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Meshell " if love is a labor I'll slave til the end"

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MAY 1, 2007 @ 06:40 AM | 2 COMMENTS

WHAT A CRAZY PARTY, it was awesome. Like seriously. I'll write more when I'm actually sitting at a desk at my bro's in Colombia but where I am, the floor of the Miami airport... is not very comfortable. I have also some RAD pics of me flying around at the party and I'll post some of my arrival in the South Americas soon... redmess you missed a good time, but it just means you're going to have to venture down south with Lavonne and FaerieBad so seek out sushi and do sexy tropical photoshoots muwahahahah..

Would you like a little Stella with your E?

APRIL 28, 2007 @ 05:48 PM | 4 COMMENTS

Here I go again...

After a week of boozing, sushi, shows, packing, moving.... tonight is the last night... at least for the boozing and sushi and shows... and boys... it's my big going away party and I still have a headache from the tequila last night and have had like 4 hours of sleep. Should be some interesting pictures that happen tonight though wooP!
APRIL 22, 2007 @ 08:20 PM | 8 COMMENTS

Okay.. so it's been a weird few days. Did a shoot with Lavonne um... today I guess... and you know what.. even though there was a couple of unpreventable circumstances leading up to it, it's AWESOME, much like herself!!! redmess did my makeup and yup.. I'm not really saying anything else about it because when it happens it'll be so great. So thanks ladies for the fun naked times and for all the extra effort! And to faeriebad for dancing to Silverchair in the living room while I was naked down the hall!

Yesterday was my last day of work.. it was weird cause no one really works there anymore that I'm super close with, or everyone that I was had left for the day cept my best pal in the grocery dept. So I thought I almost got out without crying but.. as soon as I hit the punch clock at 4:04 pm the tear ducts opened and the store manager gave me a hug and I bawled. Yup.

But last night at "The Eatery" was fun. I had to be the chump to ask for the reservation for "The Suicide Girls", thanks for that Malloreigh! The staff thought we were famous or some shit. So here's the ladies of the evening.
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Malloreigh and friend, me, faeriebad, Starla, and Lavonne

I'm off to see "The Klaxons" now and a band I kinda know is opening up, "Fake Shark Real Zombie" YEY! Should be fun times! On Friday I went to see my fav local band "The Turn" at the Buffalo Club and the singer was like, in front of the whole bar, "This one is for Michelle, she's going to Colombia, we're gonna set up a cartel or something so if anyone wants coffee come see us". Yup I was red in the face. But they are awesome.

Oh ya, and to top off all the shitty things that have been happening amongst the good things, what I thought was an allergy to green tea macha, I think is actually a developed allergy to my favourite food in the whole world, PEANUT BUTTER!!! The hives on my arms are SOOO ITCHY... damnit, guess it's off to the doctor's tomorrow!!! LAME.

This is for fun, I stole it from akarandomhero

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Stupid Survey Body:
[x] Name: Michelle
[x] Birthdate: May 17, 1984.
[x] Birthplace: Fort St. John, BC
[x] Current Location: Van City in the downtown, until next week I'll be in Medellin, Colombia.
[x] Eye Color: Blue/grey/green
[x] Hair Color: Dark brown, naturally dirty blonde
[x] Righty or Lefty: Righty
[x] Zodiac Sign: Taurus
[x] Innie or Outtie: Innie

-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
[x] The shoes you wore today: Black, high heeled, mary janes.
[x] Your fears: The future.

-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase: WOOPITY WOOP!
[x] Your thoughts first waking up: Damnit.
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Mouth, teeth, lips, smile..
[x] Your bedtime: Whenever things are done.
[x] Your most missed memory: a time that was care free

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[x] Pepsi or coke: I don't drink pop unless I have to.
[x] McDonald's or Burger King: Don't remember the last time I ate fast food, and I have no desire to but if I had to I guess Burger King cause they have veggie burgers.
[x] Single or group dates: Single
[x] Adidas or Nike: neither.
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: Soy latte from Cafe Artigiano.

-------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Smoke: YUCK
[x] Cuss: FUCKING fuck ya!
[x] Take a shower everyday: Not everyday.. and don't ask me how often I wash my hair cause you don't want to know!
[x] Do you think you've been in love?: I think but I question.
[x] Want to go to college: Just finished my first semester ever and I HATE IT!
[x] Like high school: I loved it.
[x] Want to get married: Yes, one day, something small with an amazingly long, hot honeymoon.
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: Mostly.
[x] Believe in yourself: Some days more than others.
[x] Get motion sickness: Nope.
[x] Think you're attractive: Sometimes, like thursday, and today.
[x] Think you're a health freak: 95% of the time.
[x] Get along with your parents: My mom is a little nutters but I guess so. Love my daddy.
[x] Play an instrument: Drums.

