holy shit, i am getting married this weekend.

As if getting everything together for my wedding wasn't stressful enough, Doodle and I are moving into out new apartment this weekend!!! We'll still be in and out of our old place, but i'm pretty excited to get all of our stuff into this new place.

Did I mention its next door to this??

ESP

everyone pray for good weather here in Philadelphia on August 30th!!!!!!

some things I'm into that I thought I never would be into:

- manicures and pedicures, acrylic nails, or anything that involves getting my nails done.
- my cycling class at my local gym
- my baby teaching me how to golf.

There are not enough days in a weekend.

my birthday was pretty shitty. it usually is though so I'm not too upset.

some examples of things that have happened on my birthday:

- boyfriend stands me up 3 years in a row on the night of my birthday because "hanging out with the guys is really important right now"
- i have a huge huge calculus II exam the next day so I spent my birthday with my head in the books.
- family members dying.

This of that nature. This year was no different. worked all day 13 hours. Came home to hot mess. Went to bed at 9pm without dinner. No presents. No family calling (cept my mom) to say happy birthday even though I sent them presents and called them on thier birthday.

next year I'm going to try and forget i have a birthday.

I'm pretty sure I'm going to be leaving suidiegirls in a few weeks.

I've been very busy with life.

I can't get over how cute this little guy is!

This post is a little brighter...

Last weekend I went back home to Rochester, NY for my Bridal Shower and my Bachelorette Party. Both were awesome. I have amazing family and friends. I'm pretty lucky...

We had to put Sierra down yesterday. She has been sick since memorial day and she pretty much couldn't survive anymore without being on antibiotics.

I'm pretty upset, but I prepared myself for her passing. Stella was my first, but I had Sierra the longest.
It's not the same without her...

Just give me a few more months and I will be out of your hairs.