I have pictures!!!


This is how i drink wine, I realize I'm a fucking genius.


Annabells, I lost my skank that night as well as an earring but came home with a black eye.


These are my kids


I love this guy




I made red velvet cupcakes for the guy I love


Everyone should listen to Sean K. Preston

I found a lovely photographer to do my next set, now I just need to figure out what I want to do!

Well fuck.
Not enough time in the fucking day, shits unorganized, and I'm fucking broke.

I need help.

boo.

So this is how fucking stupid I am, I meet this beautiful man at summerdance just thinking about him makes my vagina tingle and what do I do, I don't think when I leave that I haven't got his number. just fuck me, that is so my luck. Good time though pictures soon. I should be thinking about taking a break from such activity but I just don't think I want too. & I met another beauty camping SG Nik!

I am downloading all the seasons to the powerpuff girls because I was making kool aid and realized you no longer have to add sugar to it, I am almost tempted to pick up some pizza rolls to eat while I watch all 6 seasons.
I'm not working right now, I have to much time to think. I've been smoking entirely too much and cocktail hour is becoming earlier and earlier. I have been spending a a lot of time reading at the moment 'the bell jar' and most books i seem to pick out are about some crazy mother fucking making me think i am crazy or that i am just going mad. I've dancing more lately usually when i just wake up because i have a tendency to wake up angry and dancing makes me feel better.
Anyways no job, running out of money, still in ohio, now ex boyfriend is in colorado. I've been doing tattoos out of my apartment and attempting to get modeling jobs. Thinking about going to school for something art related but then I remembered I hate school. I could barely stay in high school not because i couldnt or wouldnt do the work but most people piss me off, and I don't think I have ever studied for anything ever and I'm pretty sure that will be a requirement to get throuigh college.

I need a project, maybe start with some inspiration, possibly first gather some will to do it at all,

In my defense I've attempted to write 3 or 4 times.
Well... i just had home made apple pie for breakfast. My apartment is fucking cold and I have nothing to do today.
Boyfriend and I are leaving for Arizona mid June, but for our going away we are going to Nelsons Ledges for the Badfish weekend festival. Lots of people lots of booze and good music. quite excited. But I am so going to miss my cat, momma and the little home I have finally made here, I hate thinking about it.
But I need some adventure, it would kill me if i regretted this move, but gotta think positive! right?
This feeling is almost cruel.
K period dramas for the rest of the day, maybe a little reading, and of course play&dance with Bette Otter.

My music is always on shuffle because if you ask me what I want to listen to, the only thing I can truly be happy with answering with is Mumford and Sons.
I'm addicted to Long Island Ice Teas, and playing Magic. The little free time I've had lately is spent doing that.
My latest set hasn't got as much love as I had hoped, so I guess its time for a new one yeah? How would you like to see me naked? The outfit I wore in my last set is what I wore a few days before when I went out to my normal bar. I'm pretty sure I wore some type of bra though.

Well..my eyeball hurts, my coffee is too strong, my heart is in my throat, the cat won't shut up. I have no more useless information about right now. I just wanted to say something.

We got cute pictures taken at one of our favorite parks.

WHAT UP YO!?
Its been awhile, but I've been a busy bee. I moved the boyfriend in (he got evicted from his own place) I got a kitty cat! Her name is Professor Bette Otter. Professor because she looks good in a top hat, Bette for Bette Davis, and otter because she looks like a sea otter.



But hey, the man& i plan to move to Mesa Arizona in June and we are trying to save and make some extra money for this great adventure so I'm selling my shit! Please buy my shit.
I'm a tiny short bitch so the ladies clothes are small.
I will be accepting payment through paypal.

