusted i was in the end of episode when Jenny and Shane was kissing. Seriously. Those two are so perfect as a friends,, i am dying to have friendship like that with someone so why WHY in hell to ruin it and start to fuck (or date, however u want to call it) together?
Really, i just wanted to throw up. I am even seriously thinking to stop watching the show. I am not interested even a bit to see those two together and clearly this is going to happen so why waste my time then. I just don't upload next episodes anymore.



Woohoo. On Thursday i will be finally leaving for my Berlin-Paris-Prague-Budapest trip.
I will be so freaking dead after i come home.
Holidays and vocations are for relaxing, right? Doesn't work like that for me. When i go somewhere for a holiday, when i come home, i am even more exhausted than what i was before the trip.

Took some photos yesterday while waiting my friend to come to pick me up to the cinema.





Amazon.com makes me sad.
I have been dying few months already to get 2 things from there and finally i decided to order them. But then, of course,, the stupid site is telling to me that they only ship books and stuff like that internationally. COME ON!!
And these things what i wanted,, we don't have those in Europe so States is my only option but now thanks to amazon i don't even have that as an option anymore either.

Dunno should i ask some of my myspace (or others like that) friends who live States that if they could help me with this one. I would buy the stuff from amazon,, they would send the stuff to some of my friends home (in states), i would also send money for the postage and then this person would just need to take care of sending the package by normal post for me to Sweden. No cost for him/her,, only need to take care of writing my address to the package and taking it to the post.

But what if someone agrees to do this with me and in the end she just cheats my moneys and also gets my stuff? And sends nothing to me.

Ah.
I hate this.
Really annoys me. Stupid stupid stupid Europe. And amazon.



After 2 weeks its my bday.
I am becoming old.

My shit luck is still going on.
I don't get it,, how in hell all possible shit need to happen in one month??

Now latest shit is that i payed some loan back to the bank,, with right reference numbers etc and for some fucking reason bank didn't never receive my payment and now they are asking pretty much double payment from that one cos they didn't receive the original payment.
Are u fucking kidding me??

Now I have huge argument going on with the bank, they don't want to cooperate with me at all, but the bank to what i own money, i did use exact same bank to pay it also. So they SHOULD be able to trace the trans section from their files but instead of that they are expecting me to figure this out.


Ah.
Anyway.
Last weekend was amazing! On Friday we went to this huuuge party to one student building and it was pretty crazy there. Of course in the night we ended up missing the last tram back to home so we needed to walk like one hour back to home and I was wearing fucking high heels so u can guess after that walk back to home,, i wasn't able to walk next 2 days at all. Skin on my feets was so broken and they were just so painful from every part.

Some pics from the night






Woohoo,, only bit over week for the trip to Berlin-Paris-Prague-Budapest!
So excited!

Giving a little peek about my upcoming set to MR.
Still need to wait (pretty long time, boohoo) to see it there but anyway.


Photographed by amazing deisonmx,, he is the greatest!!


I don't know why but last one month have been the worst one ever.
Usually i am really lucky with everything in general but now this one month, absolutely everything have gone wrong so badly. Srly.

Why in hell all possible bad things need to happen in one month?
Why they cannot come bit by bit instead of having all the shit at once?

Clearly 2009 won't be a good year for me!

R.I.P
my little puppy, Pepper :'(

video:
http://img531.imageshack.us/my.php?image=peppervideos0110336143ow7.flv


He did broke his leg and and having surgery (the leg would need to be operated at least twice) for it would have cost 4000e (USD 5316) and that is too much. So we needed to let him fall into forever sleep.

Miss u sweetie!
And he was only 4 months old, which makes it even more painful, he was so tiny!

So, its all about being cozy at home. And my outfit is all about cozy and relaxed.
Hate having some guests at home,, need to dress up and all. That's why i never invite anyone to my home.



And me and gf went to casino tonight. Was a great night, didn't even lose anything
Had some walk around the neighborhood after that.






I seriously hate planning trips.
I selecting the destinations, hotels, airline companies, places to visit and all.
I wish someone would just do all f that, i don't care to where we would go, where we woudl stay and what we would do there, as long as i would just get out of this stupid city.

But like i mentioned last blog, after 2 weeks we, me and gf are going to Berlin, Paris, Prague and Budapest.
And of course i need to do all possible research for those. Gf is too busy to deal with those.

Annoying.