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OCTOBER 24, 2002 @ 08:23 AM


Fuck periods, they make me say stupid things.

Sometimes when the hormones don't get me, what DOES get me is thinking "Jeezie creezie, i'm bleeding so much it's retarded! From my favourite of my own body parts!". That's enough to send you screaming for the hills.

I wish we could bleed from, say, our legs instead. Then we could buy tampax brand bandages. And we could change them IN class. Sure, people would be grossed out, but it's not something we could be arrested for. And then it would be a viable excuse for middle school girls to get out of gym. A LEG cramp certainly means you can't play bastketball, not to mention bleeding profusely from said leg.

Anyway.

I once had someone dump me saying it "got boring" being with the same person for so long (oooooh, six months. so very long) I thought that was just about the stupidest thing I ever heard. Unless you decided not to be interested in learning about your other anymore, how could it get boring? I mean, in your lifetime, you don't truly learn everything about yourself...not to mention everything about another person. You could spend years and years with a person and still be learning new things about them every single day.

Later she said something very wise to me (albeit ironic) : whenever I feel like she and I are getting kind of boring, I tap into why I'm with her in the first place. And love is never boring."

So, questions:
1. Are you basically pessimistic or optimistic? basically happy, or basically meloncoly?

2. If you could be one person or type of person for a day, who or what would you choose?

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navin

navin

Seattle, WA
September 2002

OCT 24, 2002 08:28 AM

1. basically optimistic and happy, though, like most people i tend to have some ridiculous mood swings... to be honest, as i get older, and work more, i tend to actually forget to take a moment and even think "how am i doing?"... note to self - do that more often...

2. as far as type of person, i like me... although i wouldn't mind me being a pro snowboarder who makes enough money to afford summers off for recording and writing... smile

Morgan

Morgan

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

OCT 24, 2002 08:34 AM

Whoa, someone answered before me! smile

1. I'm basically someone who is optimistic, but I do have mood swings into pessimism. I try to curb those, usually it works. So i'd say i'm a basically happy person. Even when things are hard for me, I'm still the type who sees all the beauty and joy in life, and it usually lifts me up quite a bit.

2. I think..i'd just be a CONFIDENT person.

comment to everyone - didn't i just write the most amusing entry about something really really gross?

fatelvis5

fatelvis5

Philadelphia, PA
OLD SKOOL

OCT 24, 2002 08:38 AM

I am essentially an optimistic person, but sometimes I swing [violently] into pessimism. Sometimes things happen, and I can't help but be in a melancholy mood because of it.

I would ooze confidence.

tic_tac_toe

tic_tac_toe

San Diego, CA
OLD SKOOL

OCT 24, 2002 09:01 AM

1. I try so hard to be optimistic about human nature & people in general, and though lately I've been slipping into the glass-half-empty category on that one, I always try & remind myself that I can never really know what's going on in someone's head & forgiveness is key...strength.

2. Siddhartha

TheOriginalSin

TheOriginalSin

I'm lost
September 2002

OCT 24, 2002 09:12 AM

1. I'm a bit pessimistic with a flavor of optimistic added in and I'm basically happy.

2. I would be Samantha on Bewitched. I want to twitch my nose and make things happen. That would be fun. Ashcroft turned into a jackass..... well he already is but you know what I mean.

MirkwoodMaiden

MirkwoodMaiden

Richmond, VA
October 2002

OCT 24, 2002 09:17 AM

lets see here.

1. i have a optimistic view pretty much all the time. i acknowledge that negative aspects of things but dwelling on them is meaning less. think positive people. besides being negative goes agaimst my cheerful nature smile.

2. this one is easy. i'd be the president. that way i could end this ridiculusly assinine "war or terrorism" and focus on fixing my countries problems instead of making new ones.

1st floor: little lost girls.
have a good day smile

quijybo

quijybo

I'm lost
September 2002

OCT 24, 2002 09:32 AM

1.i'm basically depressive, though i can be very giddy/silly and happy at times.
2. i've always wanted to be a guy for a day. i just wonder what it would be like to have a penis. i guess i would specifically like to be a white male, as they experience the least strife in general.

csilla

csilla

Buffalo, NY
July 2002

OCT 24, 2002 09:47 AM

my boyfriend always says that to me and its so frustrating. its like why even try if you know you are just gonna leave me? i know i am interesting and he can always learn from me, but he just doesnt see it that way. it hurts a lot and i know how you feel. i dont know how to get him to see what you said.

now for the questions smile
1. i am basically a pessimistic person and basically meloncoly, though not by choice.