Men's Vintage Military Jacket
Fits small.
$20

Overall Shorts
Size 3
$10

Silk tank-top
Small
$3

Super Skinny Acid Wash Jeans
Size 1
$20

Forever 21 Mini Dress
Size 2
$10
(this dress was fitted for me at the time, so its about 32' 24' 35'. From the heart its about 22' long)

Silk/Sequined Bubble Dress
Size Small
$10

Fur Vest
$15

Wide Legged American Eagle Jeans
Size 0 Regular
$5

Jersey & Lace Shirt
XS
$3

Suicide Girl V-Neck
Size Medium
$3

Kitty Cat V-Neck
XS
$3

Men's Grateful Dead Evolution T-Shirt
Size Large
$10

Lace Dress
Size Small
$30

Knit Caps
$2 each

Vintage Clip-On Bow ties
$2 each

Jewelry

Men's DC shoes
Size 13
$20

Belts
$5 each

Vintage Aluminum Cigarette Case
$10

All negotiable, you pay for shipping. I'm new to this, be nice.
I will iron&wash all clothing.

I NEED A CAT! I am a mad woman, I need the loving comfort of a cat, I need to put my love somewhere. I've been in my new apartment for about a month i think its about time. I really want a Scottish Fold midget cat or a Sphynx but I'll take anything!
I want to make a fort in my apartment (i lack furniture, I have space) just like a huge blanket fort, no boys allowed but i have no lady friends anymore. girls are cunts, they talk too much, get bored too quickly. but i still want someone to help me dye my hair purple, borrow clothes from, tape wine bottles to my hands, watch teen British dramas with & take impulsive road trips with.
i need a good day, I seriously just watched intervention & hoarders all day yesterday accomplished nothing except get a bunch of crumbs in my bed.
Meh well spring is approaching & it shall be a time of new tattoos, new hair, new people, & new places maybe buy some shoes i can't afford, but fuck you shoes makes me feel good. i'm making resolutions of sorts for this year, i think you're suppose to do this in like January but I've never been very conventional. There will be art, painting, designing, sewing and doing more tattoo work maybe some music? no one believes in my mandolin playing. I plan on selling a lot of my vintage shit and some of my own creations. there will be a lot more traveling this year. i feel a lot of good things are a'coming, & of course there will be a cat.
that's it for now yeah?
i wanna post more, i'm working on my motivation problem i swear.

Hello day off I'm glad you are such a beautiful day!
I've noticed something and it really explains a lot, I hate when people know or ask anything personal about me. because of this i'm not the most social of butterflies, fuck I'm not even much of a butterfly, I don't even really like butterflies. Still, I hate when people are in my business even people close to me, if I want you to know I will fucking tell you. & its probably why I end up liking boys who are all totally in love with themselves..because they like talking about how awesome them are all the time so I don't have to worry about them asking me any questions. It's almost contradicting because I am a very expressive person, just not with literal words, words are too easily misunderstood.
Speaking of contradictions, I've been wearing a lot of contradicting almost ironic clothing lately. Sleeveless sweatshirts, sweater-like thigh highs, mullet skirts. My senseless personality is coming out in my outfit choices i guess. ha!

Okay, um, I got an apartment, yay! I move in next Friday! It's tiny as fuck and cheap, Imma get a cat. I should name it Gloves, ha, too funny.

It's a Gogol Bordello kind of day.


I got a camera for Christmas, and this is what happened




&I have made a deal with myself, If my set in MR makes front page by my next set I will get my chest piece finished!
I've also been thinking to dying my hair red again, yay, nay?

So.,.. my set is in MR, so smother some of that love butter on my toast. I don't know, i don't even understand what I'm saying anymore.
News: Trying to get my poor car fixed today, it stalls out and random points while I'm driving it's scary and I am a horrible driver &I've been told talking to it is not going to do anything to help, whatever.
Let's see.. boys suck I like them better drunk or naked, even better both. Less complicated that way.
Song stop being perfect



Oh yeah, hair!


or lack of..

Christmas is coming up, only problem with it is my Momma& sister are down in Florida and I wish for nothing more too drink large amounts of wine and eat cookies with them on the splendid occasion. I shall try to make it just as magical anyways.

new set, love, love you