I've been gone FOREVER, I know.
I've been working crazy hours, sleeping all day, and I lost my laptop charger, so I haven't been able to use that.
My sincerest apologies.
Buuuuut, in my time away, many things have happened!

....and so begins the picture blog:


Pannn and I went on an amazing mountain roadtrip to Asheville, NC


I've really been working on my crocheting


I dyed muh hurrrr (awesome right?!)


We took ANOTHER roadtrip to Ohio, hmmmmm, i wonder what for this time?


My bff, right before we chowed down on....

BAM!

delicious dessert in ohio

oh yeah....

we also shot a couple of badass sets with Alissa while we were in Ohio...

I don't have any snapshots of my set just yet, but I'll keep you posted

and we got to hang out with the very lovely Sunshine
(also, Radeo did an incredible job on my hair, and she was super badass as well)


i've been hanging out with some good friends


Been working on becoming the godmother of the sweetest boy in the world.


Stealin' puppies


Lots of beer parties lately....


been dressin' fancy


eatin' fancy (memphis famous RENDEVOUS hell yeah!)


and working more than any sane person should have to....


Aside from all that, my little city has been all over the news lately!
Thanks to mother nature:



AND THE GRIZZZZZZZZZZ!


oh...and this is Greivis Vasquez, the man i'm going to marry.



but that's all for now folks, I hope you enjoyed yourselves, I know I did!

Much love and keeses
Indego

ITS MY BIRTHDAY! HELL YEAH.



(p.s. to any unread messages, i will get back to those within the week i PROMISE)

Okay, I think I finally managed to reply to all of my longtime unread messages! I'm so sorry for all of the late replies

Today is a phenomenal day, my bff Pannn just went into member review! Send her some lovin' because she totally deserves it.
xxx

Okay, now for the serious blog, which I hate to come to.
What do you do when your friend of six years becomes a meth addict?
Today I got a text from I friend I haven't spoken to in a couple of months (like I said, fucking retard shit meth) and we spoke for a minute, and I was excited, because I thought he was going to try to rekindle friendships with old friends, good friends. Then he sent the dreaded
"will you get me some medicine from walgreens? I've reached my limit."
Shit man.
NO. Why the hell would I do that?
And I said no. And he never texted back after that.
I don't know what I should do, he was one of my best friends in high school, and he's throwing his life away because his boyfriend (whom he thinks is actually a good person...) got him addicted to meth.
And why the hell isn't anyone else trying to help him?
I don't understand.
I've never had to deal with this before and it's terrible.









I miss him so much. If anyone knows anything I can do or should do, please help me.

I've thought and considered lately, and I'm pretty sure I suffer from a lifelong case of wanderlust. Since my parents are pilots, I always moved A LOT. I've moved 11 times and i'm 19. I love it, i've gotten to see so many places and experience so many different lives. Of course, I suffer from the issue of my accent (minor sidenote). When I travel to SLC to see some family, they always comment on my southern accent, and when I'm in memphis I always get people asking me where I'm from because I have no southern accent. It's always an odd transition.
I think my biggest problem with having lived so many places is not knowing my hometown, or when people ask me where I'm from, not being able to give them a straight answer. I could say, "well I was born in Palm Springs" but I only lived there for two years, I could say, "I live in Memphis" but i've only lived here for, well, less than a year (I did live very near memphis in a city called Olive Branch for about four years).

My biggest fear though, is that I will never be satisfied with where I live, and I believe it's due in part to my childhood. I've always been good at making friends, I'm very social. But I've never been good at keeping friends, I'm very flighty. As a child, I never had time to make best friends, so I learned to always keep my distance, and I think I just never grew out of that. I only have one amazing and true best friend and that is Pannn. The reason we have maintained our friendship for so long is because she puts up with me flaking out a few times a month.....and she knows me better than any friend i've ever had so she only gets mad about it sometimes .

I don't know where I want to live or what the hell I want to do when I grow up. I know I don't want to do anything that will keep me in one place or I would go stir crazy. I've been mulling this over quite a bit the past few weeks, and I'm actually very worried about it. I've never let things get to me, I usually just brush things off as minor issues. But this one has really been getting to me and I don't know what to do.

I want to thank everyone who has supported my set thus far! Thank you so much it means the world to me! You're all AWESOME.

MY SET IS OFFICIALLY IN MEMBER REVIEW.

I really hope it is received well.
I'm so nervous, yet so excited.

Happy Valentines day everyone! I got myself a new outfit, and here's my butt in it (i've really been working on it in that kickboxing class )


and I give you this farewell!



<3333

So there's crazy snow in Memphis. Our weather is bipolar.
And, I got these:


Very happy about that


Not much else to say today, it's a huddle inside the house and drink hot cocoa day!

A funny:


HAHAHA

This is a video of me, ElliottSuicide, and our corgi Lou
He really enjoys the whole pack mentality thing, I believe.

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Today was great for 2 reasons.

ONE:

My best friend and roomate, ElliottSuicide, officially became a hopeful today
Show her some superlove, she's gorgeous.

TWO:

I went to my first kickboxing class today and loved it. I've always been very into nutrition, but I've never been a big fitness guru, so i'm really stoked to get into shape

Those were my reasons, oh, and I got a load of new make up today. That's always a wonderful thing.

And this:
The Oatmeal BOOK!




Goodnight Everyone! <3