2. this one is tough. i dont really know what to answer for this. i guess i would be a really rich person for one day, just to see what it feels like, and kinda try to understand them since i generally think rich people are complete snobs. so i want to see what its really like for them.

crazydasaint

crazydasaint

Washington, DC
OLD SKOOL

OCT 24, 2002 10:49 AM

1) Everybody tells me I'm a pessimist. I consider myself a realist. I think I'm basically a happy person, though. I get down sometimes, but I just can't take myself seriously enough to be melancholy. So I'm a cheerful pessimist.

2) I would like to be a very self-confident and outgoing person... in general actually, though if it actually happened I don't think folks would recognize me. If I try to imagine what it would be like, I just see a completely different person. But maybe if I could feel what it was like for one day, I could integrate it into myself more subtly.

ChaosMonkey

chaosmonkey

New Albany, IN
OLD SKOOL

OCT 24, 2002 11:38 AM

1 - I'm fairly optimistic about myself, but pessimistic when it comes to things like, say, world peace, or television programming. I'm happy a lot of the time, if for no other reason than I don't have much to do, and that's how I likes it.

2 - It hasn't been that long since I became happy with being myself. At least, it hasn't been that long relatively speaking in the grand scale of the cosmos and whatnot. I'd like to be just like me, only moreso.

jupiter6

jupiter6

Svalbard And Jan Mayen
OLD SKOOL

OCT 24, 2002 12:09 PM

1. i'm basically pessimistic... i think i tend to expect the worst from most people and things. but i'm content. not gung-ho happy, but i'm definitely not melancholy these days.

2. i'd be sergei fedorov b/c i'd get to not only play for the detroit red wings, i'd also get to sleep with anna kournikova. pretty good combination imo. eddie izzard would be a close second though...

"i like my women like i like my coffee.... covered in bees!!!"

madcool1

madcool1

Champaign, IL
August 2002

OCT 24, 2002 12:23 PM

1) I think that I am optimistic, even though I know that things aren't going right, I rely on my thoughts to tell me that they will get better. I sometimes appear to be quite melancholy, but in actuality I am happy being melancholy. make sense?

2) The guy that had an answer to everyone's problems, and they all came to me and left happier and more content. Making sure that all was well in the people that I met, that is what I would like to be able to do for one day

Toreena

Toreena

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

OCT 24, 2002 01:19 PM

Darling, I am sure you have plently of kindred spirits floating around...

And I guess, while here, I will answer your questions:

1. I'm optimistic, and melocholy. Sounds weird, I know....but it's like...I always feel defeated, and yet maintain hope.

2. I'd be you. Seriously.

INDIE

INDIE

Reseda, CA
OLD SKOOL

OCT 24, 2002 01:30 PM

your on too... I hate being on mine. Especially when it's my bday and when I have a lot of stuff that i need to do. Damn stupid periods damn them to hell

Volkov

Volkov

San Antonio, TX
OLD SKOOL

OCT 24, 2002 01:33 PM

An ex girlfriend and I had a similar discussion.... she was like " Look, I don't mind blood at all. I actually think it's kinda neat. but why the hell does it have to come out of THERE" she was made doubly upset by the fact that having her period made her hornier than all hell. It usually wasn't a problem with me, but there were times where it was just too gross for either of us to go through with it. There was one time in a coffeeshop in New Orleans when she managed to say, un-selfconsciously since it was busy and noisy in there, " I'd practiacally rather bleed out of my eyeballs than my CUNT!". Of course..for no apparant reason...conversation and noise died down just as she started that sentence....it got us some looks.

Usually if a person says that they have gotten bored with a person...especially in THAT context...then what that more often than not means, is that they have learned everything they wanted to about someone...which is often no much more than how good they are in bed and how much shit they will put up with. I agree that you could know someone for years and not know everything about them. But if you only want to know a few very shallow things about a person...well they are bound to get bored pretty soon. That's what they get for not wanting to see and learn all the splendor and wonder that is M-O-R-G-A-N! Morgan! Morgan! yaaaaaaay Morgan!
"You're the wonder in everything
That's wonderful"
Stone Temple Pilots " Wondurful"

1. I am a melancholy person by nature...but optimistic. it's that hope virus.

2. a talented person.



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