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID/HAVE YOU--------------
[x] Go to the mall: Hah.. yes...
[x] Eaten sushi: OH YES
[x] Been on stage: No but I had the whole Buffalo Club look at me on friday.
[x] Had sex: Been a little more than a month.
[x] Been dumped: Nope
[x] Gone skating: Nope
[x] Made homemade cookies: Nope
[x] Dyed your hair: Yes a week ago wink I went to my awesome salon (Zinc on W16th.)
[x] Stolen anything: Some peanut butter pretzles and some dried mango that was gonna go in the garbage anyways..

-------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: Yes
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: most definitely !
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: Only after they've told me.
[x] Cried during a Movie?: I cry about everything.
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot? YES one of the guys on Sailor Moon was hot.
[x] Had an imaginary friend: Yup.
[x] Cut your hair: 3 days ago.
[x] Had a crush on a teacher?: Mr. Murphy!! He used to listen to Nirvana.
[x] Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Um.. most definitely yes.
[x] Gotten beaten up?: NO?
[x] Been in a fight: Sure? Not really.. verbal fights sure.

----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: 30
[x] Numbers and Names of Children: 2 at the MOST, and Quinn or Zillah or.. i dunno.
[x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: Something super rocked out, small, informal but amazing, and not a big fat waste of money.
[x] How do you want to die?: Having an orgasm?
[x] What do you want to be when you grow up: Happy!

-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
[x] Best eye color: Don't care.
[x] Best hair color: Don't care.
[x] Short or long hair: Don't care.
[x] Best height: Not much shorter than me, that might be a little weird.
[x] Best race: Don't care.
[x] Best date location: My bed? And I don't mean that in a sexual way! It's comfy damnit, and there's no cat hair on it.
[x] Best kiss location: My bed!

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: 3?
[x] Number of CDs that I own: 150?
[x] Number of piercings: 6
[x] Number of tattoos: 2
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: Dunno?
[x] Number of scars on my body: Lots of little ones.
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: A few but it doesn't do any good so I'm just trying not to repeat the same mistakes.

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
[x] Wearing: High heeled black mary janes, black(faded) skinny jeans, white princess sleeved T w/strapless black polkadotted shirt overtop, black thong, black bra, fake eyelashes, makeup,.. yadda yadda.

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[x] Drinking: Water
[x] Thinking about: The fact that I might fucking be allergic to peanut butter.
[x] Listening to: Death From Above

---------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: YUP.
[x] Worn jeans: right now.
[x] Met someone new online: No
[x] Done laundry: No
[x] Drove a car: No
[x] Talked on the phone: yes.

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself: Not often enough.
[x] Your friends: a select few.
[x] Santa Claus: I love santa.
[x] Tooth Fairy: No.
[x] Destiny/Fate: Sometimes.
[x] Michael Jackson: HE IS MY EVERYTHING. I'm not fucking kidding okay "The Way You Make Me Feel" is like.. the best song ever.
[x] Angels: Sure
[x] Ghosts: of course
[x] UFO's: um.. YES
[x] God: Not god as a holy other.

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: Nope.
[x] Who have you known the longest of your friends? Leah and Nadia
[x] Are you close to any family member?: Most.
[x] When have you cried the most?: After my last Bday or when my first boyfriend broke up with me.. but then we got back together and I broke up with him 3 years later and he cried, so I guess we are even.
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: Security, in every way.
[x] Worst Feeling?: Awkwardness
[x] What time is it now?: 8:09pm



APRIL 18, 2007 @ 10:33 PM | 3 COMMENTS

I got to go to Celebrities last night for the first time in a long time. I used to go every Tuesday since last June when I came back from Colombia. I had never danced before, being more into rockish music that you couldn't really dance to, until I was in a dark club at a resort in Santa Marta on the Colombian coast and a group of young med students told my bro in spanish that they wanted me to come dance. So I finally gave in, didn't really have anything to lose cause no one knew me, and damn it was fun. So I spent one night a week, if not more, from June until September at Celebs... then school started.

So last night was awesome, it took a while to get things going and the good songs but I didn't feel like 3am and 5 hours later when those lights went on... I'm sure fucking going to miss that. Thanks to faeriebad for making it enjoyable, other people aren't always in great spirits.

And I just got back from my first time at Bikrams yoga, HOLY INTENSE! It was sooooo hot and I was sooooo sweaty but damn I loved it. I fucking love sweating, and being hot, and working out, I love intense. Yup. So I can't wait to get to Colombia in 12 days so I hopefully don't have to freeze my lil ass off anymore.

