SuicideGirl: Meshell
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Meshell " if love is a labor I'll slave til the end"

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APRIL 28, 2008 @ 01:39 PM

I haven't cried as much as I did this weekend since last year in Colombia. I think on Saturday I cried for 4 straight hours. Anyways, life is ever changing and I'm going to hope it's for the good. My boyfriend and I are going to live apart, after moving intogether after only 3 months of dating (even though we were friends for 8 years) it's not working. So we're going to try to make it work and date the way we should have before.

Last week I spent 2.5 hours in my bathroom doing a self shot set. Hopefully you will be able to view it soon. I don't have photoshop so I just used Picasa to adjust the lighting and colouring a bit. I know it's not the best quality but it was fun and I thought it would be neat to put it up and say that I did it all by myself! Here's a preview pic.
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On Saturday Pirate came with me to Subeez to eat some food with S_Eldorado while he was in town. Was nice to see him as always! And I think I saw Bettina at the Foundation last night... small world, it is Burlesque time in Van right now.

Going to Tiger Army tonight and I've never even heard one of their songs. Woop!
This made me cry on Valentine's day and it does every time I watch it. "Across the Universe" was an amazing movie, and I don't even like the Beatles.
Thanks for the clip EmoDave


Today I deleted facebook - I no longer have myspace as of last month so this is my only social networking tool for now. I need to just take a set back from the drama in Van and facebook is an evil thing.

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redmess

redmess

Vanuatu
August 2004

MAY 02, 2008 01:56 PM

love that picture of you in the tub. damn. love

Pirate

Pirate

SUICIDEGIRL

British Columbia, Canada

MAY 05, 2008 09:39 AM

i had a dream last night that my new set went live. it was very exciting.

im such a nerd.

Liu

Liu

SUICIDEGIRL

Malta

MAY 05, 2008 02:35 PM

love

Shanti

Shanti

SUICIDEGIRL

Manitoba, Canada

MAY 05, 2008 07:50 PM



i wish i could give you a big huge hug right now, wipe away your tears and give you a bowl of icecream !!
uggggghhhhhhhh (stretches out arms as far as she can) can you feel me trying to hug you?

Grrl, i totally have felt your pain of moving in way to soon with someone you thought it could totally work out with. (especially when you have been friends for a good length of time)

Tiger Army is tha bomb! hopefully you can drop all the drama and wrap yourself up with some music and dance the night away....

anyhoot, if you ever need to vent/rant or need a companion to gossip about all the details involving the wonderful disaster of moving in with someone a bit too fast.... im here!!!

try to enjoy the show tonight, hope things get better.

kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

ps, you did very well on your self shot set.

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