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Well, I'm in Virginia.
I'm hurting.
That's really about it right now. I'm out in the country and it's very quiet here. Sometimes that makes me feel better, sometimes that makes me feel worse. I'm trying to make some plans, keep busy.. I'm going to renew my driver's license, get a new Voter Registration Card, get a new passport, get to the doctor to get some anxiety meds. Look for part time jobs. Try and figure out where the hell I want to go from here. It's all to much to think about. I think about the earlier stuff, going to offices and appointments, because that's easy to comprehend, to fit into some kind of understandable worldview. The other stuff reminds me too much of how much my world has been turned completely upside-down, and the reason I'm here at home is to give myself time to try and make a new world for myself, wherever I decide to go.
But it still sucks really hardcore.
Here are some lyrics:
"Bless you, and I deeply do
no longer resolute and I call to you
But the water go so cold,and you do lose what you don't hold.
This is an old song, these are old blues.
This is not my tune, but it's mine to use
And all that I want, and all that I need
and all that I've got is scattered like seed.
And all that I knew is moving away from me.
And all that I know is blowing like tumbleweed "
I'm hurting.
That's really about it right now. I'm out in the country and it's very quiet here. Sometimes that makes me feel better, sometimes that makes me feel worse. I'm trying to make some plans, keep busy.. I'm going to renew my driver's license, get a new Voter Registration Card, get a new passport, get to the doctor to get some anxiety meds. Look for part time jobs. Try and figure out where the hell I want to go from here. It's all to much to think about. I think about the earlier stuff, going to offices and appointments, because that's easy to comprehend, to fit into some kind of understandable worldview. The other stuff reminds me too much of how much my world has been turned completely upside-down, and the reason I'm here at home is to give myself time to try and make a new world for myself, wherever I decide to go.
But it still sucks really hardcore.
Here are some lyrics:
"Bless you, and I deeply do
no longer resolute and I call to you
But the water go so cold,and you do lose what you don't hold.
This is an old song, these are old blues.
This is not my tune, but it's mine to use
And all that I want, and all that I need
and all that I've got is scattered like seed.
And all that I knew is moving away from me.
And all that I know is blowing like tumbleweed "
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