I have just taken Tiamat to be de-sexed. I didn't realize I was going to be so nervous about it. My poor kitty! I think this is going to be a really LONG day. I thought I was so smart as well getting a de-sexing voucher from the council. I thought it would cost me next to nothing. It turns out the voucher only covers $15 and I have to pay $100. Now I am broke At least the weekend will be free I have two exhibitions to go to and I have been assured there will be plenty of free booze. Hip Hip Hooray!

Last night I realized I had forgotten the need for feminism. I have been living in my own little bubble world for so long, I am next to never exposed to the majority of society....huh? Last night I watched Puberty Blues; Its a kinda cult movie set in Newcastle (australia) in the 70's; kids in high school that kinda thing. It was absolutly horrible! It was crass; very occa! and the girls were substandard to the boys and treated like absolute shit! The sexism was rife!
The worst thing about it was it reminded me of my highschool days. I have spent the last 10 years forgetting them! I just hope that things have changed. Have they changed??????


Oh btw I did like the movie It was horrible in that good way. Know what I mean???

Hey I got new hair but Im over it already. Oh well. Started work for the dole I gotta go to a primary school and make art with little kids. Its amusing really. Been sooky all morning, but then I recieved another parcel of stickers and knickers and tank. Huh? Well Im not complaining! Thankyou SG!!!
Finally some funny deborch pics. I left out the best ones- the tity shots. You'll just have to wait for my set. Anyway these are my friends and a funny lot they are! We always have so much fun!
So we went to the vice party and there was plenty of free booze but they kicked us out at 4am.
So we went home and had our own party!
A garbage bag party?

Oh Oh
I cant make this work
No photos today
Oh well heres an Alice story:

Alice sat and sulked in the doll house alone, estranged from the other toys.
Senses down, she drifted in and out of daydreams.
Until.
"Meow".
A catapult back into reality. She brightened, catching a glimpse of this new addition. A cat type-doll. She welcomed him with intensity. As the other toys were running and screaming into the fields of madness, a million and one helium balloons in tow. Let loose into the sky. They began to cover. The sky. The sun. The moon. The clouds.
All was white.

Alice and the cat-type doll sat in the doorway watching. Alice turned to the Cat-type doll and confided to him;
"I move so far from myself on a day to day basis. I engage in interaction and judge my situation with fresh eyes a hundred times over. But every eye holds a different answer. Because every eye sees with a different shade of pink, blue, green. Whatever does it mean?"

"Watch me." purred the cat-type doll as he lightly stepped over the mat entering the house. He sniffed around cautiously, taking carefully premeditated steps.

Alice watched intently while thinking, "I should be taking notes because this cat is far more educated in human codes of conduct than I am." Fancying herself as insightful, she smiled smugly and jumped in front of the cat-type doll.

"I've learnt a new word. Caution. Do you like it? I'm going to practice it, repeat it over and over so that it rolls ever so mechanically off my tongue. Then everyone will think I've been using it all my life." purred Alice. She was now mimicking the cat-type doll, skulking around on all fours. The cat-type doll, grinned a Cheshire grin. He had his mouse right between his paws, and a few more tricks up his sleeve. Skulking up to Alice he nestled into her, sedating her with his lulling purrs. Enchanted by the cat-type doll's lullaby, she unwillingly drifted to the edge of sleep.
In a last effort of resistance she crossed her hands in her lap (as she did when saying lessons) and began to recite an act from: 'Theatre de Over Realm', but her voice sounded horse and strange and the words didn't come as they used to:

The curtains are drawn for Theatre de Over Wealm /My peripheral vision slips to the Dream's realm / The program reads: ACT 1: DO NOT SLEEP, You can't let it creep, Over and Under /But it's starting to seep, Pulling me deep into slumber /Surrounded by whispers, shadows closing in /The horn blows and the game is soon to begin /I'm caught inbetween, a scarcely wake state /Intermission Time: 11:11 it's almost too late /The dream's pulling up the frame /It takes it's form; a checked board, a chess game /"Take your positions let the games begin" /Seems I'm a WHITE pawn with 11 moves to win / RED night moves 3 to the left and 2 to the right / WHITE pawn frozen to the square afraid to fight//

Intermission:

The pieces call truce for truffles and cream / It's 11:11 and I'm still sliding between / scolding myself in future never to lean / Cause without One, One cannot be seen /...unless; My move; a simple maths equation to dissolve / This chess game polar ice-tip which around I revolve / But there are so many operatives, on which to decide? / Add, subtract, multiply or divide?
......Times up the games turned mean /the RED knight just took my queen,

Now there's no chance at wake.
The RED won; it's checkmate//




Purring he lulled her deep into slumber.

A pinch and a punch...........
White Rabbit

You know I have had to sit in the library or internet cafe and use internet for the last year
People look at me so strange when they see Im looking at naked girls
Especially at the library!
The reason I have had to do this is because Im so fuckin poor!! The reason I am so fuckin poor is because I refuse to get a job. I don't even know why I refuse to get a job anymore, well I do but the logic is strange. I dont want a job because I want to do whatever I want whenever I want. But with no cash it's hard to do that. Catch 22. So I got a nice apartment in the city, but no furniture. City means close to everything, but no money to go out.....well not much. Hmmm tomorrow I will get a job.

I have a name. Woohoo!
I also found a nice little pakage at home for me with my stickers and knickers and all fun things, thankyou SG staff!!
I can't believe I am such an internet retardo. Today was my first day doing that group thing. I think Im hooked.

Some of my wishes have come true Now I have $ Time to get internet at home.

Waiting.....
waiting for my pics to go up.
waiting for some money so I can get broadband and not have to do this at the library anymore.
need so many things, like a couch and a coffee table and my kitties bits off so she doesn't howl at the moon anymore and keep me awake all night.
You know here they make you do work for the dole. So you work to get $480 a fortnight!
I am going back to study!!!!!!