SuicideGirl: Moxy
suicidegirl

Moxy because if seeing is believing, then believe that we have lost our eyes

I’m private
 
OCTOBER 28, 2008 @ 03:07 AM


well here it is...another night spent wasted on the internet. i donno why i continue to do this shit. bleh
i think i just need better drugs.
i dont even know why my tortured body continues to slave over this keyboard like a child making soccer balls...or a 13 yr old boy who just discovered what his right hand and the porns his dad has stashed under the cabinet next to the sink in the bathroom are really for......can we say future cock boys of america? somebodys gotta do the job......and yet i thought i was tired before.....but like that boy we just keep jerkin it.....

but somehow i have mustered up some sorta dark force within me to carouse the interweb dilligently for people as fucked up and fiendish as myself to make my pathetic existance and corrupted mind seem less disturbed....
and god damn it...after 19 different crappy anal rape white on black porns on a randomly searched free amature site and a few disturbed blogs about wanting to sleep with old ladies while standing outside a lesbian bar with a box of wine and fake bdsm ads on the ever entertaining craigslist, i am finally satiated and tired....or atleast for the night. then again tommorrow always brings on a new kid of excitment.
dont fucking quite yer day jobs.

sorry this is me past the cutsey omg i love you all side....
i prefer this side of me. were all the future harvey dents of america. it doesnt take two faces to have 10 personalities...

ill write more when my mind isnt over thinking itself. i feel like my thought patterns are tripping over cracks like a half naked drunk homeless man someone slipped some roofies and cheap booze and then sent to church on sunday.

blah.

goodnight.

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sidvisious5150

sidvisious5150

Lemoore, CA
July 2008

OCT 28, 2008 03:32 AM

yeah i think u need some better drug or try to robotrip

Scheisskopf

Scheisskopf

Algeria
February 2005

OCT 28, 2008 08:28 AM

Ha! I wouldn't have the slightest idea how to even start to make a soccer ball.

And a winebox outside the lesbian bar is almost starting to sound kind of romantic.


YOu're a very funny lady.

And your ex's name was Curtis Williams, huh? Well, I'm quite sure this isn't the same dude. Now that is a scary thought.


Anyhow, I like your entries as well as your photo sets/series. Thanks for the reply, and happy Halloween.

Cheers.
skull

keeperdesign

keeperdesign

Beaverton, OR
June 2008

OCT 28, 2008 08:49 AM

A night spent on the internet isn't wasted--it's cultural anthropology. You're a scientist, and after all, scientists must do their research. Your writing, though... I do find you interesting.

Are you really curious to know which two pictures made me feel all funny in my belly?

_Matt_

_Matt_

Lemoore, CA
August 2008

OCT 28, 2008 09:07 AM

Moxy, I hope you slept well. After all the internet porn your mind should be fractured to the point of sleepiness. I'll talk at ya later. Night, love.

Sundae

Sundae

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

OCT 28, 2008 09:32 AM

...........i feel just the same right now. whatever

better drugs. deffinetly better drugs.

Jaxy

Jaxy

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

OCT 28, 2008 09:43 AM

i used to write alot as well, i hide everyone on a memory card that a few months ago had the wrong button hit when it was in use and deleted everything, so now im missing a large piece of my life, pictures, poems, journals, everything.... but i figure ive still got my memories... but i havent been able to write anything sense then.

Bobbysox

Bobbysox

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

OCT 28, 2008 10:59 AM

raaambling much? lol

4mejohn1

4mejohn1

Yuma, AZ
December 2006

OCT 28, 2008 02:33 PM

You're a very funny lady. I needed that to keep my spirits up.
love kiss kiss

keeperdesign

keeperdesign

Beaverton, OR
June 2008

OCT 28, 2008 03:49 PM

OK, my two faves.

This shot makes you appear simultaneously vulnerable and foxy. The eyes alone do it for me (but the rest is good too):
zoom image

This shot is just staggering: it's the most ideal, perfect, pulse-thumping shape of womanhood... I'm sitting here looking at it and wishing I was much closer to Fresno so I could stop in your shop and take you to dinner and do everything in my power to see that view in person. I mean, YUM:
zoom image

Absolutely delicious.

keeperdesign

keeperdesign

Beaverton, OR
June 2008

OCT 28, 2008 04:03 PM

So, um... do you have an older sister? love love love

the_captain

the_captain

I'm lost
July 2007

OCT 28, 2008 05:26 PM

sorry this is me past the cutsey omg i love you all side....
i prefer this side of me. were all the future harvey dents of america. it doesnt take two faces to have 10 personalities...

I like this side of you as well. Very honest and strait-forward.

keeperdesign

keeperdesign

Beaverton, OR
June 2008

OCT 28, 2008 05:33 PM

3 of you? With kids? Well, that doesn't seem quite as enticing. Tough luck, kiddo--looks like I'll be crushing on you, not big sis.

Alecks

Alecks

Visalia, CA
October 2004

OCT 28, 2008 05:46 PM

< < < new kid

triplegold

triplegold

Burbank, CA
August 2005

OCT 28, 2008 06:06 PM

so whats wrong exactly?

hallk

hallk

USA
June 2008

OCT 28, 2008 09:21 PM

Nice anologies! They made me laugh hard. Then i looked at my life and realized what you were talking about... i stopped laughing.

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