SuicideGirl: Meshell
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Meshell " if love is a labor I'll slave til the end"

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JUNE 8, 2008 @ 09:58 PM

I'M NAKED!!

Well I will be again on Tuesday for you guys to see! My new set Button Button goes up for Member Review so you should keep your eyes peeled and then go give it some love because me and Cherry love it and wanna see it on the front page! She did a super rad job, it was really fun and I think you can tell how much more comfortable I am in front of the camera. Here's a sneak peak!

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A couple weeks ago I went with ifwinterends and Mantis4U to the Hot One Inch Action button show and got more buttons! We also got interviewed about our buttons for Much Music's going coastal... I happened to know the camera guy and host so.. it wasn't like we were just so awesome. But we are.

Yesterday my friend who is also Pirate's Mr. Man took me to get an electric drum kit and set it up for me, it's so much fun! I haven't played in years and I've been wanting one for a long time. When Pirate bought a bass the other day I was like "well fuck I shouldn't waste anymore time" and I'll just think about the money later.
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Then we went to a BBQ and got fucked up and I did some things I shouldn't have.
We're all so cute. Eric later stole my checkered scarf... and I'll prolly never see it again. zoom image

Want some drink?
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I might go get my vertical labret pierced tomorrow, Pirate got me a gift certificate for my birthday to do it but I've been humming and hawing because if I ever take it out I'll have two scars since I already have one from my previous labret. It was either that or a nose ring inspired by Kalix the "Lonely Werewolf Girl" in the book by Martin Miller. Soooo good. I need more fantasy books so suggest some.. I like young adult crap mostly... things that are NOTHING like real life.

I was just talking with one of my best buddies Vanessa and she really did like my ex and I was talking to her about him and I being friends. I don't know if we can because I disagree with his whole life and the people in it, and he even wants me to wait around for him, he wants us to both get happy individually and then we can be happy together or some crap. I don't think that can ever happen as we just view the world and the people in it way too differently. It sucks that we were friends for 8 years but that was mostly online and despite what he might think, real life is how things ACTUALLY are and how people ACTUALLY are. Anyways Vanessa said " I'm glad you are moving on and that you don't want him in your life, as crappy as it is because it ruins some of your social life like going to shows with me, but I've never seen you feel so terribly about yourself in the 6 years I've known you as in the last 4 months and I don't like it". So that was really nice of her to say. It really does suck because her husband is in a band and I've been friends with them for 6 years but I'm not even sure I can emotionally go to their shows anymore as he'll be there and so will all the slutty girls that contributed to our downfall... Anyways... I'm so glad I have my friends cause life is so freakin hard I don't think I'd still be alive without them. Pirate, ifwinterends, and Vanessa <3<3<3<3

Well this is the second time I wrote this blog and I know it's not as good as the first time but my stupid computer likes to be a jerk and delete things.

I went to see Panic At the Disco on Friday - I don't care what anyone says, those guys have some damn catchy songs and they put on incredible shows. So even though it was all 14 year olds at least my 18 year old sister that I went with is really small so I didn't stand out too much with her. She doesn't even like them hahahah!

Another shot from the sneaker photoshoot I did last week. The photograper Ryan Connors did a rad job.
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Don't forget to also check out my self shot set Dry Bath
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And Pirate's newest set het piraat bier MEOW!!!!! We shot them on the same day with Cherry!

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Dorsal

Dorsal

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

JUN 08, 2008 10:01 PM

that is going to be a beautiful set and i cant wait to see it! smile

cain187

cain187

Vista, CA
November 2006

JUN 08, 2008 10:39 PM

Hey, I got that same drum kit for my birthday a few months back! Lotsa fun... plus you can plug an mp3 player into it and rock along with your music! Good times...

Valium

Valium

SUICIDEGIRL

France

JUN 09, 2008 01:44 AM

can't wait to see this love

Tita

Tita

SUICIDEGIRL

Ontario, Canada

JUN 09, 2008 03:51 AM

"Buttons" looks like a great idea. I can't wait to see that set!
Re: Your Ex; sounds like mine. Bands, peers, lifestyle choices, time apart, and you (me) feeling crummy/acting differently. Hmmm...Maybe it's the same Dude!

Lee

Lee

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

JUN 09, 2008 07:15 AM

That's a nice kit. I need to get an electic one as well. I play drums but I haven't been able to in years because I live in an apartment.

Rydell

Rydell

SUICIDEGIRL

Alberta, Canada

JUN 09, 2008 07:47 AM

cant wait to se the set I collect retro buttons I have some fucking killer ones!!!
smile

Pirate

Pirate

SUICIDEGIRL

British Columbia, Canada

JUN 09, 2008 10:10 AM

Eeeeek! Its your best set yet!!!

The only other thing im going to say is I touched crispin's mohawk and it felt like pubic hair.

thats it.

Merlina

Merlina

SUICIDEGIRL

Spain

JUN 09, 2008 11:16 AM

i need drink yes...... kiss

pawko4b

pawko4b

Mechanicsburg, PA
May 2008

JUN 09, 2008 02:09 PM

Nice drums. Love the pics.

ifwinterends

ifwinterends

Vancouver, BC
June 2005

JUN 09, 2008 05:43 PM

i'm so happy that Vanessa wasn't crazy. i was *almost* worried when that paragraph started the way it did. i'm with her 100% and it was making me sad to see you that way too and i've already noticed a marked difference in your attitude - even while you've been sad - and that is saying something.

*mwah*

<3

Barny

Barny

United Kingdom
December 2003

JUN 10, 2008 01:26 AM

can't wait to see your set! yay those drums look awesome! i've been playing rock band blush and the drums are basically like practise drums. i'm so excited to push myself further! woot

Rydell

Rydell

SUICIDEGIRL

Alberta, Canada

JUN 10, 2008 07:03 PM

haha I probably will too...but I do have a killer pin collection!! My dad use to collect so I have really old ones..it is great!!

Rydell

Rydell

SUICIDEGIRL

Alberta, Canada

JUN 10, 2008 07:14 PM

yeah I have a Michael Jackson one too when he was African American..hehe and a really old one of Mick Jagger like in his..20-30's and some great kiss onessmile I use to work for a company that had a button machine..I should have made so many more than I did but it was fun to dosmile I made a huge whack of them for my girlfriends Stagette party..it rocked their socks!! the guys at the bar were doing fun things for them..hehehe

YEAH we will have to hook up if you make it here!! plus I and planning an SG night here in Calgary at Snatch rock bar..so maybe they will cross each others path and everyone can get together!!

SkottieIsDead

SkottieIsDead

Georgia
OLD SKOOL

JUN 10, 2008 07:39 PM

love love love miao!! miao!! miao!!

Rydell

Rydell

SUICIDEGIRL

Alberta, Canada

JUN 10, 2008 07:51 PM

smile not yet it is still in the works I have to meet with the girl at Snatch this weeksmile I will for sure let you knowsmile

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