SuicideGirl: Morgan
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DECEMBER 17, 2009 @ 05:39 AM


1. Ugh, I have NOT been sleeping well lately. Yesterday I was so tired I sometimes felt dizzy, and last night I only got about three hours (and that's being generous) so today could be worse. It's anxiety related, so I really need to get to a doctor about maybe getting back on anxiety meds so I can take those when I can't sleep, since over the counter sleeping pills don't work and melatonin is beginning to stop working too (and to cause me to have REALLY weird dreams).

2. But on a happy note, after today and tomorrow I get two weeks of vacation! I can't wait to sleep in a lot and to head to Louisville for Christmas. It should be a really good holiday, and my first Christmas living with hawkorhandsaw, which is special.

3. Our D&D characters are Paragon Path now! I'm a bit too geekily excited about this, but I don't care. My Dragonsoul Heir Sorcerer is gonna kick some ass!

4. I had all these ideas for stuff for this entry but I'm so tired I just want to go lay down on the couch. I'd say I wish I could work from home more often, but even if I could today I'd probably sleep until half the day was already over. Yesterday I fell asleep on the train and was kind of pissed that I could fall asleep on a crowded train but not in bed at home. That just doesn't seem right at all.

5. At least Daniel was there to roll over sometimes and hold me. That made the frustration of not being asleep a lot better.
Comments
78walk

78walk

Oklahoma City, OK
July 2005

DEC 17, 2009 06:39 AM

The thing is, you're winning. Excessive anxiety when things are going well can be terribly self-defeating. I don't think medication is the answer - you have to find a way to relax from the inside. You've already accomplished a helluva lot - I know you can do this.

Hope you guys have a great trip. smile

bendingunit23

bendingunit23

Victoria, BC
April 2005

DEC 17, 2009 06:50 AM

sleep little nude model, enjoy your time off.

hentzau

hentzau

Chicago, IL
February 2005

DEC 17, 2009 07:21 AM

I've been playing D&D since the week that 4E came out, and my party of characters is only just about to 6th level. You guys must be playing hardcore!

(And thanks!)

toothpickmoe

toothpickmoe

Los Angeles, CA
May 2004

DEC 17, 2009 11:00 AM

Enjoy your rest. We all need some this time of year.

a_warm_place

a_warm_place

Montreal, QC
November 2003

DEC 17, 2009 10:44 PM

have you tried pot-atoes of sex before sleeping?

that would help

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