
i cut my hair. myself. on a whim. 2 inches off in lengt and bangs.







I love it, excuse the crappy shots and my crappy self in them, its late and i just slapped on some lipstick so i wouldnt look so pale
I lubb you girls and guys.
M
I always wanted to apply but never really got the tumb out of my ass long enought to do it, but finaly i did, got accepted as an applicant after 1 hour (i was lucky staff was sitting at the computer when i applied adn i got a speedy response)
I filled out all the things and chose a name, i choose Cirke first, thougt about using my other screenname Tiera and had several other names on my mind but in the end it became Morrigan (from the celtic mythology), i pretty much forgot about this until several months later when i got a mail saying Cherry would be in stockholm and would i be intrested to shoot with her? Well hell yeah!
A month+or so afterwards i got a mail saying congratz and i was accepted into sg.
Whats surprised me the most about my year here has been the support from staff, members and girls its amazing how welcome and taken care of i have felt this whole time, staff has been very fast in responding to my mails, the other girls has been supportive and informative and the members has been both intresting and funn, I have made many new friends, what your time on sg will be like is entierly up to yourself and what you make of it.
Important I will begin to clear out my friendlist this week, Sg's wont need to worry but people who I dont talk to reguraly and dont reply to this in some way stating why you want to be on my friendlist will be removed,I will also remove anyone without a profilepicture, but dont worry and you dont need to write an essay about it, just a short lil mess.

This is a text, the song im listenign to right now from a swedish reaggaeband called Kalle Baah:
gly girls beckon to me
Oh no, I don't care
Like a rose waiting for a bumblebee
Me no wanna go in there
In my life, I've everything
In my life, where there once was a ring
In my life, there was glitter and gold
In my life, I've never foretold that the glitter and gold
Were so heartless and cold, In my life
In my life, where there once was a song
In my life, now that is gone
In my life, nothing is clear
In my life, will you help me from fear
Me no wanna go there, I've got no point on my spear
Ugly girls beckon to me
Oh no, I don't care
Like a rose waiting for a bumblebee
Me no wanna go in there
In my life, all my colour is grey
In my life, night will never be day
In my life, there's no nightingale
Cause my life's like a jail
No one to go mmy tail, ugly girls on my trail
Ugly girls beckon to me
Oh no, I don't care
Like a rose waiting for a bumble bee
Me no wanna go in there
Im going to end this journal with one of my fav pictures of me.

Im planing a new set, as you know the old one got rejected and im pretty much over it and i have accepted the fact.
I just wanted to tell you guys (and girls) that i have dyslexia and sometimes i find it difficult to see if i put the letters in the wrong way, and that is why some of my replies and posts looks like they where written by a drunk chimp

But i have no problem reading and understanding english since my stepmother is brittish and i grew up learning the language from age 4.
So whats up in my life? well as always i suck at getting back to people even if i read every last comment, and pm, school is fine, i consider myself among he top students in my classes, it feels good to really be using my brain again.
Got a litle winter blues...and i need some books! i love books and im all out

Btw i love you all and dont get mad at me if i havent replied, just nag me a bit
I know ive shared it before but it was a long time ago and now its on youtube for simpler watching!
Heres the link to youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yw7qtwFQhHw and if you like it post a comment about it.
Its from a project called Nimphidia and the photographer is Nicklas Henrickzon, here is an english blogabout it, go show them some love! they are also on myspace so search, find and make friends with them.
Here is my favourite picture so far from my rejected set shot by Nemesis

im going to post them in a mini-set later on.
Im feeling a bit blue but things are looking up and i just need to suck it up, been watching the tv-show Weeds every day and it makes me so happy, its great! im on ep 7 2;nd season atm
Im also thinking about getting a wii but they are so bloody expensive so im going to hang in there and wait until they are not so hyped, ive got wow and eve to fill my time with until then.
And i love you regular readers of my blog, you make me all warm and fuzzy on the inside.
ooxx
M
Unfortunently they didnt accept it, but dont shed any tears for me, shit happends and ill try harder next time.
Nemesis shot it and it was no way the photografers fault it wasnt accepted, so go show here some love and check out her sets (i do love the toxic waste one). Also sling some of you love to Sugar,Loretta,Kiora,Katrina,Wednesday who are all making sweden the Sg land to be in.
I will however post some pictures from the rejected set when it has passed the magical photoshopfingers of Nemesis, until then watch this great picture http://www.niklas_henrikczon.fotosidan.se/viewpic.htm?ID=272851
taken by Niklas Henrickzon who also took this great picture:
Rejected sounds really bad to say, but every girl, hopefull or sg must remember that they are not turning you down personally, its just the set and focus all those upset feelings towar a better and more creative set that will knock their socks right off! (atleast that what ive been sitting in a dark corner, rocking back and forth trying to convince myself of)
It was a quiet christmas and loads of shit happend, but the most important things, family and friends remain intact so i wont bother you with everything that went wrong.
I recently took over the http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SGScandinavia/ group, so if you like scandinavia, live here, has family here, wants to visit, likes scandinavian girls/bands/food etc Please join us
I love You all!
( and check out my auction in SgSale group, it closes in a few days)
Im finaly back online, i have been surfing from an old 56k modem and not even been able to properly read my messages, i only had access to the first page so i could see what sets went up and i could hardly read or send any msgs, so this week im going to have allot to repsond to
Beeing without internet for 2 months has really been hard for an addict like me (but hey i dont drink nor smoke so i guess im allowed to have one addiction
Nemesis has just shot a set for me so lets all keep both thumbs and toes crossed that its going to be accepted, even if its not it was fun to shoot it and Nemesis was a great photografer. (and no you cant see a litle sneak prewiev or know the theme
Im going back to school after christmas get the subjects i need to apply to med-school ( well if you aim at the stars atleast you can reach the treetops)
I just love the carmen electra stripper aerobics i bought for the gift certificate i got, its going to help keep me skinny even after all the heavy christmasfood.
A few months ago a swedish show asked me (via mail) to go down to amsterdam and kick a guy in the nuts while they film it, some documentary about ballbusting, I said thanks but no thanks and belive it or not but when i turned on the telly last week they showed that episode and it was some english lady that did the busting (it looked really painfull!!!!)
Happy hollidays every one of you!
ps.
im nekkid now to.


