SuicideGirl: Meshell
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Meshell is somewhere between happy and total fucking wreck...

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MAY 5, 2008 @ 10:50 PM

My self shot set it up! Check it out Rub A Dub Dub!
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Thanks to everyone who already left lovely comments, it was fun to shoot!

On Sunday I went to Pirate's sister's bridal shower. It was really fun! Her and I were wrapped in toilet paper wedding dresses.
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So much wedding business going on. One of my best friends from high school is getting married in 12 days, on my birthday, and I'm the maid of honor. I kinda have wedding fever and it's funny cause I never used to want to get married. Then my boyfriend was the one that talked about it a lot when we first started dating, we had made a pact to get married at 28 when we were 16 but then we ended up dating this last year. I enjoy companionship, having a partner who is also my best friend, someone I can plan the future with, travel with, go out with, snuggle with, cry with. I want to get what I give and I've never really felt that in a relationship, is it possible? Or are guys just on a totally different level... I wonder.

Anyways... I have a major scary job interview tomorrow, I want it really bad and I'm going to be sad if I don't get it but I don't want to get my hopes up. Fingers crossed for me!!

Went to the beach this evening, the boi and his buddies wanted to play acoustic guitars at sunset, so he used the one that I've had for 12 years sitting in my closet collecting dust, I should learn how to play it.. but I like drums. So with all the extra room I'll have when he moves out... I'm going to get an electric drum kit finally - I need more productive hobbies.
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Comments
Shanti

Shanti

SUICIDEGIRL

Manitoba, Canada

MAY 05, 2008 11:34 PM

no probs on the support...
i think girls need to stick together
its good to know you have people who've got your back!

Orchid

Orchid

SUICIDEGIRL

Netherlands

MAY 06, 2008 01:15 AM

You should learn to play that one! It's a hummingbird! one of my dream guitars! Is it a Gibson or a Epiphone? xx

merlowe

merlowe

Gillette, WY
April 2008

MAY 06, 2008 02:23 AM

No really they are not on a different level at all..and when it is time you will know it..Stop waiting and or looking and suprise suprise it will bite you in your ass..it's funny how when we are not looking we run right into what we were looking for !!!
love

ifwinterends

ifwinterends

Vancouver, BC
June 2005

MAY 06, 2008 07:03 AM

good luck in your interview!!!!!!!!!!!!

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