I thought today would be the right day to tell my brother about what i have been getting upto and share my excitement with him, seems i was wrong!
He has taken it very badly!
i told him, he didn't talk to me,
i told him it isn't a bad thing,
he said "it isn't?"
i said "why is it?"
he said he doesn't know then he left to get his mate

I feel horrible right now but maybe after its sunk in a bit we can talk about it properly.
I know he has looked at pictures of suicide girls and i guess he's just being protective i don't know, but he's definately old enough to realise that it's my choice, i just wanted his support

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


update on the brother thing, he just came round with my dad and acted like nothing had been said! now i'm confused, think we might have to have a little chat still

Well i think i'm slowly learning my way around here and getting to speak to some lovely people
Thank you all for my welcome greetings you all rock!

I've just been told i'm like the female version of clark kent,
Geeky "normal" sales advisor by day
all singing all dancing (almost) sg by night

I love it, if only people at work knew what i really got up to hehe

Well this is all a bit crazy but hi
So happy to be amongst such beauty and looking forward to getting to know you all