My real name is Julia. My mom calls me Juju, my dad calls me daughter and my brother calls me girl. I'm majoring in music education and I should graduate in two years. My life is good, but I don't think it is most of the time. I do therapy and phonotherapy because I fucked up my voice after breathing the wrong way for years and using my voice too much at work everyday of the week for a long time. I don't have patience to reply to MySpace/SG messages and I don't want a Facebook. It isn't personal, I'd probably like half the people who try to contact me if we actually met, but the internet really bores me sometimes. I like wearing Vans and I miss playing D&D a lot. Being a kid was way too fun. I had a lot of friends growing up and always set up parties with everyone. I guess you could say I was sort of popular even if I was the ugly duck. I had braces for about four years and now I have to wear glasses sometimes because I have astigmatism. My hair is naturally blonde, but I think it looks a lot better when I dye it black. I'm letting it grow its natural color now, just to see what happens. I like writing songs and lyrics to them. Saying what they're about feels a little bit too intimate, but overall I just write about this need I feel to help everyone in the world even if I can't deal with my own problems. I swear too much and I beat myself up a lot when I don't do well enough. Not literally, of course. I just get pissed off whenever I don't get an A and I know it was because I didn't try hard enough. I've always been smart and I guess that's why people liked me when I was younger. That and I could communicate very, very well. I wasn't a shy kid at all. I'd let my classmates copy my assignments in school, do everyone's work in group projects and help them out when they needed to study more. I let them cheat off of my tests but never got caught. The only time I ever cheated, I did it fucking wrong and screwed up that one answer. It was in history class and I had the book open under the table. It's kind of bizarre how I never felt like anyone was taking advantage of me. Somehow it feels more like they made up for it in other ways such as being good friends when I needed. I have trouble dealing with my anger too. I'm way too explosive. My bandmates are okay. We get along well although sometimes I feel like kicking the shit out of them for petty reasons. I went through hell a while ago when my mom was going batshit crazy and I had to find a way to fix her because that's what I do. Handball was my favorite sport when I was in school. English and art were my favorite subjects. Speaking of which, I wish I'd find someone to draw for me while I try to write this comic. I haven't worked on it in a while. I also wish I could do that myself, but I gave up drawing when I was in high school even though I took classes for a while when I was younger. I have no discipline and I know that I'm more intelligent than average, but I wish I was even better than that. Right now I don't have a job and that makes me feel guilty. I don't know why I'm writing this, but it sort of makes me feel better even if I wasn't feeling bad when I started typing it up. Now I sort of am. Uh. It's complex.

xoxo
nanc-

My band played a gig on Sunday and this is one of the videos:


That song is ours anddd that was our first gig with the new guitarist. We only had three rehearsals with him so far, but he used to be in another band I had like two years ago. Anyway! Let me know what you guys think.

It's sort of dark, but you don't listen with your eyes now... do you?
Your feedback is very much appreciated.

Take car y'all!
xoxo
Nanc-

Holy shit, I disappeared.

MY SET IS ON THE FRONT PAGE! Yay! Hahaha, I didn't think SG was going to buy it but I'm glad they did. Now I can set up a new date with Pulse next time she comes to Brazil because I'll have the money to travel all the way to Sao Paulo again.

It's a pretty long trip though totally worth it. I even have a concept in mind already!


Thank you guys for all the love and support, you're the best.

I PROMISE I'll reply to all comments on my previous post as well as messages and the comments you left on my set this weekend. I just got home from work and I'm drained, so I'll do it when I can.

On a small note, I've been busy with the music school and tomorrow my band has a rehearsal so... I hope I'm around long enough to act like the big nerd I am!

Have a nice weekend you all and thanks again for the comments!

xoxo
Nanc-

I am so going to write a comic book. It may take me a long time to get the whole plot set and the shitload of ideas I have, but I'll do it. Music is my first choice as a career but I always loved writing and it's about time I made good use out of what I already got. Maybe someday I'll get invited to San Diego Con then... sigh! I'll have to find a willing illustrator though. And here where I live? Pfff it'll take decades.

Things this week were freaking HECTIC. I definitely need a break and it's only September yet. My lifeeeeee! Why wasn't I born one of those awfully rich heirs?



I look like a zombie right now. Go comment MY LAST SET to make me happy and win a cookie when I visit the U. S.!

Today I got the fucking visa to visit the US next year! Holy shit. In January I'm going to Florida (Orlando, more especifically) for 10 days with my boyfriend and his family and I'm sure we'll have a great time. It was such a long wait in line though just to stand there and watch that lady read our documents and ask my mother-in-law a few questions. We woke up at like 5.30 am. Ugh, SO early. Needless to say I'm dead tired!

It was a long way to Sao Paulo, too just to do that. Around 700 miles like I said in my latest set introduction. Talking about that...
Here it goes again!

Some more love wouldn't hurt a bit.

How have you guys been? I wish I could write more but unfortunately I'm about to pass out.

ps; we had lunch at Pizza Hut and I ALMOST took a picture with the huge teddy bear that was lying there in the lounge. Sooo adorable!

HAHAHAHAH OH MY GOD I ALMOST FORGOT. We saw Alexandre Frota (he's a brazilian porn star.......) and Ticiane Pinheiro (some Brazilian model who married this awfully rich guy) at the airport and it was hilarious. There was this chick and she was obnoxiously taking pictures of them, so I was like WTF.



That's him... HAHAHALSKDMFKLMDFD my life. Oh God.
Have a great week everyone, and get to voting for my settttt!

I love you all

xo
NANC-