SuicideGirl: Morgan
suicidegirl

Morgan is not gonna do any fucking scrapbooking, you got it?

I’m private
 
OCTOBER 12, 2002 @ 08:26 PM

A piece of advice for everyone, from EFO to me to you: "step into the outside when you need a little lift rub the sleep from your bloodshot eyes and step into the outside"

I've been feeling a lot better than I was the week before. Some days I just feel like i'm so disappointing, like i'm not doing things right. I can't seperate myself from that feeling sometimes. But this week I feel better. I'm doing things...the way I know how, and maybe there's just no right or wrong. I know that i'm mostly happy, and that's what's important, right?

Right.

I think the most important things are doing right by myself, and doing right by the people I care about. And I think i'm doing that, even when I am immature or weird or overemotional. And i've been through a lot and made it really far, and I do feel very strong. it's just sometimes hard to remember that i'm strong.

Today I said a thing that I think was kind of neat. I said (this is not word for word) : finding someone does not bring beauty and romance and love into your world. The beauty and romance and love are already there. It makes it easier to see when you're with someone that you love, but you can see it with or without that someone".
Comments
Catculus

Catculus

Haughton, LA
September 2002

OCT 12, 2002 08:45 PM

neat smile

Tororo

Tororo

France
August 2002

OCT 12, 2002 08:47 PM

It's for saying things like this that you're my favorite Morgan in the whole world.

Morgan

Morgan

SUICIDEGIRL

Georgia, USA

OCT 12, 2002 09:05 PM

"what does it mean, to tame?"

TheOriginalSin

TheOriginalSin

I'm lost
September 2002

OCT 12, 2002 09:08 PM

I hope your boy knows how lucky he is.

Tororo

Tororo

France
August 2002

OCT 12, 2002 10:07 PM

"Are you looking for chickens?"

csilla

csilla

Buffalo, NY
July 2002

OCT 13, 2002 12:18 AM

i feel dissapointing a lot too. to the people i love and to myself. i dont know why. ugh. but what you said made me feel so much better. thank you my beautiful Morgan smile

xoxo csilla

darkskyy1

darkskyy1

Saint Louis, MO
July 2002

OCT 13, 2002 12:46 AM

Morgan, Morgan, Morgan, don't let the world around you make you feel like you are a disappointment, be happy with you and what you do, Chin up please.

Morgan

Morgan

SUICIDEGIRL

Georgia, USA

OCT 13, 2002 12:47 AM

"when you're talking home you mean the old dominion
just southest of heaven to the surf and the hills"

I think it is time for me to go to bed!

kisses for everyone.

Morgan

Morgan

SUICIDEGIRL

Georgia, USA

OCT 13, 2002 12:49 AM

"Abortions for all!"

"booooooooooo"

"hmm...abortions for NONE!"

"boooooooo"

"....Abortions for some...miniature american flags for others!"

"yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay"

Sorry, i just randomly got that in my head.

Emily

Emily

SUICIDEGIRL

Alaska, USA

OCT 13, 2002 08:36 AM

hey,I just wanted to ask you if you ever got a piercing yet.....smile

Jessica

Jessica

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

OCT 13, 2002 10:46 AM

I needed your journal entry today. How odd that I am having exactly the same feelings right now about being disappointing....trying to measure it all for myself and decide what is right for me. You made me feel better.

Sabine

Sabine

SUICIDEGIRL

Michigan, USA

OCT 13, 2002 11:46 AM

if you're already doing what makes you happy, and you know what that is, you're already ahead of much of the world. i think you're right...as long as you're happy and you're doing right by the people you care about i don't see how anyone could be disappointed in you. anyone else's standards don't apply. besides..haven't you heard, girls are just naturally wierd and overemotional. smile

Tororo

Tororo

France
August 2002

OCT 13, 2002 12:23 PM

Oh yes she is! And Raven also is. And Eris. And you know what, there is a new SG here, her name's Morgan....she's impossibly beautiful...
I want to tell you at once, before I forget!

Tororo

Tororo

France
August 2002

OCT 13, 2002 01:31 PM

Did you notice how many people have secrets to tell?
We should start a "sweet secrets" thread!

wink wink wink

rawr_ima_monster

rawr_ima_monster

Los Angeles, CA
July 2002

OCT 13, 2002 02:12 PM

everyone seems to be feelign this way lately, including myself. the coinciding emotionaloccurances amongs SG modles and members collectively over different periods of time are starting to make me want ot believe in atrology.
-soon we're all gonna start getting our periods at the same time.
Dave
P.S. I was saying somethin about Rev. Izzard just today on the boards in the crazy big new arrival to our little world in the music threads. I think he's my new hero, I relate to him, but I don't want ot dress in women's clothing and put on makeup...welll...mayeb SOME makeup.
-did I leave the GAS on?...
oh..no wait I' m a fucking squirrel!
'allo SUE! do ou like...bread?...I've got a french loaf (WHAM!) byyyyeeee......(i love you)
Dave