SuicideGirl: Nekta
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Nekta needs some self control

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MARCH 30, 2010 @ 09:56 PM


Yesterday for the first time since I started to study here in Shanghai, i just had enough. In the evening when I was doing my home works, I was just screaming and wanted throw all my study books out of balcony. As much as I love my studies, it is just getting a bit too much. Every week we have at least 2 exams and I have been getting A from every one of them. Ok, there have been few A- but whatever.

The speed is just maniac in the school. One month ago I didn't speak a word of Chinese and now I am expected to write and speak it pretty well (but of course, just some basic, easy conversations). And matter of fact, our school books doesn't even have English anymore, all in Chinese. Which is fine for me, I have no problem with following the speed but it is just so fucking tiring.

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And cos of the school, i really feel I am wasting all my free time in here. Every day after school I go directly to home, rest, sleep few hours and after waking up spending the whole night till 1am with my home works and studying to exams. And after sleeping with good luck 3-4 hours, I need to woke up at 6am to school again.

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Also cos of being so tired, I am in very bad mood every day. So II haven't been very good company to anyone lately.

But thank god for weekends. Since I don't have absolutely any energy to meet anyone or do anything during the weekdays, my weekends are fully planned and In the end I always up doing so many things during those 2 days that in the end, on Sunday, I am even more tired what I was during the week time.

Clever girl, right?!

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I though that Finnish people are the ones who knows how to drink. But nah, wrong, wrong, wrong.. Chinese are the ones who really knows the meaning of heavy drinking and partying. I'm a amateur compared to them.

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And finally Bund is open. It\s been under construction for ages for Shanghai World Expo 2010, which is coming in a month or so.
Looking forward to see all possible pavilions from different countries. I'm especially loving the Finland's one (haha, surprising!) called Kirnu. The simplicity of it totally attracts me. I hate everything complicated and colorful.

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Take a quick look of this and this.

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Discoquette

Discoquette

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

MAR 30, 2010 10:11 PM

O h girl for sure next month gonna be more easy
great pics from there

kiss

JTX

JTX

San Angelo, TX
July 2008

MAR 30, 2010 11:22 PM

Awesome architecture picts..... Sounds like I will need to be giving you some time to recuperate b4 I hit you up for tutoring.... In the meantime try to remember to dedicate some "me time" for yourself no matter how busy or stressed you feel. It will make you feel better in the long run. biggrin

intendedq

intendedq

United Kingdom
November 2005

MAR 30, 2010 11:43 PM

Looks to me like you're doing exactly the right thing. Don't give up now. But maybe once in a while a gentle trip down to Hangzhou for tea by the lake would be a good idea.

Luffy

Luffy

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

MAR 31, 2010 12:12 AM

looks like youre in the right place and it looks so fun with your pictures and such! biggrinbiggrin

Voodou

Voodou

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

MAR 31, 2010 12:19 AM

oh i love asia. you make me miss it!
but dont work too hard and burn out. biggrin
good luck!

Lemonkid

Lemonkid

Canada
May 2003

MAR 31, 2010 03:27 AM

The Bund is finally finished? It's been under construction since I arrived in China.

IndieBuddhist

IndieBuddhist

Oshawa, ON
April 2009

MAR 31, 2010 06:28 AM

Life of a student, eh ?
And, Finnish people know how to drink. Just give them a sauna and a lake.

lilcupcake

lilcupcake

Kitchener, ON
June 2006

MAR 31, 2010 09:39 AM

Incredible pics! looks amazing

gujsel

gujsel

Italy
November 2005

MAR 31, 2010 12:08 PM

awww great pics dear!!! wow i can see fantastic things.....thx for your magic postcard that's so wonderfull.....
Chinese seems so difficult......... alots of kisses to you i hope to hear you soon!!kisskisskisskiss

fiumerosso

fiumerosso

Italy
May 2009

APR 01, 2010 12:59 AM

yours post are very interesting. is like watch national geographic but this is real smile

Mneylu

Mneylu

SUICIDEGIRL

Ontario, Canada

APR 01, 2010 06:24 AM

I've only just begun really. So far the grammar is fine and learning the characters is pretty easy ( I just have problems for example when there's a word like tree- and then when the character is doubled there is a whole new root/sound of the word...likewise when it's tripled.. so i'm stumbling over those)..

..not sure about spoken, I'm doing it completely on my own so I only have the super slowed down tutorials with the accents... so .. I'll probably have some issues, I'm just hoping the context can help me out...


Yeah the textbook, just out of curiosity... smile

IndieBuddhist

IndieBuddhist

Oshawa, ON
April 2009

APR 01, 2010 07:50 AM

Yes, I agree. I used to work in Western Canada ( Banff ), and they were huge amounts of Asians out there. And, the most of them could drink like fish.

Discoquette

Discoquette

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

APR 01, 2010 09:35 AM

WELKL iM SO HAPPY MY TRIP IS FOR NEXT FRIDAY
SO IM REALLY EXCITING
I GONNA STUDY PHOTOGRAPHY THERE
smile...
iM STILL ALONE I HAVENT BOYFRIEND YET BUT ANYWAY IM HAPPY
KISSES

Lemonkid

Lemonkid

Canada
May 2003

APR 01, 2010 09:49 AM

Cool, I'll have to check it out next time I'm in town.

Collide

Collide

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

APR 01, 2010 03:34 PM

i can read those! haha it says learning chinese is hard and the other one says what date is your birthday.

haha have fun in my motherland, feel free to give me a holla if you need help with chinese wink

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