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So that's a part of the lyrics of a contemporary pop hit.
"She's nothing like a girl you've ever seen before
Nothing you can compare to your neighbourhood hoe
I'm tryna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful
The way that booty movin I can't take no more
Have to stop what i'm doin so I can pull up close
I'm tryna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful"
...We are living in a retarded world i guess.
"She's nothing like a girl you've ever seen beforeNothing you can compare to your neighbourhood hoe
I'm tryna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful
The way that booty movin I can't take no more
Have to stop what i'm doin so I can pull up close
I'm tryna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful"
...We are living in a retarded world i guess.
I am so happy when i see girls who aren't embarrassed of their uniqueness - even if that has to do with imperfections ... I am happy when i see an overweight girl on SG that has the strenght to put up a set of herself on this site and FUCKING let other people tag it ... Even though she knows there are so many shitholes out there that are going to take all their mysery out on her.
And i got so PISSED when i saw the tag "disqusting" under Umeko's set today left by a staff photographer! WTF??? WHATS GOING on with this site...Why do people have to take their hate out on others who are brave enough to be critised? the dude can go ahead and snap pix of skinny glamour models all he likes but he chose to shoot for SG - i just don't get why?
And i got so PISSED when i saw the tag "disqusting" under Umeko's set today left by a staff photographer! WTF??? WHATS GOING on with this site...Why do people have to take their hate out on others who are brave enough to be critised? the dude can go ahead and snap pix of skinny glamour models all he likes but he chose to shoot for SG - i just don't get why?
Goals for the upcoming year :
1. To finally figure out what i want to do. Start studying something. I STILL have no idea what
i want to do in life o_O
2.. Try to paint again (oil on canvas).
3. Start going to the gym and yoga.
4.Read more( in English )
5. start cleaning my own mess.
6. Go through some sort of makeup course.
7. Try to be better at work...I 've been so lazy lately.
8. Start trying to live more healthily than before (not drink that much, sleep at night and
stop eating junk food)
9. Deal with my ED. jeez its already 6 years.
10. Live in London for a while.
Meow!
1. To finally figure out what i want to do. Start studying something. I STILL have no idea what
i want to do in life o_O
2.. Try to paint again (oil on canvas).
3. Start going to the gym and yoga.
4.Read more( in English )
5. start cleaning my own mess.
6. Go through some sort of makeup course.
7. Try to be better at work...I 've been so lazy lately.
8. Start trying to live more healthily than before (not drink that much, sleep at night and
stop eating junk food)
9. Deal with my ED. jeez its already 6 years.
10. Live in London for a while.
Meow!
It has been around an year since i moved to Amsterdam. So many things happened to me during this time and many questions pass through my head... i wonder am i the same person still? Have i aquired any new abilities? Sometimes i have the feeling nothing has changed inside my head...i am still the same insecure little girl that stares in the mirror and wants to fix everything she sees yet i know more about people and my judgement has gotten much better.
It was an year full of excitement, dissapointment, new experiences and friends, loneliness and maybe even love.
Some of the things that happened to me during the year:
1. I lived in so many places while in Amsterdam - as you know, it's FREAKING difficult to find a nice appartment to live in this city,everything is so crowded. I was living.in a flat with a nice dude that couldn't handle my messiness, than for two months in Leipzig, afterwards i shared a small room with two freaky gay guys who worked at the Red Light District (and were stealing my wigs) that i couldn't stand, than with another bulgarian guy who thought he can boss me around, so i moved to a hostel where i spent a month , than i shared a house with some really nice people for a while. Unfortunately i had to move out again and live with a crazy coke - addicted italian who wasn't really respecting my privacy...so i left to Sofia. I thought ...fuck it, i am going to come back here since life is much cheaper and easier. It's one month since i arrived and now... ... of course, i want to go back. Seems i don't know what i want and i am totally confused. But i am happy that i experienced so many things during this year.
2. I found some new friends. Lost some too. Maybe i learned how to be a friend myself? I don't know.
3. I fell in love twice...With the wrong people. Oh well.
4. I had my first normal conversation with my mom since a looong time. On skype.
5. I tried working as a stripper for one night - i didnt' like it and never tried again.
6.And most importantly i learned that people who say too many nice things are usually liars.
7.. K, and i just wrote my first, ( somehow meaningful) blog here on SG
Whew!
It was an year full of excitement, dissapointment, new experiences and friends, loneliness and maybe even love.
Some of the things that happened to me during the year:
1. I lived in so many places while in Amsterdam - as you know, it's FREAKING difficult to find a nice appartment to live in this city,everything is so crowded. I was living.in a flat with a nice dude that couldn't handle my messiness, than for two months in Leipzig, afterwards i shared a small room with two freaky gay guys who worked at the Red Light District (and were stealing my wigs) that i couldn't stand, than with another bulgarian guy who thought he can boss me around, so i moved to a hostel where i spent a month , than i shared a house with some really nice people for a while. Unfortunately i had to move out again and live with a crazy coke - addicted italian who wasn't really respecting my privacy...so i left to Sofia. I thought ...fuck it, i am going to come back here since life is much cheaper and easier. It's one month since i arrived and now... ... of course, i want to go back. Seems i don't know what i want and i am totally confused. But i am happy that i experienced so many things during this year.
2. I found some new friends. Lost some too. Maybe i learned how to be a friend myself? I don't know.
3. I fell in love twice...With the wrong people. Oh well.
4. I had my first normal conversation with my mom since a looong time. On skype.
5. I tried working as a stripper for one night - i didnt' like it and never tried again.
6.And most importantly i learned that people who say too many nice things are usually liars.
7.. K, and i just wrote my first, ( somehow meaningful) blog here on SG
Whew!
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