Damn, I'm so sorry. It's been almost a month since I've been on here. The last time I updated my journal was March 30! I meant to get on a while ago and tell you guys I would be out for a while. I don't know how much longer, but I'm just trying to take care of myself right now, going through some things. Maybe by the time I get back i'll be ready to do another set. Take care everyone.

I'm back. I've been back for almost a week now.

I had so much fun with rotten03 and his friends. He showed me an awesome time. Lots of kisses to him, especially as he is now my favorite guy ever! Muah!

Anyways.....I'm going out with friends tonight, it's been a while. I've been locking myself in. I wish I would go out and have fun like I'm supposed to. But my best quality is letting things bring me down. Not a quality at all, I know.

I've stretched my ears one last time now. FOR REAL....this is it. The problem is I was only able to get one plug in. So now I have a 3/4'' plug in my right ear, and a 5/8'' plug with lots of tape wrapped around it in my other ear. Not to mention, since the 5/8'' keeps falling out, I have a piece of ribbon tied around it. Yeah I look so cool. NOT REALLY.

I miss this website. I really should spend more time here.

The fuscia is fading in my hair, that bastard.

My mom keeps talking right now. Sshhhh!

I want to go to the mall, but I have laundry.

You're bored reading this, so what.

i have garbage to take out.....bye bye.

Finally!! My favorite person rotten03 is home in the U.S. for good now! And now I get to spend most of my spring vacation with him down in Illinois. Not that Illinois is a choice place for a spring vacation...but it's who, not where.

I saw my best friend tonight. I haven't seen her in a while...school, work, school, work school school school.

Dude, I'm so tired. I really want to write more. I can't....thanks again for all of the well wishes for my ma. She thanks you too. No, seriously she thinks you're all so sweet! She's the best!

Thank you so much everybody who stopped by my journal last week. I really appreciate your well wishes for my ma! Thank you thank you thank you!

Last week was really difficult. Of course my mom was on some major pain killers...needless to say she was really out of it. I didn't even go to school the days after her surgery. I'm really behind, but I honestly couldn't think of anything else.

I'm so tired...a little worn out. Sorry about whining.

It was nice today, my grandma and sister came by to sit with her while I was at work. And since I haven't been out in 2 weeks, I went to dinner with friends tonight.

I'm really sorry for not being able to make it around and thank everyone personally for being so nice to me. Hopefully I can in the next few days. School is going to kick my ass this week.

I hope everyone has a good week, and take care of yourselves.

So the SGB show was last night. It was so much fun! I loved meeting the girls, especially Brandy ....she's awesome!

The girls did a really good job, especially for the small venue. It was packed though. Ooooh, you know who else was here? Synnove! She's so sweet.

I had alot of fun with my fellow SG's...we even danced on the bar.

I met some great members last night too.

Amongst other things, my nose ring is pissing me off, and so is my lowbret.

I'll take care of them later.


I had dinner and a movie with friends tonight. We saw Monster. Pretty good movie.

On a bad note...my mom's having some awful oral surgery in a week....it makes me want to cry. It' s going to change her, and not for the better. I feel wretched about the whole thing.

I wish everyone a safe weekend, and a good week ahead. Love ya!

I'm bad, I'm at school in the library, updating my journal. I hope I don't get in trouble.

Well, anyways....since it's been about a week, I got all my books, which my father took care of. He's awesome, sometimes.

I just wanted to give a special recognition to 2 of the most awesome local members thefall and pantsonfire. I hung out with both of them at the Landmark the other night with my friends. Well you already knew that pantsonfire rocks my socks, because he's so nice!

But thanks guys for hanging out with me! They'll both be supporting our ladies at the upcoming SGB show heading here on Feb 20. I can't wait for that....I think I'm going to be a tip gal. It should be fun.

So what have all you lovely people been up to? I hope it's all good. Take care of yourselves.

School started this week. This is the wrong week. The weather, I think, has been the worst, beginning monday. It snowed so hard and for so long. The wind didn't help much either. It sucks to walk to your classes in that stuff.

Fortunately, everything panned out for me as far as classes go. Last week, before I started, I had curiously been dropped from registration. So, I had to reregister on the first day. At first my classes weren't open. But now everything's fine, and I'm in all of the original classes I had chosen.

I'm so tired. But i've accepted the fact that I'll be a little rusty, since I took last semester off.

So would anyone like to buy my books for me? You do? Awesome. Thanks.

January is coming to a close...which only means that my fellow SG's will be arriving in Milwaukee soon. I can't wait to see you ladies perform!
I hope everyone's having a good week so far.

Yesss!!!! I finally got my 5/8'', single flared, eyelets in my ears!!!!

I'm so happy. I think I'm done stretching now. I think

I also got a new piercing, in place of the one that a certain piercer screwed up!

School starts on Monday...I have tons of financial aid issues to handle. I really screwed myself over this year. Oh man I suck!

It's still really cold here.....really really cold. I don't know why I keep thinking I'll wake up and it will be 40 degrees.

I'm so tired, I'm going to bed. Goodnight.

This week went by really fast......and painfully too. I had a little heartbreak in the middle of the week. I've already phased into the anger stage....so recovery should be just around the corner. STUPID BOY!

I swear, I do so much for people.....I'm not even going to get into it.

The snow has been thoroughly pissing me off, that's for sure.

I would really like some coffee right now, but I don't have any.

I have one more week until school starts.
SAVE ME!
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Updated 1/19

THank you so much for the sweet comments. You have no idea how wonderful you made me feel. This is awesome.

This past weekend, I got my septum pierced. It was so f*cking crooked, he had to take it out! Blasted piercers and their "know-it-all" tactics!
IDIOT!!!!!!!

ok...I feel better now

Oh my goodness.....SCHOOL STARTS in 2 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Since I took a semester off, it's time for me to find the random parts of my brain that I stored away, thinking maybe I'd preserve the cells needed to participate in school. Too bad I don't remember where I left them.

Needless to say, I'm scared to return to school.

I'm pretty sure I'll be around more often, pretending I'm doing homework online, but spending too much time here.
I'll try not to let it get me in trouble.

I really need to start saving money. It's the hardest to do. I bet most of you have a savings account with thousands of dollars. I can't even imagine what that must be like. I need help.

I've been missing out on all the new sets. I don't know what's going on here anymore. I feel really bad about it. I hope I can make it to some of your journals.

I SUCK!
love,
Monet