Shoot tomorrow whooppeeeeeeeeeee!!! That's all for now. biggrin
APRIL 13, 2007 @ 10:54 PM | 2 COMMENTS

Heh... so I asked my bro before I my set was accepted.. "have you heard of the Suicide Girls?" and he replied, "ya I just watched them on CSI, why?". After replying, "Don't tell Dad", he sent me the episode. Lately I haven't had much time off, or free, I'm always at work, or school, or the gym but I had all evening free tonight so I decided to finally watch it. I must say... it was kinda cool.. though some of the acting is terrible, and I don't mean from the SG's... the actual cast was slightly disappointing. I never turn the TV on so I haven't watched CSI since that crazy one that Terentino (SP?) did and the guy was buried alive with a gun. But here I am sitting in my bed with my laptop on a Friday night... it's kinda nice. The whole city is watching the hockey game I'm sure, if it's still on that is..

I got my hair dyed today... it's darker than I wanted but what can you do. It's pretty much back to what my profile pic looks like, but I kinda liked what it faded out to.

I ran into the lovely Redmess yesterday, fun surprise as I briskly walked into work having barely seconds to spare. I only have one week left, they can't get mad at me, and then only 9 days until I leave the country. I had to wait from 5:30am-10:30am at the passport office the other morning... but it will be here in time and I don't have to spend any extra days in this rainy city. Met some fun very overweight house wives from Maple Ridge to keep me company in line.. hehe.

Yup... only 17 days left and I haven't packed anything, moved anything, cleaned anything... just been too freakin busy and stressed out. This week will be a little better because school is done, I wrote my two exams.. even though I probably did really shitty on them... I'll never go back to paper writing, textbook reading type school again anyways so who cares.

I guess it's almost bedtime.. gotta work early. I ordered a bunch of SG swag and got the pick up notice today, yey! Though I did already receive the official complimentary pair! Tomorrow will be a good day I think, get to go for sushi with the only cool gals left at my work woop!
APRIL 11, 2007 @ 12:03 AM | 1 COMMENT

These tired eyes
are sick of the lies
that consume every waking moment.

The only thing that ever
felt so right
is the crisp, cool air
this spring night.

It's the daylight hours
that hurt me dear
when everyone needs me
but all I have is fear.

So goodbye my friends
and the rest of you too,
I'm running away
from all of you... shocked
APRIL 7, 2007 @ 10:47 PM | 4 COMMENTS

I went shopping yesterday, fuN! took like 3 hours to get to the states... damn easter weekend traffic.. and I got tattooed today! wooPity woOP!zoom image
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APRIL 5, 2007 @ 11:11 PM | 5 COMMENTS

who gets drunk by 10pm and comes home to cook ginger tamari tofu with their laptop on the kitchen counter before getting up at 5:30am on goof friday to work? me.. that's right.
MARCH 31, 2007 @ 07:52 PM | 7 COMMENTS

This is what they pay me the big bucks to do, draw easter bunnies and eat chocolate and mangos all day...

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MARCH 29, 2007 @ 10:42 PM | 5 COMMENTS

So I bopped along to work with NKOTB in my iPod and it was sunny and warm. Thought it was gonna be a fun evening, and it was, stocking shelves with my best buddy while giggling about boys....

Then there was a loud "THUMP". The whole store heard it and was looking around the corner of the store where we thought it came from. Couldn't see anything.. so then someone was like "something fell on the roof". So.. one of the guys crawled out the skylight to have a look, and sure enough.. it was a CAT! SOMEONE'S CAT FELL from the apartment next door, and hit our roof, HARD. Like... my first reaction was "IS IT DEAD?!!" Cause damn, if it was still alive, it shouldn't be after that fall, but it was...

So like 20 mins later I see a girl go into the back room that isn't staff, she was following a boss... and then I walked back there as I was ending my shift and she was on her phone crying. So of course it was the owner of the cat. As she's crying my co-worker asks "what floor do you live on?" and she cried harder... as I scrunched my face before she answered, knowing I'd hear something I don't want to, she replied through sobs "the 18th floor". So.. I had to walk away... I could feel the tear ducts welling up, my face growing red... yup... I think I'd have a gun to my head or all the drugs I could find in my body if my cat died like that, especially considering, technically... it was her fault. Leaving a window open, 18 floors up, no screen, no lock to prevent it from opening any further. Don't get me wrong.. I feel for her, god I feel terrible for her, but I mean, for fuck sakes!!! So hopefully my best bud is ending her shift now and is on her way over with some tasty soy chocolate ice cream...

Up for work at 5:30am tomorrow, whoopppeeee! frown
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